December is the last fruitful month to me in 2015,

Everything is so beautiful and significant now, from the aspect of private life to home life; friendship life to even life of turning from enemy to friend.

It's so beautiful and amusing;

She loves my funny and comical stories which made our relationship turned better,

She prayed to God that I'll become cheerful Clarissa soon,

And I think I'm now one of it.

We are now communicating smoothly and fruitfully,

I hope this relationship may last long,

And serenity will be endless between us.

I think now,
I began to trusted her more than past,

Because trust is gained a little by a little, and the outcome is not as quick as what we expected,

But at least, the care and love grow more and the resentment diminishes between us.

It's a really delicious thing, I love this.

She spoke thousands of apologies to me which I think perhaps this time is sincere,

Neither a trap nor a pretentious consolation.

More than that,

I think that every bad experience is a good experience,

And behind every tragedy, there's a new change.

My old laptop was stolen during a burglary,

And I think perhaps it's the intention of God to took away all the sorrowful memories in the laptop,

Those hurtful pictures were gone, those funny videos in between me with my Kaima was stolen, and even a not working phone that couldn't be switch on, there must a good reason for it,

Because God don't let me to show her what the fortune teller said.

So that is why God designed the phone to be not working after 2 years.

And second thing that I loved is I think the way I enjoyed life, really make me a more cheerful person; I helped the poor to gain the equality that they ought to deserved,

This is something which makes my heart happier when I seeing another smile in the world,

An extra bliss in the world, and thinking that world should revolve this way,

Which is without the concept of inequality.

Four days ago,

I went to Majestic hotel Kuala Lumpur,

Which I planned to dip into the cold pool,  but the plan was forfeited due to lack of time,

Because too many enjoyable and joyous things to conduct in such a short time.

We went there stayed a night and enjoyed the complete and perfect lunch buffet,

Ate the big prawns, Sashimi, Takul with soy-sauce and lemon dip,

Diverse choice of ice-creams with assorted sweetening sugar;

Anything which we don't expect that we are longing for it.

At night, we celebrated birthday celebration,

Two colourful cakes were used to celebrate a year older,

The happiest thing is the feeling of drinking too much and made myself went tipsy and unconscious,

So much stress relief now.

The next day before head back to Malacca,

We soaked under the sun with sunglasses and a paper to poured all my feeling in it,

So enjoyable and leisure!

Yesterday,

I hang out with my high school mate which we supposed to met in Australia,

But due to the short of time,

We decided to hang out in Malaysia which allowed two of us have longer time to meet each other.

We went RC café for lunch; been talking there so much till at least 3 hours.

After that,

We went Jusco to bailed some Sushi and sparkling water for the 'drinking' purposes,

Hehe! Always so 'thirsty' in the stuffy afternoon.

After that,

We came home; sat on the marble floor, and chatted while drinking Frangelico liquor.

Didn't had the feeling of 'drinking' while having 'sushi',

Haha! What a nice try, indeed.

Two days ago,

I spent my great day with my two older sisters and a mum; enjoyed the optimum privilege of as a youngest daughter.

We went to Bangsar; seen whatever it's nice and get whatever we like,

And eventually the fancy garments cost us up to $5000 plus,

Doubtlessly, as a person who contented easily, I just got a long gown for brother's wedding

Haha!

But I'm so happy that my sisters got many dresses,

Because I love to see the real smile that came from their real happiness,

Everyone went back with max happiness and contentment,

They paid for the agreeable 'bargained' price and went home with contented feeling.

After that, we went for big crab at Seremban on the way of going home.

This morning,

The most blissful thing is mommy woke me up in the late morning with the temptation of "coffee already served on the table",

Once I heard of "Coffee", I straight jumped up the bed and said "Yeah! Coffee!",

Sounds like a big kid, instead of saying "yeah! Milk".

Later, when I having breakfast,

Mommy told me

'Lets plan for lunch, don't know whether daddy is eating with us or not",

I said

"I wanna eat Bonani, I call him now"

Mummy said

'Eh better don't dont! Daddy is meeting with big shots."

I said

"Don't care, he surely will answer my call ones, even at the big big big deadly event or function"

Then once I called out, daddy really answered my call,

And said

"yeah Ah Ch'ing....'

Then I said

'I wanna eat Bonani later yeah.... 2pm.... come together with us"

Daddy said
"okay ! Sure!"

Then I said

"and please make one sub credit card for me okay?"

Daddy said

'No, is not like that ones, later let you know at lunch, now daddy with big client here."

Then I said

"Okay byeee!"

When I hang up the phone call,

Mummy said

'You see! Daddy loves you the most in family, no matter how busy also answered your call.'

I helped her complete what she wanted to say,

I said

'Of course I know lah, youngest daughter may.'

Haha! Mommy laughed,

Because I always know the reasons and know what they want to say,

Generally speaking,

Every parents understand all children, and likewise, all children understand own parents.

Like what Jassy said, she said she understand her father a lot,

And her father understand her a lot too,

When her father allowed her to buy very expensive designer bag,

Then the sign is he'll go out the store and have a sip on the cigarette,

It's like releasing his financial stress, need to pay a huge amount of money already,

If he just sit and wait, means she will get nothing at the end,

As he will say "no no no! Go go go already!"

Likewise, his father even told her

"when I seen your ass moved to which side, I already know what you want to do"

When she told me I can't stop laughing,

I said why your father said that to you, and when he said that?

She said

'He said that when I stand up from the cushion in a boutique in shopping mall, he said once he saw half of my ass moved to which side, already know what I want to do".

And I answered

"yeah, because your parents already nurtured you for 23 years! How come don't know? Like my Newborn nephew now who is 3 months old, when he just cried, his mom already knew he don't want to drink formula milk, but breast milk. Although he can't talk, but his mum can knew from experience perception. So, all parents in the world know own child attribution. "

Okay now,

I got to take a nice shower, and go and continue enjoy my life before all the sorrow arrives.

I need to visit her more before I can't see her,

She told me she's now already half foot stepped in the coffin already,

This is an English idiom we learn in Primary 6, it means saying that someone is dying soon.

I don't know why she said that, and often assuming she's dying soon.

Perhaps,

She might be suffering from depression or schizophrenia?

LOL!