Expecting the answer rather than the day

I know I am actually expecting the answer more than the day,

I don't really know would I too selfish or a little bit of outspoken when eager to know the answer?

Nonetheless,

I'm am afraid of the time when we look at each other at that lingering moment,

memorizing every last detail about the torturous 25th November 2009.

I was desperate with my own need to capture this last,

but I am worrying that it's so infinitely little from what she could remembered,

I hope that she can provides the details I wanted because I hope the emotional pain can comes and go quickly.

Please let me forget all these,

I'm actually putting myself under a tremendous stress now,

I often ponder that can I sincerely compromise with her or I am actually wanted the pure answer I'm seeking for?

I hope I'm nor a selfish neither an overbearing person in this circumstance,