Romance just began

I think, he likes me and begin to loves me,

although his friendliness appeared like a normal friend,

but my heart could truly feels that he care me more than a friend.

Sometimes his questions goes beneath the "iceberg" level that a normal friend wouldn't ask,

ex, did your ex still called you, since when your ex last call you,

when I answered he didn't,

his reaction appeared angry instead of happy.

He would responded in an annoying but humorous way, 

he said
"Ask him Gun Dan Lahhhh, you can dump him already this kind of guy"

but when I began to analysed his behavior,

I think he angry because he feels I'm hurt as he think that I'm still liking him,

I'm wondering is this true love?

He treats me very well at home,

and once again, his kindness goes beyond the way my parents treated me,

I'm afraid that I will fall in love in this kind of guy, but I hope I am not,

I just want to concentrate in my studies properly and talk about relationship after my graduation.

Today he purchased a "super ring" snack for me because he said I told him before I like Super Ring,

I received this kind of caring and affection deeply,

purchased the correct thing according to my wish, but not randomly or bluntly buy something to catch my heart.

Occasionally,

we would heart-to-heart talk in the midnight about relationship matter,

of course not ours,

but the relationship matter that I faced between Miss S and me,

he would used a sense of humor, explained to me that our status gap is the sole reason to make us apart,

and advised me (in mandarin)

 "just let this person go, she really couldn't help you anything, even if she really knows any big shot, she still can't help you anything due to the financial and social barrier, trust me."

I said

"But I want to be friend with her, not because of her background matter, whether who she is, but is really because of her simplicity, I just want to have a friend who comes from another social spectrum,  because I enjoyed the poor lifestyle that she has, cant I?"
He answered me
"You can, but the thing is she cant cope your standard, if she can cope, then its different stories, okay.... the first thing is not about her family background, is the mentality, by looking at her face, I can tell you that she has either underlying family problem or psychology problems within herself, really! I can really seen people through their face, whatever people feel for a certain period, face will really show everything, like depressed person show depressive look, confidence person show confidence look."

I asked
"the way she smiled look very depressed? Why you and Mr W say the same thing?"
He said
"is not depress, is a signal that her face is showing she has unexplained burden.... like for example, need to raise her family, family has a dept to pay off, need to take care of someone else in her family, and as long as family problem lah! Or else, is the underlying psychology problem within herself."
Mr W interrupted our conversation, he agreed and said
"Yeah yeah yeah, this one I agreed, seriously, you see, both of us telling you her face at different time, but giving you the same answer, this one you can trust him, I also think so, her face is showing a smile expression that how people react to stress, you see, the person who wearing yellow, even she's smiling, but her smile is different, this type of smile is more like carefree, happy and helpful."
I said

"yeah la yeah la, the yellow clothes ones really helpful ones, she can drives from one end to another end, just to helped me clean up my house spontaneously, but the blue clothes ones, is not that she doesn't want to help me, is her family background and ability can't let her help me."
They both said together

"Actually from what she wear doesnt reveal she is poor, just that her face show that she has family problem or personal problem.... look like a lot worries like that."

I answered them

"Actually, you guys are right, to tell you the truth, she is really paying debt for her family, like shared to paid for maid for her grandma. But how you guys seen out? I think the way she wear look rich though"

They both shouted at me again and said together

"IS NOT ABOUT LOOKING RICH OR POOR.... IS HER FACE!!!"

Then,

he explained to me

"Just like you, the way you wear also look rich as she does, but both of your smile explained different things, yours is more like Queen Elizabeth lifestyle"

I joked and answered
"I not that old ok? At least Kate Middleton"

HAHAHAHA all of them can't stop laughing,

they ridiculed for my response and said

"yeah yeah kate middleton, kate middleton"

Then he said
"yes, so at last, I just want to tell you, clothing is another aspect, the most important still the look, because look explain everything, if you have that type of elegance or rich look, naturally you look rich effortlessly, even wear a tee shirt also people can recognized this is rich person. If without the look, wear how many diamonds also useless."

This guy,

when I couldn't slept at night,

he will chit-chat with me anything in the kitchen, and at once, 

he told me about ghost stories and how his aunt died because of haunted by ghost,

he said is a serious thing, and said that he's not that creative to lie me in this case,

then he non stop asking me

"You want to see my aunt's picture or not? I have in my wallet now",

then I keep saying no as I am very afraid.

I dare not look at a deceased picture, what to say is a dead person who was dead because haunted by ghost.

Then, on that night,

our interaction was heard by a guy who sleeping on the couch beside,

I didn't know that this guy, he heard what we spoken when he's sleeping,

and he used "ghost" to ridiculed me on the next day,

and keep laughing the way I afraid, and told me
"Actually, I already heard the interaction between you and him last night, the way you responded, make me hesitate I should continue fall asleep or straight laugh out",

I said

"Is real what, his aunt really died already"
He said

"I knew is real, but your reaction sounds funny, scared until keep closing mouth and keep asking funny questions, where your aunt go, to the heaven or to the hell, then where is the ghost, and did the ghost get replaced and so on... I really cannot tahan and want to laugh out last night"

Then I said
"Weyyyyy, you curi dengar what we said.... so bad"

He said

"I never curi dengar, but you all spoke beside me, and the interesting stories woke me up"

Anyway,

this guy, let's call him Mr D,

he loves to frightened me suddenly when I'm doing things alone,

or shouted at me when the environment is a piece of quiet,

and even, other housemates already used to the way he disturbed me,

and at times, they even laughed at me because I used to his frightened already,

so no response when he roaring. 

HAHAHA! LOL!

They even joke and said

Besides than that,

I heard that, people say guys who love to disturb ladies,

not because their nature, is because they truly love you.

Without the elements of having a crush on someone,

a man wouldn't have a need to disturb a woman.

However, I'm not accepting him, either.

I should just be myself, follow my own feeling,

and discover his further intention,

if our relationship really reach a certain point,

why not just have a blossom ones?

And yeah,

I am confirming that he likes me,

because he always tell me how handsome he is in a ridiculous way,

or when he's going to casino, he would ask me to makeup for him,

and laugh at how sissy he is, or sometimes say, better not, later other girls like me.

And then, rubbed off his eyebrow,

and laughed at me that I draw legs on a snake when I put dark circle concealer for him,

because as in the colour of dark circle concealer is the way too fair (to his skin tone),

then he said
"why become like that? like making it more obvious instead of hiding it, why under my eyes become like that? Like two pieces of moon line"

HAHAHAH! LOL!

I can't stop laughing for the way he described,

and the way he teased my makeup skill.

Almost every time,

he will chit-chat with me when I'm having my meal,

we will definitely talk about life, relationship with Miss S and my ex, and everything!

And the most importantly, talked it in a humorous way with full of laughter in between us.

Anyway,

good night, I got to sleep already,

I got appointment with saloon at 1pm with Jessica :)