Royal Adelaide Showgrounds

After the crestfallen chat with Lim Kim Neo,

I barely slept a 5 hours from 4:30 a.m to 9:30 a.m.

Nevertheless,

at the moment I woke up as an early bird,

on this super Saturday,

I felt super lively to the annual showgrounds!

Roller coaster here I come!

Without mummy,

I still knew what to wear despite don't have any fashion taste!

This kind of fun occasion; of course wear jeans is most suitable for me!

Quickly did a light make up as Evelyn, Serena and Chin Yean definitely will tag me in the photos :D

When we reached the destination - Ridley Memorial.

We used the cheaper concession tickets to stepped into the entrance.

It just cost $16.20 compared to the adult price $25.

When we get in,

wow! It's amazingly big like a maze!

Initially,

we visit Bazaar market first!

It just like a cartoon trade market with every series,

selling all sort of cartoon costume, bags, tees, toys and many more accessories. 

Chin Yean bought a series of Melody pencil case, Evelyn bought a series of Hello Kitty bags, Serena bought a series of Barbie doll toys for her little cousin and I bought a super unique lilac wig.

Haha!

Evelyn even used my phone to grabbed this photo and uploaded into her Instagram; at the same time when she shared this photo from Instagram into Facebook,

surprisingly,

it even came out in my Facebook which appeared I uploaded myself.

LOL because she used my phone to uploaded in her Instagram,

but when comes to FACEBOOK,

don't really know why it automatically uploaded using my account.

Damn embarrass !

But since uploaded already uploaded,

who cares about image?

Regarding personality,

Serena and Evelyn daren't play roller coaster at all.

After the cartoon section,

they sat at the gourmet corner to had their food taste.

While me, food is not always my choices!

Chin Yean and me quickly ran to the funfair location.

So excited; play is always my first choice!

Wooo hooo!

When I grabbed Chin Yean's hand and rushing excitedly towards the roller coaster destination,

Chin Yean even laughed at me and said

'Slowly lah! Sampat Hahaha! Your childhood pattern all came out already.'

I laughed and said

'Hahaha! how my childhood pattern?

The most funny,

she even said

'Simply point people and laughed lo!'

I said

'There is no simply, must be a reason behind haha!'

She even laughed and said

'Hahaha! Sampat! Last time standard 2 like that, when my hair just cut, then when you passed by me, you straight point at me and keep laughing HAHAHAHA like that. Last time you very sampat ones! Always simply laughed in the class. Whatever you see also you laughed.'

I said

'Dont care all those already, now roller coaster is most important! Now we grab a welcome video and upload in Instagram! Too excited dyyyy! Quickly quickly!'

The first ride, it cost $10.

It considered a ride with average intensity,

not that really scary; suitable for me :)

which is just described as fast and average rotational.

It's so cool; still are able to grab video on ride some more before we sliding down.

The second ride; it cost $8.

I am super stupid and regretted for taking this ride.

I even straight paid for the ticket because it cheaper than the first ride.


Before paying, the ride is stop (so I dont know how scary is it)

After paid in advance, while my head held high, the ride is already rotating on sky.


What the hell !
After I paid,

just saw the ride is just that scary and thrilling and totally not suitable for me.

At that moment,

I asked Chin yean

'Har! I dont dare! But I already paid. How? I don't dare to take this kind of ride ones! You see! High until like that and simply rotate ones!'

Chin yean even laughed and said

'Then why you paid first? Hahaha!'

I said

'I dont know. I saw because $8 only, cheaper than the first ride, then I just straight paid.'

Chin Yean said

'Hahaha! Who asked you so gan chong? Paid d then just play lo... very wasted if you go away without play.'

I said

'But I very scared, I dont dare take scary ride ones. You see this one!'

She said

'Hahaha just play only lah! Wont die ones... you see where got people die before? All also scared, also play like this.'

Somehow,

I am just so foolish,

I even listened to Chin yean and got brainwashed by her.

I really being convinced by her since she said no one die before!

My goodness!

When the ride began to rotate,

I've began to panicked a lot;

because it just simply rotate me on the sky with a very fast speed; plus non stop.

The time duration is too long for me; means too long for me to scared.

At that moment,

I closed up my eyes and keep telling myself

'Hold on awhile, almost finish almost finish.'

But it still never finish,

the whirling made me so lightheaded.

Frankly speaking, 

this is the first time; I took the most scary ride.

Seriously, I never took this kind of ride before.

I was so afraid because I almost flung out from the seat as my body size too small.

Really,

I almost slide off and flung out from the side of the U-shape shield because the side of my body is too thin.

It could really slide off my body from the side of the U-shape shield.

That is what I get frightened the most; 

my mind was blank and both of my palms were sweat.

That is what made me harder to hold still the iron because my palms are wet thoroughly.

When the speed of the ride became slower, finally I get to put down a big stone from my heart.

Who knows the most terribly,

when I heard of the ride speaker informed 'THE SECOND ROUND'....

I even get frightened till I really don't know what to say; I thought coming down dy?

Shit !

I quickly continued closed my eyes and withstand again.

In my mind,

I keep telling myself a lot of things when I feel so scared

I told myself....

'withstand withstand withstand, just like when PN Lye beat me, withstand awhile everything end very soon. Impossible she beat me from morning till night; so this ride also impossible rotate me from morning till night. Withstand a little more, very quick one.'

'Like when I eight years old go for the dentist for remove teeth, I keep crying, mama told me: withstand awhile withstand awhile, almost finish. Guai.'

Hereby,

whenever I faced every suffering; scared, painfulness or mistreatment.

I will recalled what mama told me when I was 8 years old,

"Withstand awhile withstand awhile, almost finish. Guai."

So, whenever papa beating me,

I will also tell myself that way

"Zai Yi Xia Xia, Zai Yi Xia Xia, Yao Wan Liao. Guai."

And I would keep quiet; sitting at a corner, withstand and just let him beat finish.

All the way since young,

my childhood spent this way.

I don't really know my this behavior is positive or negative?

So called tolerate or stupid?

Because when I compared myself with Huay Ling,

she will running around to defend herself.

But me,

I choose to let things end quicker by withstand keep quiet. 

In my opinion,

I will think

'One person want to beat you means he wants to beat you, you running around, how things gonna end? That is why papa always spent 1 hour dealing with Huay Ling, but spent 10 minutes dealing with me.'

Honestly, in this circumstance,

I don't really know I am consider smart or fool ?

Because I just choose to withstand and tolerate,

whenever I suffer, I will recalled of my eight years old from what mommy told me,

I will keep telling myself in heart

'Hao liao hao liao, yao hao liao. Yao Wan Liao. Guai.'

When Pn Lye beating me, I told myself that way too.

Sometimes,

I would even learned from mommy's quotation at the end of the sentence,

she will definitely said 'Guai' this word.

Thereby, when Pn Lye beat me, 

I also told myself the same thing as how mommy talked to me when I was at the dentist,

I told myself in heart

'Withstand awhile withstand awhile, almost finish dy... really almost finish dy...'

Just like last time form 4 mummy refused to change a new phone for me,

to get the thing I wanted,

I even go Jusco worked as promoter or even get two jobs!

I even willingly to withstand the suffering to exchange the things I wanted!

I even willing to stand for 10 hours each day and stand for a month!

That is me!

Imagine without sit down, you stand a 10 hours everyday for a month!

Even punished in school also stand outside the class for the most 30 minutes,

even 30 minutes also you felt your leg tired what to say stand for 10 hours each day?

And not only stand, doing hard work, carrying big stacks of goods, serving customers, finding stocks from morning till night.

Even the lunch time break 30 minutes,

I choose to sit down and rest my leg rather than have a meal.

Besides, that time,

mummy never provide me any money when I worked,

so I just don't have any money to eat.

Colleagues there witnessed I got driver;

they even asked me what's the reason I worked as promoter.

I told them to change a new phone.

They even said they really admired my determined,

a princess never eat for one month lunch, doing hard work, standing 10 hours everyday just because to get a new phone.

The second day to work,

daddy pity me,

because after the first day 10 hours standing,

the second day,

my leg got internal injury.

I can't walked properly,

very obvious and can't hide from anyone else,

I limped to the work and when I came back at night,

the same thing,

I limped all the way when I came down from car.

Daddy asked me 

'You work will hard or not?'

I said

'Bu Xing Ku at all !'

Daddy straight said

'Or dont go work anymore lah....'

I even said

'I want means want! Suffer sure will end ones... withstand one month also I never mind, some more today is second day already.'

Daddy even laughed and said

'Second day already? I still want to say JUST second day. You still have 29 days to go... Dont go work d lah...'

I still said

'To achieve the thing I wanted, die also I willing! I just limped only, unless my leg broken, if not I still will go!'

After a few minutes of good reflection of my personality,

eventually, the ride stopped and both of my legs have been landed on ground.

Oh my gosh!

Why I don't even know it stopping?

Once my leg reached the ground only I opened up my eyes.

Huuuuu! Finally!

This ride is killing me!

This will be my first and last time.

When I came down,

Chin Yean observed I was something wrong from my face.

She asked me

'Clar, ni zho mo?'

I looked at her and say nothing.

She said

'Your face really turned green very seriously. Why would like that? You horrified.'

I don't really know why I can't speak but only can walk.

She said

'You really totally changed. I think you don't play d lah... we go and find Evelyn and Serena for rest.'

I still can't talk.

She said

'Sorry, I shouldn't supposed to encourage you for the ride, I thought you very daring ones. That is why I tell you wont die ones.'

I shook my head (means not your fault).

But I still can't talk at all; only could hear.

She said

'Why your face like that? Totally horrified and got brain shock!'

I looked at her and shook my head again (means I am okay).

She said

'I think you like that is nao zheng dang! Better dont play d.... you dont shock me! You talk can?'

I tried to opened my mouth,

my mouth could opened but dont know what to talk that type.

I can't even think a single word or noun.

Chin yean is a final year psychology student,

funny! she even said

'I got study before, you this type of hyperactive people can't take intensive ride ones, will nao zheng dang ones! Last time we really got studied before, it wrote hyperactive people brain cannot being stimulate ones... sorry Clar, because just now I also excited want to play then forgot you got hyperactive d...'

Even she said like that is very funny,

but at that time,

I even couldn't smile or laugh at all.

Is like the feeling I only can walked or turned my head.

I can't talk at all that time,

Chin Yean's phone exactly no battery,

she used my phone and phoned Evelyn where are they,

after we met them at gourmet corner,

Chin Yean never mentioned at all,

Evelyn and Serena once they saw me,

they even said the exactly same thing as Chin Yean,

both of them even could said together

'Why her face became like that? Like no reaction like that already...'

Evelyn said

'Anoh! What happened? Xia Sha Liao shi mah?'
Serena said
'Anoh! Just now when she go not very excited ones meh? Keep jumping and laughing ones... Why now look like no reaction already?'

Chin Yean said

'Dont know, after came down from the second ride she like that already.'

Serena asked me

'When you played, you got screamed or not?'

I shook my head.

Chin Yean said

'You must scream out ones leh! You cannot Gek Zhu ones... just now I saw you keep closing your eyes...'

Evelyn said

'Anoh anoh! Cannot withstand ones... I think that is the reason you horrified.'

*Before horrified

*After horrified (face color changed green)

As a primary school friend,

Chin Yean even bought mineral water for me and asked me to sit down and drink,
*My face became like that after horrified (Chin yean grabbed this pic to let me see)

she looks like a professional doctor,

funny!

She said

'I got study before, you this type of hyperactive people, when get stimulated must drink more mineral water, because mineral water contain oxygen, will provide oxygen to your brain, then when your brain got more oxygen already only can calm down, when your brain calm down already only can function normally. If your brain never calm down, cant talk ones...'

When she said like that,

Serene and Evelyn even cheered her loudly,

they shouted

'Wooooooo!!!! Doctor ohhhhh!'

Hahahaha this is my friends!

All of them are silly and sampat :D

They love to suan siao each another.

When they cheered loudly this way,

Chin Yean feel very shy and don't really know what to say because people praised her.

LOL!

Then Chin Yean quickly said

'No la... all these a bit a bit only... actually I know nothing ones...'

Serene even said

'Hahaha! This call a bit? We dont know extraordinary information ones leh... we only know CPR!'

When she said like that,

three of them even laughed uncontrollably in the public.

Everyone were starring at them,

but they just couldn't stop laughing at all.

As expected,

Chin yean really got "doctor's ingredients",
from what she said is really true,

after around 30 minutes of resting with mineral water,
my face colour turned back normal; mouth started can smiled already.

Another 40 minutes,
I really can start to talked already.

From speaking words to nouns; from speaking from nouns to a sentence.
She is really cool !
I did not know about this at all.
I don't really know why everything that spoken by everyone else will naturally triggered the memories between pl and me :(

When Chin Yean told me,
"when got horrified must drink more water, if not can't talk ones."

I even directly recalled of the CNY night at Pn Lye's house.
From Chin Yean's statement,
I guessed I really horrified by her when she beating me,
she asked me question,
my mouth really can't talk; only can use finger to point.
She asked me to put down the stone,
my mouth even open and closed; open and closed around 6 seconds.
But no sounds at all; can't produce sounds.
I guessed this is the definition of Chin Yean? Xia Sha Liao?


After Hung Kiat saved me,
I were sitting at the slope (Neighbor's house gate),


also still cant talk at all; sitting alone and when people questioned me,
 I just starred at them as how I was horrified after the roller coaster.
I heard the police talked to me and I understand what he was talking,
he spoke in simple English, but I just unable to answer.
Perhaps, haven't drink mineral water?




After daddy came, I still can't talk but only can heard sound,
when daddy asked me
'Where she beaten you?'
I only shook my head because dont know why my mouth can't produce words at all but only could uttered meaningless sounds.
I can't say either 'yes' or 'no' at all.

Chin Yean is really brilliant!
She aroused me this part of memories and taught me a new information.
She said
'Next time when you horrified, you quickly drink water and wait awhile then ok already. If not can't talk ones...'




After this roller coaster experience,
I learned a new health information from Chin Yean :D

At the same time,
I regretted I took the intensive ride and I promised myself next time don't take risk any more!
If really cannot then just don't take risk!
However,
health is more important than health.
If I had known this aftermath will happened then I just willingly to waste that $8 !