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These days,
Taiwan got a very chaotic public order,
few days ago,
a cracking news happened in Taiwan,
 a 21 years old millionaire kid attempted to killed a row of tram passengers just to attained suicide,
which resulted in 4 death and 22 injured.



Since as young as eleven years old,
his aspiration is to kill someone due to he did not has the courage to committed suicide,
and the reason he attempted to leave this world is because he feel that he still unable to achieve a perfect materialistic life although he already had it,
he feel that his life is too torturous and he actually wanted to commit this crime upon graduation,
but he said he couldn't bear the psychological pain any more,
so he just skipped class and fulfil this 'aspiration' immediately.
He skipped class; held knife and went to the tram station and killed people.
After the incident,
he was so ordinary and calm as usual,
like nothing happened at all.
The police claimed that through his aftermath reaction,
he killed homo sapien like killing ants,
no feeling at all and just casually went away after the killing.



According to the police statement,
the police claimed that the boy is actually lack of love instead of lack of materialistic life.
Because so surprisingly,
the millionaire spoke in the press conference 
'I never predict that I used a painstaking effort to made such a lot money, and now my son ruined my one lifetime hard work to pay 4 Millionaire for his killing.'
Now,
this news had became headlines in the world just because the behaviour of the son and the aftermath reaction of the father.
His father has no feeling towards his son is going to jail for one lifetime,
instead he focused more on his money loss.
After this news,
all my friends were discussing about the bizzareness of this news,
we were talking about the Taiwan policy, his father's reaction and the case when we were having high tea,
because this news was everywhere in the FACEBOOK.





Besides than that,
just now when I was scrolling down my facebook.
I get to see another cracking news of Taiwan again,
which made me think of Pn Lye,
because the case is entirely same with her;
beaten a student until whole body blue black and even pulled the student's hand until both hands broken.
*I remembered she pulled my hand so hard on the road until my arm feel like almost broken; especially the armpit.
The mother was so angry when she realized that while helped her daughter bathing.
And then,
when the mother went to the school and complaint to the principal,
the principal only told the mother
'Please forgive the teacher because she hasn't get married and dont have kids and so on.'
The mother was even furious about the school's management,
when she went to confronted that teacher,
that teacher even fight back and asked her mother face-to-face
'So I ask you first, did you feed your daughter medicine in the first place?'
(Initiating blame as Pn Lye)
When the mother response
'Yes I did'
The teacher even talk back the mother
'If you did, please bring the medicine come to school and feed her in front of me.'
(beat around the bush and implied the mother that she actually did not feed, no manners as Pn Lye)




The mother was like crazy when she heard that,
because the teacher was so irresponsible,
beaten her child until like that already still can talk back,
*this is what I think she's exactly same like Pn Lye
Always beaten me until blue black, when daddy confronted her,
she must be having something to talked back in a rude manners (I guessed so).





After that,
the father was so angry about the school attitude,
the father filed lawsuit to the relevant teacher and so surprisingly,
the court decision was demoted the school teacher from a high school teacher to a middle school teacher instead of permanent discharged.
So the parents felt very unfair and continued their court battle.





So after I saw this cracking news in FACEBOOK,
it made me directly recalled of the past Pn Lye.
When daddy confronted her, 
she must be having something to said and usually in an impolite attitude.
*I guessed so even daddy did not tell me
And the case is exactly the same,
the police keep telling dad 
'Harap datuk boleh haraf lah.... sebab cikgu itu pun ada sikit pasal mental.... dia kata dia amat stress....'
(The police was like avoid making trouble, avoid responsibility due to want to quickly end case and make it easy)







When I clicked in the link of the video in FACEBOOK.
it directly brought me straight to the Youtube video.
And here's the video! Totally Pn Lye!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdSZ7XPOUJc



(My pictures is exactly the severity when compared to wounds in the video, and mine is even happened more frequently, shit Pn Lye! No feeling for her aftermath actions, exactly like a criminal! )


















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Another 30 minutes more,
public relations class will be starting soon,
I'm playing desserts shop game right now in the library,
so unwilling to go to class,
but still have had to go, 
I knew my job is being a student and to attend class as well as be puncture.
Curfew of playing game will be stop after 30 minutes.
These few days,
my mood began to turned better without apparent reason,
perhaps daddy solved my worries :)



Mummy always gives me a lot of stress even I'm still a student,
awhile told me that I used a lot of money, awhile ask me find intership, awhile ask me find job, awhile ask me apply PR and so on.
Feel like I couldn't handle my assignment and exam well at the same time under her stress,
she made me so overwhelmed,
when I got crazyyy and over stressed,
I even go and find an internship program which cost $4300 aussie dollar in China,
daddy told me that I am thinking too much and creating worries for myself.
He said
'Dont worry about those what internship, if your course dont have internship, no need work, just study enough. Why you go and find those unnecessary internship?'
I said
'I scared I will be unemployed after my graduation.'
Daddy said
'Dont worry! Papa got a lot of friends, you want work in what field also got, I can get in for you. Papa outside all are friends, what yous cared?'
I said
'Then got advertising?'
Daddy said
'Got! A lot !'
I said
'Some more?'
He said
'A lot lah... papa got a lot of friends, you want pr also got, advertising also got, media also got, architecture also got, law also got, accounting also got... even if you want engineering also got! So dont worry too much, no need think about job, just study enough. The job of a student is to study, nothing else.'





After daddy get rid my insecure,
my worries all gone and feel so carefree, 
my mood became extremely good,
when doing assignment also became more productive,
and my thinking about Pn Lye all became more positive too.
I guessed this is the factors of stress.
Indeed,
I guessed mummy is giving me too much of unnecessary stress,
yesterday when I doing a health research for my assignment,
I read up the research showed that long term back pain or shoulder pain came from excessive of worries and stress,
and it wrote that it has no way to cure unless stress gone.
Subsequently,
when I recalled my back pain properly,
I really felt that some of my back pain ease although it's not fully recover,
at least my shoulder is not that burden any more and I feel my wing is lighter,
breathing chance became more circulating and get to breath more easily compared to last time.
In addition,
Sherryn keep persuading me the truth that Pn Lye is not going to harm me,
and the result showed that Pn Lye really didn't harm me on that day.
Thus,
I'm starting to trust Pn Lye now that she isn't harmful any more.
So,
all these added up bits and pieces make my insecure, fears and worries gone.
But the truth is that I don't really know whether I'm relying Sherryn's persuasion to survive?
I feel like I need her to keep telling me 'No Pn Lye wont harm you' repeatedly to make me safe,
and I feel like I start to rely her as habit.
Seems like I need to find someone to replace her duty,
but I knew that person definitely won't be Hung Kiat any more,
because I knew he's using my insecure to make me go back to him.
Sorry, I wouldn't be back to him any more.
This is what I had promised myself.







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25-11-2009

Literally,
 its a nightmarish reminder of a particular event which happened in my life.
It would stimulate my emotions deeply whenever the flashbacks crossed my mind.
I do not wish to recall it,
nonetheless nightmare contents often reminded me to be hypervigilance,
I don't really know whether this reminder is a sort of unrealistic illusion or the forthcoming truth.


Sherryn told me it was my own perception, but she did not says that its misconception.
Perhaps,
it's neither both of them.
Whenever the torturous flashbacks appeared in mind,
I would truly felt out that kind of physical pain still with me,
it's the exactly same breed of pain which I felt on that particular moment.
Maybe,
this feeling proven to me that I have not forgotten the pain and that particular unpleasant memories,
so that I could exactly perceived that kind of 'on-bench' traumatic pain.



Whenever that part of memory strike my brain,
I would rolled down my salty tears uncontrollably,
even last time when chatting with Sherryn,
Sherryn just slightly touched on the sensitive topic,
I even unconsciously cried again when she mentioned that part of memory,
I believed it's the factor that maybe I still haven't get rid of that shadow,
so I still hold grudges to her.
Despite I have tried my best to treated her positively,
but my heart often opposed to my warm intention.


The sense of resentment keep on against me and the daily nightmares repeatedly remind me to be aware of her; especially her kind intention.
All sorts of related news in newspaper; audio as well as visual in my sight always touch on that part of unpleasant memories in my mind.
I do not know what to do,
that is why I asked Sherryn in a very sudden way
'I just dont want someone to harm me got so difficult?'



Sometimes,
I feel like I blurt out some phrases without think twice or without really stand in someone's shoes,
because I always thought that my direct asking way may immediately feed my current doubts.
Well,
hope this Sunday wouldn't disappoint my trust to her.
So tired now, going to bed soon,
it's time to replenish my complexion.
today,
there's two persons saying the same thing in different time,
they said
'What what what happened to you? Why your face suddenly looked so wan and sallow? Suddenly popped out so many pimples and why your dark circles went until down there already? Originally your dark circles until here 1....'



It sounds like I having a strange face now :(
I even laughed and respond in a humorous way
'Got people determine the level of dark circle from how down ones meh? Not how dark?'
LOL!
When I said like that,
everyone keep laughing my joke.
Okay!
Lastly I would like to put a few hashtags here before I hop onto my bed.

#jokesoftheday#goodnight#sadness#sorrowful#past#hurt#wound#addmath#vanisheddream#fear#worries#futurefears#shaddow

 






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Now,
I'm having high stress from the insecure,
I hope she won't betray my trust to her.
Had been vomited in the midnight due to insomnia while headache tortured me during the day.
I really do not know what had happened to me.
Why I'm so afraid of being harm once again? 
I thought I have been used to it since a very long time ago?

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STOP PRETENDING THAT YOU ARE ALRIGHT!
STOP BE FLAUNTING THAT YOU HAD FORGOTTEN THE HURTFUL DAY!
STOP LAUGHING LIKE YOUR HEART HAVE NO WOUND!
IF YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING, PLEASE CRY WITHOUT THINK TWICE,
YOU HAVE YOUR OWN SHOULDER TO CRY OKAY?
CONCENTRATE ON ASSIGNMENT,
SHE ISN'T GOING TO HARM YOU ANY MORE,
DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY!!!

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Last night,
I dreamed of both Pn Lye and Sherron betrayed me,
LOL!
I dreamed of Pn Lye betrayed me by showing Sherron my phone number,
while Sherron betrayed me by showing Pn Lye the thing that I don't want to show her,
and Sherryn betrayed me by showing Sherron first.
I dreamed of Sherron suddenly SMS me
'Hi, I get your number for the paper, and I am sorry to say that I had showed my mum the gift :D '




I don't know what it meant by the dream but feel like my instinct is causing trouble,
I really afraid all of them betrayed me,
I told Hung Kiat about the dream,
he laughed and replied me
'LOL! You dream like this because you still feel unsafe with them.'
I told Sherryn about the dream and asked her quickly rubbed off my number with liquid paper because I got that instinct,
sherryn even replied me the similar thing as hk,
she replied
'I think you should trust Pn Lye.'



After that,
I went Google search engine and asked
'What it meant by someone betrayed me in dream? Is that real?'
LOL!
Google even answered me the almost same thing as Sherryn and hk answered me...


Dreaming about Betrayal / traitor meaning

Posted on January 20, 2013 by MotherOfDreams
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In general:

A traitor in the dream, it means that the dreamer is unconsciously dealing with backstabbing. This can refer to any other person or on its own personality parts, of which the dreamer is disappointed. He feels that his standards are not particularly appreciated by other people.

Psychologically:

If the trust of the dreamer is abused in the dream by other people, and thereby he experiences and finds out a disappointment, he is perhaps conscious of the fact that the disappointment took place in connection with the common belief.


Betrayal

To dream that you have been betrayed represents your suspicions about a particular person, relationship or situation.  This dream often occurs when you are having feelings of insecurity and are faced with major commitments in your life at the same time. 

http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamthemes/feelings.htm




Besides than the betrayal dream,
one month ago,
I also dreamed of Pn Lye bluffed and harmed me,
she bluffed me
'Quickly go eat medicine, late already. Always sleep so late, no good. Quickly go eat medicine.'


After I trusted her,
I really listened to her and ate medicine because I thought she sincerely wants me to sleep (nothing else more),
who knows after I ate medicine and fall asleep after 15 minutes,
she stabbed me on stomach while I was sleeping unconsciously.
I didn't feel the stabbing pain in the dream,
but I straight went up to heaven met angels and God.
God told me actually this person is trying to helped you,
ease your pain in life, that is why she killed you that way.
LOL!
When I told Kaima,
kaima can't stop laughing!!!!
I laughed and blamed Kaima
'You lah! Every night before I sleep when you talked to me, you always said late already go eat medicine, late already go eat medicine, who knows I really dreamed of Pn Lye bluffed me, late already go eat medicine, then I thought she is sincere ones... because of late only want me go sleep, who knows when I fall asleep, she stabbed me one knife and made me went up to heaven. And before I sleep, you told me what dont see Pn Lye face fierce fierce like that, actually her person very soft-hearted ones and very helpful ones... so I dreamed of God in heaven told me like that... God told me actually this person trying to helped you ease your suffering so only she killed you.'




After that stabbing dream,
I was so afraid of Pn Lye in real life,
I really afraid that she's going to do such a thing to me,
during YES thai dinner, before we went back,
I really afraid to stand close to her,
when she wants to hugs me as goodbye,
I even scared until almost cry out,
because I scared when she hugs, she pierce one knife from my back.
So I very scared, I keep on move backward and even avoided in a circle.
I told kaima bout that in car,
kaima even laughed and said
'Hahahaha! I knew I knew, you keep on believe your dream and thought she will back stab you with knife. In dream, you dreamed of she stabbed you from stomach in front, so now you are worrying she stabbed you from back in real life.... Hahahaha! But wont lah! She wont do that lah! Hahaha! She is sincere ones... never want to harms you ones... real hug ones....'





And when I went Google searched,
what is the meaning of dream of being stabbed?
LOL! The answer is quite true describing me.


Dream Dictionary Stabbing


Being stabbed is an important dream symbol in regards to social interactions. The meaning of dream about stabbing is usually related to your social life. Any dream dictionary will tell you that one of the most commonly considered themes for dreams regarding stabbing is the idea of being stabbed in the back. Being stabbed in the back is such a culturally iconic phrase, that when something negative happens to us, or we feel betrayed, it is possible to have a dream reaction that involves us being stabbed in the back. Has someone broken a promise to you, or done something that they swore they wouldn’t just to hurt you? Then you may be having dreams about being stabbed.

Some dream meanings of being stabbed also relate it to a feeling of inadequacy. You have not been up to par lately, or there is someone out there that you think is better than you. It is because of emotions and feelings like these that you may find yourself being stabbed in the dream world. This is just one possible dream interpretation for being stabbed though.

Another dream meaning entirely set apart from the rest is more related to you doing the stabbing. If you are the one that is stabbing someone else in the dream, this could be because you have been recalling malicious thoughts about them recently. A dream like this should serve as a warning to control your temper in the future. There are other dream interpretations of this action though, such as the idea that stabbing recalls your competitive streak. If the person that you are stabbing in your dream is someone you recognize, then you may be seeing yourself stabbing them because of how competitive you feel towards them. Noticing dream symbols such as this is a great way of making sure to keep your competitive streak in check in the waking world. 

If what you see is from an entirely different perspective, such as you witnessing someone you know or love being stabbed in a dream, this recalls feelings of powerlessness, and also shows that you have some deep seated fear for this person. Perhaps they are going to do something soon that you believe will put them in danger. You are probably having this dream as a way of coping with that. The dream is letting you know that you are still afraid of what will happen to your loved one. 

One final interpretation of a stabbing dream is that if you are the one stabbing someone else, then you feel betrayed, and the dream is you overcoming your feelings of betrayal by getting back at the person. This interpretation only works of course if the person being stabbed is someone that you know or are related to. Otherwise, this does not make much sense. Stabbing can be a very serious sign that something is going wrong in your life, or that you fear that something will go wrong. At the same time it could simply be a petty jealous feeling. All of this can be determined through a little bit of reflection.


More:http://www.gotohoroscope.com/txt/dream-dictionary-stabbing.html


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It still hard for me to figure out why such a kind person would done such unpredictable actions?
It's indeed a puzzled in my mind,
her appearance suddenly looked so kind in certain clips,
but the hard thing for me to understand is why she would treated me so cruel?
The cruel actions still have not fully get rid from my mind,
I do not know why,
I thought I had learnt to forgive.
Now,
I'm in the process of learning to forget,
but I do not know who else could teach and show me this process.
I really need someone who experienced the same kind of things as me to teach me how to walk through this tough stage.



However,
as long as there's somebody mentioned about the 'reminder' of the trauma,
whenever a word of 'math', 'add math', 'november', 'violence', 'forget' and 'forgive' crossed my mind,
I would burst into tears without think twice,
I don't really know where this emotions came from,
but I just cried that way unconsciously,
 I had tried my best to restrain all those negative emotions in public,
but still failed at the end.
No matter it's a function dinner, beach, computer pool or at home,


I would still feel the sadness no matter wherever I am and would eventually cried in public without self-control.
I guessed she wouldn't knows how pathetic and sorrowful is my life after the incident,
and the fact is I wouldn't let her know....




Perhaps,
just like what Sherryn said,
when I asked her
'Pn lye can forgot things on the next day if she wants?'
She answered me
'Nope. That is lost of memory. She just choose to forget and forgive.'
And a part of another reason,
just like what Kaima said,
I'm just too young to bear all these because I still have a lot of things have not experience.







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I know I am actually expecting the answer more than the day,
I don't really know would I too selfish or a little bit of outspoken when eager to know the answer?
Nonetheless,
I'm am afraid of the time when we look at each other at that lingering moment,
memorizing every last detail about the torturous 25th November 2009.
I was desperate with my own need to capture this last,
but I am worrying that it's so infinitely little from what she could remembered,
I hope that she can provides the details I wanted because I hope the emotional pain can comes and go quickly.
Please let me forget all these,
I'm actually putting myself under a tremendous stress now,
I often ponder that can I sincerely compromise with her or I am actually wanted the pure answer I'm seeking for?
I hope I'm nor a selfish neither an overbearing person in this circumstance,






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16/5/2014 
unblocked me
1:07 AM

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Little girl,
don't cry any more,


tonight you still have 1000 words to go,
putting stress aside and concentrate on the heavy assignment,
today you must complete all these assignment before tuck yourself into bed.
You're not permitted to fall asleep if you have not done it,
so quickly rub off your tears and wash your face with cold water,
restore your energy by stop crying!



Dont cry, dont cry,
you dont have boundless energy to spend for your sadness,
stop your aggressiveness, impulsiveness and agitation.
kaima will chat with you tonight and make you laugh with a plastic smile.


I thought you keep laughing and chat with Sherryn till you can't sleep yesterday?


Why in the twinkling of an eye those moods disappeared when you woke up today?



DAMN! STILL CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF, STILL CAN'T STOP CRYING! FEEL LIKE SLAPPING MYSELF...


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Shit !
Seems like the whole table guests witnessed I cried during YES thai dinner,
everyone knew the exact reason without asking
'Why you cried?'
To be frankly,
my image and reputation gone,
I don't know why my emotion just burst that way when Ee Bee Fong patted my shoulder and whispered on my ear
'Huay Ching, teacher can see out you look very sad, but let bygones be bygones, teacher believed she wont harm you any more.'
Then I just rolled down my tears in the twinkling of an eye,
I was so embarrass but I couldn't stop my massive amount of rolling tears,
even when Tan Lee Cheng just reached our place,
without listen to our conversation,
she could even said
'Girl, dont cry dont cry, let bygone be bygone ok?'
*and used tissue rubbed off my tears
At that time,
I was thinking in heart
'Even Tan Lee Cheng never listen what we were talking about also she knew what I crying for, some more came from so far, so Pn Lye just sitting in front of me, could she heard what we were talking about and knew what I was crying about?'
But the truth is I was thinking
'Impossible she could heard what we said because people were singing so loud.'
LOL!
 The most funny was I even go and tested her; see whether she knows why I cried or not,
I was thinking if she asks me 'why you cried' means she doesn't knows, if she quickly avoid eye contact means she knows,
subsequently I looked at her and observe her reaction,
OMG! She really knew!
When she saw I looked at her,
she quickly turned her head away and showed sort of guilty face,
on the next day,
I received two concerns from the caring people in FACEBOOK,
Ee Bee Fong advice me not to feel sad any more and claimed that she wasn't meant to made me cried,
she told me that hope my kaima wouldn't blame her because she made me cried,
then I said
'Its alright, my kaima was busy at that time, she didn't knows I cried at all. But the most unacceptable fact is I cried in front of her, I cannot accept this fact now, I never seriously cried in front of her before. Did she knows what I cried?'
She said
'She knew, she told me in school today, she said actually both of you are friend now.'



When Ee Bee Fong said she knew what I cried,
then I started to panicked,
I worrying that she might heard what we talking about and began to feel embarrass,
thus I grasped the opportunity and asked another girl in facebook when she consoled me,
I asked her
'Can you heard what we were talking about?'
She said
'She cant heard and she doesnt know why I cried, but just saw I cried only.'
When she mentioned she doesn't knows why I cried,
I quickly told her that actually I am not close with Pn Lye to avoid she knew stuffs between Pn Lye and me.
LOL!
Look at conversation below,
so funny!
I told her
'Pn Lye not close with me so she speak English with me as she thought I'm malay because I got a dark skin.'
Then she replied
'What type of Pn Lye eye? you dark??!!'
HAHAHAHAHA!

  • Conversation started Saturday
  • Hannah Yap
    5/10, 2:00am
    Hannah Yap


    Hi,clarissa.i just want to said cheer up...everything will ok.(ps.dun said me kepo)i just care about u.
  • Saturday
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/10, 10:55am
    Clarissa Ngoh


    You're so nice and caring. Not kepo at all. Glad to see your concern. Anyway I'm fine !
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/10, 11:36am
    Clarissa Ngoh


    You saw I was crying?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/10, 1:48pm
    Hannah Yap


    Yup...i just quiet.
  • Monday
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 2:33pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    U know what we talked or don't know?

    You're so nice and caring. Not kepo at all. Glad to see your concern. Anyway I'm fine !
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 2:41pm
    Hannah Yap


    Ofcouse i dunno know,that day the restoran so noisy...
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 2:41pm
    Hannah Yap

  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 2:42pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    I see. So embarrassed that I lost the manner at that time. Hope I wasn't affect people's moods lol

    I saw pn lye talked to u, you know her and talked to her in school?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 2:45pm
    Hannah Yap


    Yup,i know..at school no talk too much with her..

    U so pandai very teacher can kenal^^
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:07pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    She talk what language with you in school?

    haha no la, I knew her because she's discipline teacher in gbs, but seldom talk to her and seldom see her in school, same like you ^^
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:10pm
    Hannah Yap


    Ya ya,becaz she is no everyday at school...
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:14pm
    Hannah Yap


    Sorry of just nw,dun anwer ur question,becaz just nw busy chat with my sis at what app...ya,if she at sch,i meet her,she said with me english,every time also like that,but that day i dunno y she change to chinese...but she chinese to me,so using chinese answering her...haha^^
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:16pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    I see, I think she knew you a lot, that is why she speak chinese with you, and she not close with me, so she speak English as me every time as she might thought I'm malay because I'm dark skin lol

    *to me
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:18pm
    Hannah Yap


    What type of pn.lye eye?u dark skin??
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:18pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    hahahaha
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:19pm
    Hannah Yap


    Hello,u very white ok??
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:19pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    when you saw me, you feel I considered fair?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:21pm
    Hannah Yap


    No,very u no dark skin at all..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:22pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    I see. haha. She talked to me in English every time because she not very close, just like she always speak chinese with those last class students because she's close with them as she always teach last class.

    she never teach me before so she dont know me.
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:25pm
    Hannah Yap


    She also no teach me before...i no close with her...so just nw i said i dunno y that day she change talk to me...

    *change language
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:25pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    she never teaches you before then how come she'll talk to you in school?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:29pm
    Hannah Yap


    At bilik guru lo..she will check my hair,nail when i past over her place..haiz…becaz her place very near to lim siew hong place..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:29pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    why she suddenly so kepo check your hair ?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:30pm
    Hannah Yap


    How i know..she want to check,just let her check lo..

    Maybe she very free?
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:30pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    I saw your hair in school always very neat, tied up nicely
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:31pm
    Hannah Yap


    Or maybe c me many time at bilik guru?
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:31pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    oh... I think maybe she too free, nothing to do so she finds something to do lo.
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:32pm
    Hannah Yap


    becaz i will enter bilik guru every time when mm,eko class...becaz i hv many question want to ask teacher personal at there…

    *mm,eko class end..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:33pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    oh.... modern math is easy, you can ask me if you dont know, about economy I can't help you because I"m science class student.
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:39pm
    Hannah Yap


    I know i know,u r science student.. but spm is past ady...my mm hv gred A la...haha..anyway thx of ur helping heart...
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 3:46pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    sounds glad when hearing your excellent achievement, hope you're doing good in your future too, I saw you before in school, and not mistaken you're rumah hijah right?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 3:54pm
    Hannah Yap


    Ya,that is so long time ago.u can still remember...clever girl…
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 5:18pm
    Clarissa Ngoh

  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:20pm
    Hannah Yap


    so when u back to aus?
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:20pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    tonight

    how you know I from Australia?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:21pm
    Hannah Yap


    no,u tying wrong ady...u from malaysia,but study at there..haha.. i c ur profile la..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:22pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    Oh... haha I meant how you know I studying in Australia?
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:23pm
    Hannah Yap


    just nw i hv said,i know u study at australia through ur fabook profile..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:23pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    i see.
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:26pm
    Hannah Yap


    u so good high tea everywhere..i admire it...i saw ur high tea photo at the fb..very nice!(sorry od my kepo,seeing ur photo every time)but very nice...

    i said the true...
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:27pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    this is not call kepo, this is call socialize, its good to keep communication with people as you'll learn a lot of things and share a lot of things with people

    *keep communicating

    You can go high tea with your friends as well, melaka got a few places are nice like Majestic hotel and Ramada

    if you prefer more budget high tea, you can have it at Secret recipe or starbucks
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:30pm
    Hannah Yap


    i prefer more at budget high tea..different ppl hv different habit..for i more prefer go starbucks..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:30pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    ya, starbucks is good also, got a lot of different coffess you can try, plus the ambience is quiet and nice and not hot.
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:31pm
    Hannah Yap


    i want said that very happy to chat with u because through chat with u,my english improve..

    because my english no good like u
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:31pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    my english also not really good, haha. Thanks for over praise
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:32pm
    Hannah Yap


    no,no this is no over praise..this is real..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:32pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    as long as I understand what are you trying to say, then I can reply you any time and have an endless chat

    My grammar not really good, so I need some improvement through exercise book lol, I just book some books from popular to prepare for IELTS
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:35pm
    Hannah Yap


    endless chat?haha...i haven c ppl trying this,u r the first..haha.. ya,u just go popular?have new arrival book?because i hv long time no go there ady..

    i mean english novel..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:35pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    what game are you playing? If you wanna find some game to play, I can recommend you 'Dessert shop" to join me
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:36pm
    Hannah Yap


    ya,dessert shop?the game nice?i nw playing dragon city and pet rescue..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:38pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    I just went popular 2 days ago, I bought a new English fiction call "dreams of joys", it's a very nice story talking about mothers love, it's a divorce family, then the daughter ran away from the family to find the father, then the mother was so worried and try to get her daughter back. It's very touching story. And I bought an inspiration book call 365 stories to make you rich. LOL
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:38pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    The game very nice, I recommend you to play dessert shop, a lot people playing
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:39pm
    Hannah Yap


    i start reading english novel recently,because want to improve my grammar..haha,same like u..like i hv finish reading the hunger game..nw waiting the next book..
  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 7:40pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    Actually want to improve grammar very easy and very fast, you no need go and read long novel, you just go and buy a cheap English book and read about the rules of grammar, then you rememeber in your brain how those verbs used then can already

    it's faster and more efficient

    because if you read novel to learn grammar, it's very tough, because different situation got different grammar to use, so the easiest way to learn grammar is learn by rules, or you can go google learn

    I read novel because of want to know the story, I like touching stories so I read it, not because of learn grammar haha. Grammar I learn through exercise book.
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:45pm
    Hannah Yap


    thx of ur advice..i feel very thankful to u..beacause teach me how to learn grammar.. when i saw ur reply just nw,i now u can be trust.. because some my friend said u very sombong and just caring about the friend u like,like emily law...no caring other frienf,just best friend...

    after ur just nw reply,i can said u is very nnice ppl..caring everybody around u...i very happy that i hv a senior caring about me...this is my true word in my heart..
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 7:48pm
    Hannah Yap

  • Clarissa Ngoh
    5/12, 8:11pm
    Clarissa Ngoh


    i see, thanks for compliment then. Chat with you later, now I going to pack my luggage and going to dinner with family. Bye bye

    nice to chat with you and thanks for your concern
  • Hannah Yap
    5/12, 9:08pm
    Hannah Yap


    ok,later continue our endless chat..haha...and enjoy ur dinner..




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