Being unreasonably,

when I watching the love drama of "Love now",

I keep on repeating the scene of [11:55].

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQowV0p_vKU

Doubtlessly,
I super agreed with that quote

'Words will hurt people because once words are outspoken, its irretrievable.'

When I heard this part of saying,

I have been repeating for 4-5 times because I directly recalled of pl said

'Your mum bluffed me you already recovered.'

Although,

in front of her I act like nothing,

but in my deep down,

I care this phrase the most.

Certainly,

who doesn't care about own recovery progression?

Besides,

it made me recalled the nightmare of sleepwalking. 

It implied me that words will hurt people because once words are outspoken its irretrievable.

I guessed she might be just randomly spoke from what she is thinking,

nevertheless the aftermath may brought once lifetime phobia of afraid of ambulance and ghost.

When seeing the visual vocab of "Few seconds ago",

I always recalled of Yang and Jerry;

two of my besties in my uni life.

Both of them are humorous and ridiculous enough to make everyone laughed when they begin to speak something,

imagine two big mans are competing for 'whose has more friends' and 'who has the most like marks' in Facebook.

When we having dinner together,

both of them could competitively discussed for how fast they added new friends.

Yang said 

'Now I got 176 friends already, you just have 121 friends. I exceeded you already.'

Jerry said

'Eh... I these few days never on FACEBOOK.'

Yang said

'No excuse! Lose already means lose already.'

Jerry said

'You who also add one.... Clarissa's boyfriend - Clarissa Purple, you see also never see before also you add.'

Yang laughed and said

'This oncoming November, he is coming, I add him first. Haha!'

Jerry said

'Like this also can! Then now I also want to add him haha!'

Funny!

Both of them could because of this then fight for 'who has most friends in FB' and 'who has most like marks'.

When I heard both of them were fighting about these nonsense, 

I shook my head and said

'Haiz... like this also need to fight.... not like a man....'

yang said

'We are ordinary people only people who knows us will add us... so far just 100+ friends only... you one Da Mei Ni facebook profile got 4000 plus friends... you see lah... God totally is unfair...'

I laughed and said

'No la... because I played since a lot of years ago edi... I played since I was 15... 5 years playing FACEBOOK.... let say each day approved 3 persons.... 5 years supposed to have 5,475 persons... but my account only got 4000 plus people consider okay d bah?'

Funny! Jerry said

'Each day 3 persons added you? I think I one week also dont know got 3 persons add me or not? Still need to wait me add people hahaha! Besides, in China dont have FACEBOOK this site, so all China people who studying in Australia only got create FACEBOOK, so you will notice most of the China people, they dont have much friends in facebook, because just came 1-2 years... their Facebook profile still new...'

I said

'Because I played FB since secondary school, so when those people from GBS (my high school) they saw my facebook info got put I studied in GBS, so they will add me even they dont know who I am, of course I also dont know whether they know me who I am or not, but I never see their face before sure I know they dont know me... some even very kua zhang.... those people who add me I saw their facebook info wrote they are born on 1999 or 2000... Means they form 1 or form 2 in GBS and also I never see them at all since I already graduated already, they also add me.... they simply add ones... they just saw same school with them then they add already...  then after I graduated from secondary school, I went into MMU (my malaysia uni), then some people from MMU they will add me when they saw I put myself study in MMU, so is like my facebook friends will be double... some more now I come to Australia already... meet new people.... so one day will be around 3 people add me in my facebook profile...'

LOL! Yang even said

'Hahaha I also same with Jerry! 1 week dont know got 3 persons add me or not? You think we all like you meh? We upload a picture on our Facebook, the most just 2-3 like marks only. But your one status within a few seconds, what life not life; past not past ones also got 20-30 like marks...  your picture is even kua zhang... one picture wrote what past not past also got few tenth or few hundreds like marks, you see! World is clearly unfair! Mei Ni jiu shi bu yi yang....'

*Funny! He said like this very serious made everyone laughed. Ultimately I got his mean from which picture he was mentioning... I really got wrote what life not life... LOL

Life is irreversible, live thoroughly by loving people around you 

Then Jerry said

'The most terrible is last time.... she and me clearly uploaded a same picture, we uploaded that judge pictures as profile picture... clearly is a same picture, but I got 4 like marks only... she simply wrote herself what the tomboy look ever then got 50 something like marks... Shen mer gui dong xi mar? The world is clearly unfair....'

Am I handsome today?

The ever tomboy looks I have 

*When he said like that, Yang non stop laughing! LOL!

After Jerry said like that,

Yang spoke in China slang 

'Aiya! Gen Ni Shuo Le Mar.... Mei ni bu yi yang.... we all write one long status maximum just got 2-3 like marks.... she one short status what past not past few seconds ago only already got 10 like marks....'

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When he said like that,

everyone keep on laughing at me.

The most funny is Jerry continue said

'Dui yar... haiz... we all one picture zui duo bu shi liang shan ger like marks... she 1 picture 2 words... FAMILY PHOTO 2010, almost 200 like marks...  ni kan! God is clearly unfair.... he cannot because our zhang xiang and shen cai not nice then discriminate us bah?'

Family photo 2010 

Honestly,

after Yang said so that I am writing what past not past then got 20-30 like marks,

 this is also a reason I've stopped writing so much status in my primary account;

I shifted all these status to my another Huay Ching Ngoh account,

an account which primarily storing assignments as backup.

When Yang said like that I was shocked,

because from what I wrote in FB, people can see clearly without my consciousness.

It means in his impression, he always seen I writing about past that is why he will mention that I simply write a few words about past then could gained so many like marks when compared to him.

After he said like that, when I went back to home,

I pondered

'Am I really writing too much about past? Why Yang would even said like that? Funny! He said what past not past...'

Indeed, the best medicine for dark shadow is a most gorgeous smile and a loudest applause  — atAdelaide Town Hall.

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Well,

even funny is funny,

but I've stopped writing about past in my FB status after he said so.

The fact is I think that the real words should be hidden in blogger :D