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What people doing on it?
My most common type of Friday is the combination between "window shopping" and "assignment",



very fortunately,
I have done my 10% assignment for 100% grade :)



Perhaps,
this is what daddy always encourages me,
"Relationship put at later stage, now concentrate on your studies first",
I'm very glad that he motivates me that way,
so that I achieved the best result in my studies.



This evening,
I have been lingering around the Emporium mall prior to the dinner and after the dinner,
I'm always a keen walker at the mall and in the uni,
people always bumped me up in the uni and saying words like
"hey! I see you again!"
(very often I heard this)


Today,
I have been spotted 50% sale for Michael Kors bag,


indeed the design is attractive and unique, but unfortunately,
the "rumors" about MK make me kept the money to myself,
sometimes during a party-talk,
I always heard things like
"MK always copied high-end brand designs like Chanel, Prada and Valentino" 
or "MK is for malays in Malaysia" or 
"MK is for those whom cant afford LV, Prada and Chanel, so they end up buying MK".
So, after this toxic rumors,
I rather buy brands like Furla which is quite an equivalent brand with less conflict,
Furla, shares the same standard as MK,
but it pricing roughly higher than it,

Furla - RM1000- RM2000MK - RM500 - RM1500

however, Furla design is always much appealing.



After that,
I have been walking around at the Kate Spade shop,
regarding KS, I really fond with its design and the princess-like clothing,


however, the size is too big for me even for the smallest size.
And I love the unique sling bag,


but it's too expensive after discount,
its $550 after 50% discount !
Absolutely crazy pricing, it just Kate Spade,
but the price is like Ferrangamo Salvatoe Purse.


















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Today,
 is the last five days of my holidays before I kick off my Master's second year first semester,
actually not considering today as holidays,
as I have been reading the week 1 lecture slide for "Statutory Planning" subject.
And yeah, obviously,
now I getting attract to law,
and it's the first subject that I chose to study among five subjects,
I have make some pictorial conclusions for what I read today :)




Besides than studying,

I do some "leisure" reading and masking.

*swag pose

Now,
I really treasured what she wrote to me and I think we are really getting closer to each other as what she mentioned in letter.
Communication brings us closer, make us happier and lead us wiser.
I hate her lesser now...







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I think, he likes me and begin to loves me,
although his friendliness appeared like a normal friend,
but my heart could truly feels that he care me more than a friend.
Sometimes his questions goes beneath the "iceberg" level that a normal friend wouldn't ask,
ex, did your ex still called you, since when your ex last call you,
when I answered he didn't,
his reaction appeared angry instead of happy.
He would responded in an annoying but humorous way, 
he said
"Ask him Gun Dan Lahhhh, you can dump him already this kind of guy"
but when I began to analysed his behavior,
I think he angry because he feels I'm hurt as he think that I'm still liking him,
I'm wondering is this true love?
He treats me very well at home,
and once again, his kindness goes beyond the way my parents treated me,
I'm afraid that I will fall in love in this kind of guy, but I hope I am not,
I just want to concentrate in my studies properly and talk about relationship after my graduation.
Today he purchased a "super ring" snack for me because he said I told him before I like Super Ring,
I received this kind of caring and affection deeply,


purchased the correct thing according to my wish, but not randomly or bluntly buy something to catch my heart.




Occasionally,
we would heart-to-heart talk in the midnight about relationship matter,
of course not ours,
but the relationship matter that I faced between Miss S and me,
he would used a sense of humor, explained to me that our status gap is the sole reason to make us apart,
and advised me (in mandarin)
 "just let this person go, she really couldn't help you anything, even if she really knows any big shot, she still can't help you anything due to the financial and social barrier, trust me."
I said
"But I want to be friend with her, not because of her background matter, whether who she is, but is really because of her simplicity, I just want to have a friend who comes from another social spectrum,  because I enjoyed the poor lifestyle that she has, cant I?"
He answered me
"You can, but the thing is she cant cope your standard, if she can cope, then its different stories, okay.... the first thing is not about her family background, is the mentality, by looking at her face, I can tell you that she has either underlying family problem or psychology problems within herself, really! I can really seen people through their face, whatever people feel for a certain period, face will really show everything, like depressed person show depressive look, confidence person show confidence look."
I asked
"the way she smiled look very depressed? Why you and Mr W say the same thing?"
He said
"is not depress, is a signal that her face is showing she has unexplained burden.... like for example, need to raise her family, family has a dept to pay off, need to take care of someone else in her family, and as long as family problem lah! Or else, is the underlying psychology problem within herself."
Mr W interrupted our conversation, he agreed and said
"Yeah yeah yeah, this one I agreed, seriously, you see, both of us telling you her face at different time, but giving you the same answer, this one you can trust him, I also think so, her face is showing a smile expression that how people react to stress, you see, the person who wearing yellow, even she's smiling, but her smile is different, this type of smile is more like carefree, happy and helpful."
I said
"yeah la yeah la, the yellow clothes ones really helpful ones, she can drives from one end to another end, just to helped me clean up my house spontaneously, but the blue clothes ones, is not that she doesn't want to help me, is her family background and ability can't let her help me."
They both said together
"Actually from what she wear doesnt reveal she is poor, just that her face show that she has family problem or personal problem.... look like a lot worries like that."
I answered them
"Actually, you guys are right, to tell you the truth, she is really paying debt for her family, like shared to paid for maid for her grandma. But how you guys seen out? I think the way she wear look rich though"
They both shouted at me again and said together
"IS NOT ABOUT LOOKING RICH OR POOR.... IS HER FACE!!!"
Then,
he explained to me
"Just like you, the way you wear also look rich as she does, but both of your smile explained different things, yours is more like Queen Elizabeth lifestyle"
I joked and answered
"I not that old ok? At least Kate Middleton"
HAHAHAHA all of them can't stop laughing,
they ridiculed for my response and said
"yeah yeah kate middleton, kate middleton"
Then he said
"yes, so at last, I just want to tell you, clothing is another aspect, the most important still the look, because look explain everything, if you have that type of elegance or rich look, naturally you look rich effortlessly, even wear a tee shirt also people can recognized this is rich person. If without the look, wear how many diamonds also useless."



This guy,
when I couldn't slept at night,
he will chit-chat with me anything in the kitchen, and at once, 
he told me about ghost stories and how his aunt died because of haunted by ghost,
he said is a serious thing, and said that he's not that creative to lie me in this case,
then he non stop asking me
"You want to see my aunt's picture or not? I have in my wallet now",
then I keep saying no as I am very afraid.
I dare not look at a deceased picture, what to say is a dead person who was dead because haunted by ghost.
Then, on that night,
our interaction was heard by a guy who sleeping on the couch beside,
I didn't know that this guy, he heard what we spoken when he's sleeping,
and he used "ghost" to ridiculed me on the next day,
and keep laughing the way I afraid, and told me
"Actually, I already heard the interaction between you and him last night, the way you responded, make me hesitate I should continue fall asleep or straight laugh out",
I said
"Is real what, his aunt really died already"
He said
"I knew is real, but your reaction sounds funny, scared until keep closing mouth and keep asking funny questions, where your aunt go, to the heaven or to the hell, then where is the ghost, and did the ghost get replaced and so on... I really cannot tahan and want to laugh out last night"
Then I said
"Weyyyyy, you curi dengar what we said.... so bad"
He said
"I never curi dengar, but you all spoke beside me, and the interesting stories woke me up"




Anyway,
this guy, let's call him Mr D,
he loves to frightened me suddenly when I'm doing things alone,
or shouted at me when the environment is a piece of quiet,
and even, other housemates already used to the way he disturbed me,
and at times, they even laughed at me because I used to his frightened already,
so no response when he roaring. 
HAHAHA! LOL!

They even joke and said

"Clarissa will let you frightened until become retarded, next time when she goes back Malaysia, then her parents will wonder, why this one study master, study until like that already? Frighten also no response.... then only know... Ohhhh Mr D's fault...."


HAHAHA!!!





Besides than that,
I heard that, people say guys who love to disturb ladies,
not because their nature, is because they truly love you.
Without the elements of having a crush on someone,
a man wouldn't have a need to disturb a woman.
However, I'm not accepting him, either.
I should just be myself, follow my own feeling,
and discover his further intention,
if our relationship really reach a certain point,
why not just have a blossom ones?
And yeah,
I am confirming that he likes me,
because he always tell me how handsome he is in a ridiculous way,
or when he's going to casino, he would ask me to makeup for him,
and laugh at how sissy he is, or sometimes say, better not, later other girls like me.
And then, rubbed off his eyebrow,
and laughed at me that I draw legs on a snake when I put dark circle concealer for him,
because as in the colour of dark circle concealer is the way too fair (to his skin tone),
then he said
"why become like that? like making it more obvious instead of hiding it, why under my eyes become like that? Like two pieces of moon line"
HAHAHAH! LOL!
I can't stop laughing for the way he described,
and the way he teased my makeup skill.
Almost every time,
he will chit-chat with me when I'm having my meal,
we will definitely talk about life, relationship with Miss S and my ex, and everything!
And the most importantly, talked it in a humorous way with full of laughter in between us.



Anyway,
good night, I got to sleep already,
I got appointment with saloon at 1pm with Jessica :)

Will post my beautiful barbie hair once I done it tomorrow.








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Look !
It has been a month I stopped blogging,
not because of forgetting, but too busy for exam earlier and enjoyed winter holidays afterward.



Just flown back to Melbourne a couple of days ago,
I didn't expect that New Zealand is the nearest country to Australia,
but it took me 8 hours back and forth,
regarding this trip, New Zealand is scenically awesome but a boring one.
Let's put some pictures here for eternal memories :)








I can't deny that, besides than reading, travelling is the only way to broaden our knowledge and expand our horizons,
without travelling from one country to another country,
we'll become the socially awkward one or the one whom know nothing in this big world.



However, from this trip,
I learned that New Zealand is mainly a land for firming and agricultural industry,
we went to the Agrodome farm in Auckland,
firstly, we paid quadruple tickets in order to gained admission,
then we were get into a trailer, and the farm driver brought us for the "local animals" exhibition,



but this exhibition is so natural and exciting,
 but I'm the one who pleasing and screaming around because I'm afraid of "any" furry animals,
daddy too! I asked him
"how come you're not afraid of the sheep"?
He answered me
"Where I not scared? Papa scared like hell, but just refrained from it, act normal and smile"






Actually me too.... got the same "courageous" genes from my parents! Even afraid still smiled confidently :)






And,
we went to Hobbiton Movie Set,
it's one of the most famous filming spot for "Lord of The Ring",


there was a funny but astonishing thing happened there,
before the trip and during the trip,
 the New Zealander tour guild warn us a few times
 "please walk on the stony lanes, as there are many rabbit holes in the grass, so that you guys won't fall into the holes"
Then I was so curious, why did she mentioned "rabbit holes",
I asked daddy
"Pa! Why she said rabbit holes? she mean holes for rabbits? But I thought rabbit stayed on the tree like squirrel"
Dad answered
"No lah! Rabbit's habitat is underground, they just simply dig a hole in the ground, and sleep over only"
I can't stop laughing and said
"yeah meh?? HAHAHAHA! I dont even know until today, because we are city kids, almost impossible have the chance to see rabbits and what to say the place they stay? So, I think this time we chose the correct vacation spot!"


Daddy can't stop laughing soundlessly,
I added
"do you know sometimes we human really need real-life exposure, if not we really would not know ones"
Daddy said
"of course"
I said
"last time I watched a TV program with mama, two 7 years old kids of famous actors, they are being tested for how rich they are, the TV program is to show that these two kids, they live in luxuries since born, and dont even have chance to be in touch with nature, so they enclosed both of them in a shack, and insert CCTV in the shack, and observe their reaction, and they put speaker in the shack where the speaker played a voice lamb, so when the speaker played "mehhhhh", they looked throughout the window and showed fear to each other, crying in the show, because they didn't seen lamb before! So they keep on advised and consoled each other not to scared, and the funny reactions were shown to the parents behind the scene. Do you think is real?"
daddy nodded his head and said
"of course! Because they didn't seen it before, surely they will scared"
I say 
"But 7 years old didnt seen a lamb before?"
He said
"Could be, as their parents are actors, busy working in the city, so they also living in luxuries, totally dont have chance to seen the wildlife animal"
I said
"yeah, so now, we also, we always exposed to the luxurious vacation like going to skiing, ski-mobile, taking private aircraft to the fox glacier, totally dont walk to the greenery at all, so now, when I heard rabbit staying in holes ones, I also get frightened! Then mine even worst, 24 years old just know rabbit staying in hole instead of tree, I think we really need to truly enjoy simplicity, so that we can know another area of life, because we already completely know about all knowledge of luxuries"
Daddy said
"Yeah we are"

*he act sleeping pose (but daniel said his right eyes is semi-opened, hahaha!)

 



More than that,
we went to War Museum,
all of us act soldiers, LOL!



Additionally,
their "foods industry" are awesome too,
especially their seafood and meats :)

 

 And,
we went to the glowworms cave in Auckland,
this is my second time seeing glowworms,
it was awfully amazing where we sat in a boat,
listening the sound of river water, cave water droplet, seeing the billions glowing lights from the glowworms and enjoy the movement of the boat.
Here is the summary pictures of us at the glowworms cave.


More than that,
we still have chemistry and geography class for the trip,
where we witnessed the real thermal in New Zealand,
we learned and recapped our form 4 Chemistry syllabus,
"periodic elements",
we learned, witnessed and recapped the natural elements of thermal,
such as carbon dioxide, copper magnesium, sulfur, maganate oxide and so on.
 and enjoying the free "sulfur" steam during the trip,
HAHAH! This is funny!


When I saw the surface colour is weird and wondered whether the surface is soft or hard,
and I ask my second sis to try to put her leg softly on the surface, see whether it is water or mud?
When daddy heard I said that, he suddenly shouted and said
"Dont test ! It's 100 degree celcius, once you tested, your whole foot burn"
When my sis and me heard that,
we can't stop laughing that, because we have been walking in steam,
and already forgot the surface is extremely hot, that is why it formed steam,
still ask each other to test the surface some more (whether it is water of mud).
Then,
only we spotted the warning sign, it is extremely dangerous!


 



The last 4 days,
we spent at Wellington,
below are the summarized pictures of us,
Wellington is more like a quiet city,
nothing much, although is big but a boring one.





 
 
 



And this picture is funny!



*When we had lot of photos fun, then I asked second sis to take a picture of me for "ballet on the hill", I prepared to do split jumping, then dad suddenly stopped me and shouted "Hey! Dont jump, the surface is really steep, once you jump, you straight roll down the hill, still ballet on the hill?!!!" hahaha! When sis and me heard his anger but funny response, we can't stop laughing behind, because he ended his scold with still ballet on the hill??

And he is right,
sometimes I failed to considering the risk,
and that is why he always say I don't know dangerous at all,
and I agreed this,
sometimes my brains are purely energized with impulse to do things,
and I injured at the end,
but still worth it, because it's life,
we injured beautifully :)






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