Just a week,
I felt like my blog is getting rusty,
I have a sense of not accustomed.
But yet, I am back.
I have a lot of fresh information to share :D
I am entirely living in a bustle life.
A part of reason is I just all done my unfinished assignments and cracking head exams.
But after academic period,
I still busy finding place to stay as this July I am move my study place to Magill campus,
it's really far away from city,
so I will find a private apartment to stay in Magill.
Until today, the lease confirmation is settled down.
All the procedures - Online application, a couple of incoming calls, inspection for the unit are done.
Just left a huge amount of bonds and rentals to be paid,
then will move in on next Friday.
These days,
I am really too busy till I wanted to blogging at night,
but I just don't have the time to switch on my laptop at all.
I don't really know so many people born on May,
All had cordially attended and left one unattended one is Emily's birthday on tomorrow.
Not only entertainment,
still busying apply for my OSHC membership card.
After I got my membership card then I have to go the OSHC center to claim back all the money!
I have too much to claim, I still keep all the receipts !
my eyecare consultation, clinic consultation (due to the lost of prescription) and medicine fees.
A total of $475 to claim back from their overseas insurance.
Uneasily, Today is free,
Besides than teatime, guessed what I did for my leisure during the day?
Doubtlessly,
everyone know is shopping :D
Tomorrow,
Kevin finds me for Tea Tree Plaza shopping again,
had rejected due to financial problem.
Daddy just gave me $3200 for June pocket money.
Have to pay bonds and new rental for $1500.
Left that 1700 to survive on next month, still have to share to buy a new washing machine and household accessories like clothing racks.
Conclusively,
I just got roughly $1200 to survive on next month.
No choice, have to lend another $1000 from Syi Rui first.
Anyway,
stop thinking for the financial issues to burden myself.
Just think some happy stuffs like family traveling plans :D
And another thing, which is the most important thing,
I feel like I am getting recover and almost recover.
I could make it one or two days think about pn lye once!
And sometimes, three days once!
Amazing right?
Just recalled back when I was in foundation year,
at that time,
I was depressed, frenzy, uncontrollable thinking of the past.
Yet,
I could make it a few days,
and everyone who close to me also noticed I am getting better a lot !
Even Syi Rui, Emily, Hung Kiat and my own mum also said the same thing at different time as well as different opinions.
From Syi Rui's opinion:
I asked Syi Rui
'Eh.... I got one thing to ask you, that day Pn Lye said my mum bluffed Datin that I get better already. Do you think I got get better already or no? Why Pn Lye said bluffed? To be honest.'
Syi Rui said
'Aiya, you also know that Pn Lye got bian tai ones... I think she purposely hurt you ones la... I think she said like that is because she wants to make you sad, the more you sad the more she happy only she will said like that... You dont put it in heart la...'
I said
'I knew, that is why I dont want to hear her opinion and I want to hear yours,.... I just want to hear a honest answer. Do you think I got really recover d or dont have?'
'Mmmm.... for me, I think get better a lot la... after you come to Australia.'
I said
'How become better?'
She said
'Mmmm.... for example last time you very emotional and agitated ones... like when people accidentally bumped you, you will Ziii one sounds or suddenly very angry, now after you come to Australia, I felt like you will say its ok....'
I said
'If in terms of Pn Lye?'
She said
'Mmmm... In terms of Pn Lye ah.... I felt like you talked lesser about her d lo... plus the duration you talked about her getting shorter d lo... I mean compared to last time la... so you recovered a lot... so in all aspects la, in terms of emotional and everything you get better a lot after you took medicine.'
For Hung Kiat's opinion:
I asked him
'Eh... do you think I get better already? To be honest... dont scared I angry.'
He said
'I think is get better a lot and a lot.'
I said
'Why?'
He said
'Because now you talked about Pn Lye very very less already, very huge different when compared to last time, plus last time when you come back to Malaysia, when you go her there just 1-2 minutes then went away d... last time got 5-10 minutes... and also frequency reduced edi.... you see, you can go KL with me 3 days 2 nights also no problem, can prove that you recovered a lot d.... plus that time when you come back M'sia, when you knew your mum taken away your pics, you dont have big reactions edi... I think if for last time sure dont know fa dian until where...'
I said
'Then you think why Pn lye think I never recover?'
He even said the same thing as Fabiola,
(different sentence structure but same meaning)
He said
'I think actually Pn lye own self think you got get better already, but mouth purposely say dont have only... because she wants to make you sad.'
I said
'Ehhhh! You say the same thing as tee syi rui, almost the same, same meaning but different sentence structure only.'
He said
'Anah! I am not tee syi rui, how can we both talk the same sentence structure? And another reason is Pn Lye very obvious giving people that kind of sense la....'
I said
'Why tee syi rui not close with her also will know her pattern purposely hurt people ones?'
He said
'Aiya bian tai people mostly like that ones...'
I said
'But I never tell tee syi rui Pn Lye got bian tai....'
He said
'Aiya no need to tell, heard the stories you talk about her then can knew d...'
I said
'Eiii.... dui dui dui! My father also like that ones... last time he asked me about add math day things, then I just told him two sentences only, then he said pl is nue dai kuang edi... haha i just said two sentences only.'
He said
'What you said?'
I said
'I just said:Ta bu yao guan wo ran hou yi zi da yi zi da.... and the second sentence I said is: wo jiao ta bu yao da wo, ta bu yao guan wo hai shi yi zi da yi zi da....'
Hk even laughed and said
'Then your first sentence got any different with second sentence? Both also yi zi da.... zha dao!'
I said
'Anah! Means I said one sentence only my father already said nue dai kuang edi.... my father very clever ones... like I describe people two sentences only then he knew how that person already, even never meet before ones also he can say out how that person, I just told my father your father not love you ones, never let you go out since primary and even secondary school also cannot go out. I said like that only, he said hung kiat's father is overprotective type ones... some people is like that, then I said Ehhhh true true true! How u know hk's father is really overprotective one, last time hk just fall down when playing basket ball only, he asked hung kiat dont go edi....'
He said
'Hua! So geng ah your father? Say two sentences then knew edi....'
I said
'Anah! Last time I just told him your father's friend, that orang gila die edi... last time very funny ones... then I told my father: That orang gila very good ones but very funny, hung kiat's pressing phone on the table edge, then he straight pulled hk's hand to the center of the table, he said : Put here! Later phone drop how??? Haha! Then my father said: This person is a very careful person.... then I said: Ehhhh, how u know he very careful ?? And he drove car, normal people drive the slowest also 60, he drove 30 on big road only funny!'
He said
'Anah! Can see out your father very smart. Like know everything that type. Like know mathematics, science, history, politics, economics and psychology ones... that is why you said two sentences he knew how the person edi....'
I said
'And that time I just told him about Cornelia two sentences only, my father already knew she got hyperactive. I never tell him Cornelia got hyperactive, but I just told him I got one room mate very noisy, I want to sleep in the midnight also cannot, she kicking football in the living room, pom pom pom on the wall very noisy, and she very scary ones... she cannot stop talking for one minute ones... plus her voice very loud. I just said like that only, my father straight said: This person too dangerous edi, you quickly move out, this type of place cannot stay ones... how if one day your assignment let her scribble? All finish... Then I said : Ehhhh how u know she will scribble things ones?? That time she took highlight pen scribbled my dictionary! Papa said: Cannot cannot! Too dangerous edi... quickly move out... now you can go find new places edi, dont wait edi....'
(Cornelia center)
For mummy's opinion:
I asked her
'Ma... to say the truth, you think I got get better already or no?'
Mama said
'Hao Hen Duo oh! Zhen De....'
I said
'How?'
She said
'Last time secondary school, a bit a bit throw tantrum... now totally dont have d....'
I said
'Hahaha you said the same thing as tee syi rui, tee syi rui said before I go Australia, yours is secondary school....'
Mummy said
'Mmmmm.... Really recovered too much... totally changed, last time a bit a bit cried, a bit a bit fa bi qi, now your emotions all calm down edi....'
I said
"You think is that medicine?'
Mummy said
'Mmmm... that medicine really good oh.... recovered too much edi....'
Actually,
to entirely forget the past,
I willing to work in all ways,
since everyone saying my medicine is good,
I willing to go pharmacy regularly to get my pills.
Few days ago,
my pills finished and prescription lost,
daddy asked me go clinic and asked doctor how long I still need to eat again?
I went ! Because I want to recovered and totally forget her.
I asked doctor
'How long I still need to take the pills? What's the real purpose of that pills?'
The doctor said
'Well, this pills work for multi-functions, some people take it to reduce stress, some people take it to reduce anxieties, some people take it to regulate emotions, some people take it to reduce depress, some cant sleep they take it to make them sleep. You have lost your prescription, so I dont actually know what problem are you having. So, the question here is if without this pill, will you get depress? I said : NO, without this pill I wont get depress at all, but just cant sleep only. Even I never think anything but still cant sleep. No reason at all.'
He said
'So you take it every night or every morning?'
I said
'Every night'
He said
'Okay, so your previous doctor prescribed this medicine for you is because you need to switch off your brain, your brain got higher activity than normal so make you cant sleep at night. This pill will lower your brain activity, is for the purpose of calming down the brain.'
I said
'So how long I still have to take this?'
He said
'Depends on your brain activity. Do you have depression before?'
I said
'No.'
He said
'Then I guess basically no problem, you just take it one more year. Everything will fine.'






























































