My best companion

My best companion is neither a teddy bear nor a warmest pillow,

it's this raining princess blog which accompanied me for years,

it let me pour out my heart when I was sad or depressed,

it let me posted my achievements

it let me record down whatever she did to me as my life historical record,

it let me read back what I wrote in past,

play back the funny videos and laughing alone in front of the laptop,

I can write freely what I feel because there is no one else have this blog besides than the creator,

nobody can able to read up my secrets, that's make me feel safe a lot.

Blogging is the only way how I enjoyed my solo home life,

keep it as an electronic diary rather than literal journal,

most of the time,

it makes me not that lonely as an ordinary rich kid.

People always ask me 

'Why dont you rent out your house another room? Wont you feel lonely? Dont you feel like you are living in your world?'

I answered them

'I prefer not to rent out because I already used to living alone.'

But the actual reason is because I dont want people to see through my flaw,

I knew I often behaving odd at home,

laughing without restriction and crying without boundary,

I can't control my emotions as how other people could,

I prefer to have weekend outing with my friends and weekdays writing with my blog.

Secrets only keep to own and laughters only laugh by own.

This is what I enjoyed in my life :)

When I read back what I dreamt in my blog,

I really can't stop laughing in front of the laptop with a cup of Caramel latte.

Recently,

I stop writing my nightmares not because I never dream of,

it's because I'm actually too busy in this month, 

I been stop posting pictures in my Instagram for 7 days for rushing my assignments,

but I still remembered most of those dreams and going to write it down here.

In shortly, one of the morning,

I dreamed of Pn Lye shift her house during 15th July 2014 (the actual date havent arrive),

when I woke up, I quickly told Kaima through voice message

'Just now just now I saw Pn Lye shift away already, she and sherryn helping each other carrying things into her car, carry things here and there... I saw Sherryn one person can carried one big ceiling fan alone, and then after they went away, I saw Pn Lye husband, fat fat.... eating hamburger in kitchen, am am am like that three mouth finished... after finished already, he used his hand rubbed his mouth like very tam chiak like that...'

At night,

when Kaima replied me, she can't stop laughing and said

'Hahahaha! This morning when you told me you dreamed of Pn Lye husband fat fat, I really can't stop laughing when I heard... I said this girl ah... talked like haven't wake up... slur slur like that.... (talked in mandarin) ta ta ta.... wo kan tao ta ban zhou liao... kan dao ta de lao gong zai kitchen.... fei fei de.... hahaha! When I heard you talked in dream fei fei de, I really laugh till stomach pain....'

I asked

'How you know I'm dreaming?'

Kaima said

'Once I heard knew edi la... because normally when you talked to me, your voice very loud and fast ones... so now when I heard your voice very deep and slow, I knew is dreaming... plus Pn Lye haven't shift mah....'

I said

'Anah! I dreamed of her husband never do anything, people busy shift house, he sitting in the kitchen eating alone, fat fat ones... When everyone went off already (went to new house) he still eat hamburger in the kitchen and refused to move... he eat the hamburger three mouth ap ap ap like that, the hamburger straight finished... some more I saw his husband boggie in dream, still can eat very fast...'

Kaima even laughed uncontrollable and said

'Hahahahahaha! Very funny! But I want to tell you a secret! His husband really boggie lah... dream become real.... hahahaha!'

I said

'how you know?'

She said

'I talked to him before lah.... hahaha 4-5 years ago....'

I said

'Har 4-5 years ago means I form 5 that time? That time you still got saw his husband meh?'

She said

'Eh! No er! I think got 10+ years ago already... like 12 years ago like that... I talked to him once... really boggie lah.... hahahaha!'

I laughed and said

'Hahahaha! What you talked to his husband? When? 12 years ago I still standard 4 like that?'

Kaima said

'Ahhhh.... cha bu duo that time... because that time our Nan An Hui Guan got organized one trip to the beach there camping, then that time Pn Lye brought her daughters went there camping together, then her husband came and looked their children, like took foods for them scared they nothing to eat, something like that lah... then he just came and say hello to me, like say Hello I come and look for my children... like that only lo... never talk much....'

I said

'Then her husband 10 plus years ago already boggie? hahahaha!'

She said

'Really lah I never bluff you lah, I really saw he dont have many teeth lah hahaha! Your dream really become real hahaha! Really funny!'

I said

'Then how's his voice? last time I dreamed of he come to school scold me because I disturbed Lye Chuin Li... then in my dream, his voice sounds like Chua guan hong that type... got a bit deep... but not too deep, normal....'

Kaima said

'Ah normal lah his voice, like normal man voice, not too niang and not too deep.. Like Chu Yuan lai that type of voice.... Eh! You really dream become real lah.... all so accurate ones! Hahahaha!

I said

'Then the language he speak leh? Last time I dreamt of he speaking English to me... but I dont know his real person speaking what language ones... because in real world, I just saw him one time when he was driving into the school only, I saw him from the side face, but I dont know what language he usually talked ones... so just simply dreamed of he scolded me in English when I dreamt of him... then what language he talked ones?'

Kaima even can't stop laughing and can't even talked in the phone....

She keep laughing

'hahahahahaa!'

I said

'What? Why? I just asked you what language he talked only....'

When Kaima laughed until when she cool down,

she said

'Her husband  really speak English ones... why your dream so real ones? Hahaha!'

I said

'He knew how to speak mandarin or dont know ones?'

Kaima laughed and said

'Dont know... he only know how to speak English and Hokkien, you really funny lah, your dream all become real.... so accurate ones....'

I said

'How I know? I dreamt of he scolded me in dream said Eh you disturbed her eh? (Then point at Lye Chuin Li).... then I shook my head denied (because very scared of him), then he asked me back then why she said you disturbed her? Then I keep quiet and looked at him... then he said next time dont disturb her any more eh... then went away already...'

Kaima said

'but he really speak english ones lah... hahahaha! Because his husband is Baba so he dont know speak Mandarin... but really funny lah! Your dream everything become real... hahahaha!'

I said

'Then her husband real person is fierce or not fierce ones? I dreamt of him twice only, first time he scolded me in the school, second time is I dreamt of Pn Lye shift house, then he was eating in the kitchen, when he saw me, he dont care and continue eat his things... so the first dream he looked like fierce, second dream he looked like not fierce ones... because focus on his foods... dont know is too hungry or what...'

(He is eyeing on the food in the picture)

Kaima said

'This one I cant tell you, because I really dont know his real person... I just saw him one time only, and from his look is quite serious and quite fierce lah, maybe is because he got big body size, so look fiercer.... but real person I dont know....'

I said

'Anoh anoh! I also because of saw him got a bit overly big size so only I will get frightened and got nightmare at night!'

Kaima even laughed and said

'hahaha you really funny leh! People big size also will caused nightmare to me hahaha!'

I said

'Why you saying the same thing as hung kiat? last time he also keep laughing, I get traumatized because of people big size... then he told me his brother last time also like that... last time when his brother was 5/6 years old like that, the first time when his mum brought him to swimming class, then when his brother saw the swimming coach big size, quite fat... then he cried and daren't go down the pool.'

Kaima laughed and said

'Hahahaha! Why you all so funny ones? Big people size nothing ones mah.... what to scared? Hahahaha!'

I said

'Then pn lye husband real person is fierce or not fierce ones?'

she said

'Hahaha! I really dont know! Hard to tell leh... very hard to judge a person from face ones... from face is got serious look lah, but fierce or not fierce I dont know lah.'

I said

'I showed hung kiat his face, hung kiat said look like good bully and not fierce that type...'

Kaima said

'Ya, got a bit look like fierce and got a bit look like not fierce also....'

I said

'Or not fierce ones? Because in my second dream, I dreamt of he eating hamburger, when he accidentally saw me outside through the kitchen window, he continue eat his things and dont care me, so I think maybe Pn Lye got told him about me before that I always come and disturb, means told him that this girl is a girl who comes and disturb, so he already know me this person and used to, then dont care me and continue eat his things, then I expect after he finish his foods and after I go back only he tidy up... means for example if I disturb, put stone at the window, then after he finish his foods and when I go back only he come out and put down the stone that type....'

Kaima even laughed and said

'Hahahaha! Mei You Dao Jiang Lah... ni ba ren jia xiang dao tai hao liao hahahahaha!'

I said

'Hahaha! How I know? Since his voice in my 1st dream sounds like chua guan hong, I not assumed him as chua guan hong lo...'

Kaima even laughed and said

'hahahahaha! Ni yao si ah! but very funny!'

After a week,

Kaima told me

'Eh! Today I want tell you a very funny thing leh! Today she told me her husband hahahaha hen hao xiao....'

I said

'What thing? Why you laughed until like that?'

She said

'Because today we went Nilai University together mah, then hor got one man his stomach very big, the man that passed me souvenir in the picture, you can see from facebook... you got jimmy facebook see... then hor, when I saw that man stomach, I recalled of last week the conversation we talked, then I recalled you keep saying you dreamed of her husband and showed me her husband picture and ask me to look at his stomach whether got pregnant or not. Then I keep on cannot tahan and laugh out lo... then she saw me keep laughing, she asked me lu chio si mi? Then I darent tell her I laughing about our conversation said about her husband stomach very big, then I said bo lah... wa chio hee gei ta bo ye pa to ani tua... bei hio kang ko meh? Then she said my husband eh lagi tua.... double of him! Then I laughed even more, because I laughed she exactly said what I am thinking... but her husband never pregnant la.... fat only...'

When Kaima said that,

I even can't stop laughing.

*I laughed because of Pn Lye exactly said what we discussed through the phone last week.

I laughed uncontrollably and said

'Hahahaha! But why she will suddenly said the exactly same thing as we mentioned ones? You told her I talked about her husband stomach ah?'

Kaima said

'No I never tell her... hahahaha! I also dont know how come so coincidence, that is why I laughed like you now when she told me... hahahahaha like that lo... cannot tahan... some more she told me her husband boggie wor... that is why I laughed even more when she told me, because I laughed in heart why she exactly poured out everything as what we said....'

I said

'Hahahahaha! You dont talk d.... if not tonight I can't sleep due to over laughing....'

Kaima said

'No... you listen finish first, really funny.... she said... she said.... hahahha....'

I said

'You own self want to tell, own self laugh first....'

she said

'Really very funny lah..... she said... she said her husband boggie jia min gia kin ka oh gie eh... mua mua mua ani kuan, ji tua wa tun lo ki.... we all havent finish, he is the first one finished first....'

(I showed Kaima this picture and asked her whether her husband got pregnant is it? Kaima said no)

when kaima said that,

the point of my laughters already went to the boundary,

I laughed uncontrollably and said

'hahahahaha! Why... why ... why she will.... why she will mention till boggie ones? You really never tell her we said her husband boggie? Why so coincidence mention about stomach and teeth ones?'

Kaima said

'Jiu shi jiang gang hao lo... I also dont know... I never tell her we talk about his husband stomach very big and boggie... that is why when I heard she told me like that, I laughed like now you laughed.... hahahahaha laughed till cannot talk.... I tell you, when she told me I really laughed till really cannot laugh any more, because I recalled of you told me you dreamt of her husband eat hamburger, mua mua mua three mouth finish, then when she told me the same thing, her husband eat mua mua mua whole rice finish, I keep laughing.... your dream really become real.... hahahaha! Laugh till I stomach ache...'

I said

'Then after she said her husband stomach and teeth, you got tell her before one week we talked about the same thing so you laughed until like that?'

Kaima said

'No lah, I never tell her... na li gan jiang... I just laughed in heart when she told me....'

I said

'But why her husband boggie already dont want go and do gigi palsu? When he got no teeth, when he talk wont fu fu fu like that meh? Imagine his husband said gis one you wang or not? If gong wang then I finis all....'

When I said like that,

Kaima even laughed till sort of crying,

she laughed and said

'Hahahaha! You... you... you really very smart in imitating people leh... but really sounds like people who got no teeth leh!  Hahahaha! You really very funny! Make me laugh until cried....'

I said

'I tell you when I was primary school, got a boy who sat beside me is sort of stammer... then got one time, my mum go school find him because my shaker pen lost, i told my mum he stole, then when my mum confronted him, he said in mandarin : Wo eng ger mei you na.... bu hiang hing ni wen ka la.... wo er shi hing she de, ha de shi fen ong her de....'

When I said that,

kaima even laughed till cried and said

'Hahahahaha! You really act till very same like bai chi..... how come you can do like that ones? Who teach you ones?'

 I said

'Nobody teach me and without practise I can do like that ones... I tell you when I imitate Chua Guan Hong pattern and act the way he speak, I can make my mum laughed till cried and even my dad also laughed till hahahaha very loud....'

Kaima said

'ya la... really same leh.... you ah.... really funny hahahha! How come you can do until 100% same pattern same voice ones?'

I laughed and said

'Dont know... hahaha maybe this is sort of linguistic intelligence and high observation skill....'

Kaima said

'Hahaha true true true, because you are a sharp observer....'

I said

'why I act like this very funny? I tell you, last time form 5, Evelyn Wong asked me how Pn Lye always scold me? Then I act one time let her see, she also laughed till cried...'

Kaima said

'Ya la... because too real and too same already... that's why you will make people laughed till cried.... last time how you act Pn Lye and showed Evelyn?'

I said

'Evelyn asked me how Pn Lye pattern? Then I act her voice and said Ok! I go and take the cane. (first pattern)... Ok! I go and call police (second pattern - talk in a very light voice, like talking to own like that).... and I show an impulsive act of finding phone from handbag.... then when I start showing the second pattern she already laughed like hell, who knows when I continue act, when act until the last pattern, I said ok go and call ambulance (then I do the action of walk very fast away).... then she laughed till cried already....'

Kaima said

'You ah.... I tell you, you really really funny! Always make people around you dont know to cry or to laugh... but really hen xiang leh.... hahaha!'

I said

'My person is like that ones, I also dont know why I can vomit out the same thing, I saw few times a person's pattern then I can act 100% same pattern as the person already, and act without practise....'

LOL!