Image gone

Shit !

Seems like the whole table guests witnessed I cried during YES thai dinner,

everyone knew the exact reason without asking

'Why you cried?'

To be frankly,

my image and reputation gone,

I don't know why my emotion just burst that way when Ee Bee Fong patted my shoulder and whispered on my ear

'Huay Ching, teacher can see out you look very sad, but let bygones be bygones, teacher believed she wont harm you any more.'

Then I just rolled down my tears in the twinkling of an eye,

I was so embarrass but I couldn't stop my massive amount of rolling tears,

even when Tan Lee Cheng just reached our place,

without listen to our conversation,

she could even said

'Girl, dont cry dont cry, let bygone be bygone ok?'

*and used tissue rubbed off my tears

At that time,

I was thinking in heart

'Even Tan Lee Cheng never listen what we were talking about also she knew what I crying for, some more came from so far, so Pn Lye just sitting in front of me, could she heard what we were talking about and knew what I was crying about?'

But the truth is I was thinking

'Impossible she could heard what we said because people were singing so loud.'

LOL!

 The most funny was I even go and tested her; see whether she knows why I cried or not,

I was thinking if she asks me 'why you cried' means she doesn't knows, if she quickly avoid eye contact means she knows,

subsequently I looked at her and observe her reaction,

OMG! She really knew!

When she saw I looked at her,

she quickly turned her head away and showed sort of guilty face,

on the next day,

I received two concerns from the caring people in FACEBOOK,

Ee Bee Fong advice me not to feel sad any more and claimed that she wasn't meant to made me cried,

she told me that hope my kaima wouldn't blame her because she made me cried,

then I said

'Its alright, my kaima was busy at that time, she didn't knows I cried at all. But the most unacceptable fact is I cried in front of her, I cannot accept this fact now, I never seriously cried in front of her before. Did she knows what I cried?'

She said

'She knew, she told me in school today, she said actually both of you are friend now.'

When Ee Bee Fong said she knew what I cried,

then I started to panicked,

I worrying that she might heard what we talking about and began to feel embarrass,

thus I grasped the opportunity and asked another girl in facebook when she consoled me,

I asked her

'Can you heard what we were talking about?'

She said

'She cant heard and she doesnt know why I cried, but just saw I cried only.'

When she mentioned she doesn't knows why I cried,

I quickly told her that actually I am not close with Pn Lye to avoid she knew stuffs between Pn Lye and me.

LOL!

Look at conversation below,

so funny!

I told her

'Pn Lye not close with me so she speak English with me as she thought I'm malay because I got a dark skin.'

Then she replied

'What type of Pn Lye eye? you dark??!!'

HAHAHAHAHA!