She got new target

My goodness!

Heard from what Hk told me.

Pl got new target in school !

Really got student complaint Pn Lye did the same thing to her as how she treated me!

Heng!

I quickly asked Hung Kiat sent me their Facebook conversation through whats app and when daddy comes back from Italy,

I gonna show daddy!

Now I got prove already!

She really got treated others like that :(

Just now,

speak through the phone with Hung Kiat.

He suddenly mentioned

'eh Clar! Just now I got one model, she also from GBS ones... When I asked her about Pn Lye this person. She said Pn Lye also got told her call police in school!'

I said

'Eh wait wait wait...  why will mentioned of call police ones? You simply asked people like that, people will think you very weird ok?'

He laughed and said

'No la... because from the way I chat with her, I feel like she really same like you, the way she reply(talk) exactly like you... then I wondered is she also hyperactive one? Because the way she behaved exactly like you... then I asked her start from you know who is Pn Lye or not first, then she said she knew, she said she always talk back to her ones... funny she said: Pn Lye jiang yi ju, wo ding hui ta yi ju... then the more I feel like she same like you, because you not always also talk back Pn lye ones? Like talk back her: YOU ALSO.... all those... Then I feel like this person exactly same like you, dont know Pn Lye got treat her as how she treat you or not? Then since I suspect her also got hyperactive, I straight asked her Pn lye got told you call police or not? She straight said: Got leh... wo mei you cai tah... tah jiang yi qu wo ding yi qu... jiang jiao jing cha, wo deng tah ran hou bu yao her tah jiang hua :D '

I said

'Walao... who? whats her name? Form what? Tell me see whether I know or not?'

He said

'I dont know she form what... she also never mention she form what, nowadays a lot photographers shoot her, thats how I knew her. Because she is in high demand now... you see her facebook photos all 1K plus like marks ones...'

I said

'Some more what she said about Pn Lye?'

He said

'Funny! She said Pn Lye said call police to her, she just starred at her then dont talk to her. I think this person sure also got hyperactive like you only pn lye dare to talked to her like that.'

I said

'Very weird leh this person... where got people talked like that ones? Normally people sure said: She said call police then I ignored her only...  need to described till so detail ones meh?'

He said

'Anah! This is why I said this person exactly look like you, is like the meaning need to describe a car got 4 tyres. It just like last time datin asked you how pn lye beaten you during add math day. You still can tell her: she beat me like that lo and my eyes look infront lo... described till too detailed already... Funny when I asked her Pn Lye got tell you about call police before or not? she still can tell me: Got leh... I never care her... she said one sentence I talk back one sentence... she said call police, I starred at her then dont want talk to her....'

I said

'Talk too long d bah?'

He laughed and said

'Anah! That is why I said this girl exactly look like you... means this person she dont know straight said: When she said call police to me, I ignored her. But she need to described till so long, maybe she got verbal expressing problem bah? some more at the end, she still can told me: Ran Hou WO BU Yao Gen Ta Jiang Hua. Zha Dao!'

I said

'How u know she got hyperactive like me?'

He said

'The way she talked and described things lo... plus she said the way she react when dealing with Pn Lye totally same like what you told me before... you told me before when Pn Lye asked you go back, then sometimes you dont care her, sometimes you talk back... she also said the same thing as you... she said she sometimes bu yao li ta... sometimes ding hui ta... and she said she starred pn lye... you also always starred pn lye ones... plus she said Pn Lye got told her about call police... and I think Pn Lye can sampai tell someone about police means already regarded that person as got problem ones only she will said like that.'

I said

'Why?'

He said

'Because too kua zhuang edi bah call police? Sure people got problem only she dare to talked like that ones... plus last time I remembered Pn Lye got told me at her house, she said: They all this type of hyperactive ones must talk like that ones...'

I said

'Who hyperactive she said?'

He said

'She just said: Ta Men Zhe Zhong.... means maybe school still got other hyperactive ones... maybe she is hiding me something... so she said ta men zhe zhong...'

I said

'But got so many people hyperactive meh?'

he said

'Got lah... school few thousand students why dont have? You see last time you go teach abacus, tuition class 15 persons also got 1 hyperactive.'
I said
'But that one is coincidence ones la... my boss said actually they also never keep this type of student ones... because he said too hard take care edi... but he said he kesian his mum, because he said his mum wants to work and nobody take care him at home so they just keep him only...'
He said
'You go Google check lo... see got how many percentage people are hyperactive then know edi... then can know GBS got how many people are hyperactive edi....'

i said

'ok wait... I go google check hyperactive popolution, wait me awhile, now I infront of computer....'

He said

'Ok...'

I said

'Eh ! Google wrote hyperactive is 4% among population... so let say GBS got 1800 students...4% of that 1800 students mean 100 students are hyperactive?'

He said

'Anah! Can say like that lo... Told you d lo... a lot people like that ones...'

I said

'walao! Then this Pn lye is treating 100 students the same way as me?'

He said

'haha! Maybe you are more severe ones... I think the rest are mild ones so harder to identified... I think she just treat those more severe ones like this only.'
I said
'How you knew that model is severe ones?'
He said
'through her expressing problem lo... like you like that... need to describe till so long, like dont know how to express like that... and the way I chat with her, she cant read English ones she only can read Chinese... initially I dont know she cant read English... I told her Pn Lye abused my gf, she dont understand what I am talking then never reply, then when I wrote in Chinese only she got reply... and when I wrote Pn Lye abused my gf, she only can understand Pn Lye this two words only zha dao... she replied me: Pn Lye... ya.... I also dont know what she ya... funnny!'



i said
'Or she is Zhi Zhang? haha!'
He said
'maybe lo... the most weird is she cant differentiate between Sunday and Saturday... laugh die me... and I communicate with her in mandarin, I still scared she cant read my words some more... I still put the ambulance emoticon some more lol!'


I said
'How u know she can't differentiate between sunday and saturday?'
he said
'I told her Sunday shooting, then she straight wrote on her wall immediately: Bai Liu yao bu yao shooting leh?? LOL she wrote like that...'

I said

'Then who is this girl that pn Lye treated her same like me?'

He said

'Her name is Su Qi, you go Facebook find... her name wrote in Chinese ones... Very very pretty ones... that is why another reason I think she is hyperactive.'
I laughed and said
'hahaha! Sampat! You assumed all hyperactive are super pretty ones?'




He laughed and said
'can said like that lo... you and Emily also very very pretty... haha then when I saw she very very pretty... means the higher risk? haha!'

I said

'How u can sure this person got hyperactive like me?'

He said

'In every aspects la.. the most obvious is because she told me Pn Lye also got told her about call police, that is why I think that girl also got problem ones only Pn Lye dare to talked like that to her. You see ah! I chat with her one time only, never talk to her before also I can know she got problem, what to say Pn lye? She said Pn lye catch her a lot of times edi... and also impossible when Pn Lye first day see people, then told people call police mah... sure must have a lot of times of interaction, testing testing edi only dare to tell like that... dont you think so? And also, I think maybe her person is more serious type ones only Pn Lye will dare to tell her call police... you see, pn lye last time form 1 taught my class one whole year, I langsung never heard she said call police before pun!'

I said
'Ya lo Ya lo... Chloe said Pn Lye taught her two years... form 1 and form 3 also she never heard before... and she said if Pn Lye really ask her want to call police or not? She said she will talk back Pn Lye: Jing Tian Ni Chi Cuo Yao Ah? haha!'
He said
'Anah! Normal person sure dont believe ones mah... you see me, she told me call police, I straight said call lah! or otherwise I straight folded with two arms and wait her call some more!'
I said
'Tee Syi Rui also! Last time form 3, I  D-class and she E-class mah... our class is beside only, then when she passed by my class, she will always hailed me, she always asked me accompany go toilet, that time I very scared pn lye, I said dont want I scared see of pn lye, later sure she said call police or call ambulance when she see me, then that time Tee Syi Rui straight told me: Sampat ones! This Pn lye! If is me, I straight walk away if she said like that to me....'
he said
'Anah! one normal person sure dont believe ones....'
I said
'Then that Su Qi... that model got believe meh? I think she is normal leh... she said starred at her and dont talk to her...'
He said
'Haha! I think got believe lo... if not why need to starred? Starred means get angry only will starred mah... get angry means she care only she will get angry mah.... If she dont believe, why she need to get angry?'
I said
'Eh eh eh! Then you are talking about me now lah? I also starred at her when she said call police leh....'
Hk even laughed and said
'haha can say like that lo... can imagine you starred at her, both arms folded, head slant to aside, eyes slanting look at her.... '
I said
'Ehhhh... how u know I will like that ones? I really starred people like that ones...'
he said
'that time Chinese New Year at Pn Lye house, dont know what the malay police talked to you, I saw you also walked away from him, like very angry him like that... your head slant to aside, and eyes starred at him... so i can imagined the same way you starred at pn lye...'
I said

'But this person got serious case like me ones? You see, her face so pretty, dont look like got problem at all, and you see, if she got problem, she still know make-up meh? you go see her profile, almost all photos got make-up ones... plus you see her status all can write till so creative some more! Funny! Still wrote we played in the rain and put love emoticon some more lol !'

He said

'I think hers is mild bah? Because she not look like you in all aspects, but in certain aspects she totally look like you, so I think maybe she got mild hyperactive, but not so serious like you.'

I said

'Or we just have certain similar characteristics only, not consider hyperactive?'
He even laughed and said
'I think your characteristics are hyperactive lo haha... or you never ask Emily how she react to pn lye when pn lye said call police?'
I said
'Got... she said she two arms folded, then Cher one sound like that... she said her eyes is like from look at pn lye, then closed until her head turn to another side only her eyes opened...'
He even laughed and said
'haha! You described until like that... one word means starred also lah...'
I said
'But like that is starred meh? Different from me.. mine is my head slant to aside, slanting eyes starred at her slant and bend down eyebrow that type....'
He said
'Aiya... starred got a lot types ones... yours like that consider starred, emily like that also considered starred... like turn head away with that kind of eyes...'
I even laughed; nodded my head and said
'Cant imagined really got so many people behaved like me behind of me haha!'

He said
'Oh ya! Since that person also got hyperactive, I forgot to ask her Pn Lye got beat her or not already... haha!'
I said
'Haiya! I forgot your password already, you straight give me your password la... I chat with her myself... faster....'
He said
'Mmmm.... what you want to ask her, you just ask me lah... I help you to ask her... because you only type English and she only type Chinese, both of you are hard to communicate...'
I said
'You type to her in English?'
He said
'Anah! Because my computer just formatted, still dont have Chinese... after I knew she dont understand English only I used phone chat with her.... because only my phone got Chinese....'
I said
'I long time never read Chinese edi, a lot of words I forgot d... because since secondary school, all books written in English edi, plus now get into University, almost dont have the chance to see any chinese words anywhere... then everyday speak, read and type English only... plus now in Australia already, can say totally never see Chinse words at all here... if want me to speak Chinese can lah... but if want me to read, a lot of words I forgot what word is that edi....'
He said
'But your house dont have Chinese newspaper meh? When you still in secondary school and when you were in MMU?'
I said
'Got... but Chinese newspaper only put in my father and mother's room only... my father read Sin Jiu, my mum read Nan Yang, mine is THE STAR... so can say since secondary school never see chinese at all edi...'
He even laughed and said
'Hua! Your house big till newspaper still got separate ones? Haha! Sin Jiu and nan yang is your father one and The Star is yours? Funny! Then your other siblings?'
I even laughed and said
'haha! My whole family only I got read newspaper only...'
Hk even laughed and said
'haha! A genuine future journalist!'
I said
'Wait.. .back to the point, that Su Qi got so Kua Zhang till cant recognize one English at all meh? One English word also cant understand? Now what generation edi?'
He laughed and said
'haha! How i know? Maybe really got learning disabilities lo... Saturday and Sunday also she cant differentiate, what to say other English words?'
I said
'Sunday saturday not learn in kindergarten ones? Got people dont know differentiate day ones meh? Then how she go to school? how if she cant differentiate monday and Sunday? Haha! No need go school? Her mum tell her go school d, she said today sunday even if it's monday? LOL!'
He said
'Anah! how I know her? That is why i said she got problem ones.'
I said
'Cannot let Pn Lye take this kind of person as target! You quickly tell her dont believe Pn Lye! If not she will become the future victim like me! Everyday believed her and listened to her, until the end, everything under her controlled only got today!'
He said
'I knew la! I told her be aware of this teacher... i said because this teacher, now my gf got trauma 5 years edi still havent recovered...'
I said
'Where got 5 years? You dont own self tambah garam ok? 4 years lah... Until next year December only 5 years....'
he said
'Aiya.... 4 years 5 years almost the same la... if next year havent recover then 5 years d lo... assumed I told her on next year bah....'
I laughed and said
'hahaha! Sampat! Where got people like that... still this year assumed next year... Then when you told her like that, she never asked you how pn lye treated me?'
He said
'Got la.. she asked me how pn lye abused you?'
I said
'Then?'
He said
'I said everyday threatened you call police and call ambulance... everyday beat you in school, until the last day caned you until 40-50 times, harmed you a lot of times, and said Pn Lye also got used of you lo... and some more took knife, took wood all those...'
I said
'Walao! You said till like that... my face want put where? haha!'
he said
'Haha! Since she also got problem ones... I just want her to be aware only... dont be the next victim like you.'
I said
'Then she got shocked when you said like that?'
he said
'Got lah.... she straight replied me: Dao??? (knife) then put =.= ....'

(I asked hk screenshot this conversation to me and sent me whatsapp ^^)



I said
'I dont know why I dont feel like the thing she did to me very weird, just think not say she wont do like that also? Dont know why I think she used cane or wood beat me very normal, but when you saw she holding wood, you also terperanjat... why? Wood is very dangerous ones?'
He said
'Everyone also know the common sense wood is very dangerous ones... even when that day Chinese New year... I phoned your mum and told your mum: Pn Lye used wood beat her... your mum also terperanjat... your mum voice became louder that type ! She said : YONG MU TAR TA??!! And I think even her neighbor also terperanjat lo....'


I said
'But you think why I think so normal ones? I wont terperanjat ones?'
He said
'Maybe is because she beat you too many times edi so you used to she beat you edi, so dont have any feeling anymore... means you wont surprise anymore... and also, your father also saying the same thing as me to the police... your father said: Dia sudah biasa sampai tiada perasaan lagi... semasa dia pukul dia, dia diam aja... selepas habis pukul, dia pun anggap biasa je... tiada cakap dengan saya tentang apa-apa, apa-apa pun tak heiran...'
 

I said
'haha got people used to let people beat ones?'
he said
'Got lah! My kakak also like that ones! The last one.... because my mum everyday beat her mah...  even beat till very serious she dont care ones, when she came down and work, normal back already... like she cried also cried upstairs only... when she came down very normal edi... talk normal and work normal as usual... when he talk to me also normal only...'
I said
'Then got look like me?'
he said
'Got la! Both also dont care after thing passed...'
I said
'the thing is beat already beat, can how?'
He said
'I think your this thinking is because you think nobody can protect you, so you just think that way, just like my maid... yes, nobody can protect her, because she worked alone at my house mah... so my mum beat her, she cant do anything....'
I said
'So far all your maids also like that?'

He said
'No la... so far, maybe among 10 maids only got 1 is like that... haha! Like you lo... maybe Pn lye got beat 10 students like you, but only 1 student like you dont know defend ownself... the most also 2 only, Emily haha!'
I said
'Who said Emily dont know defend? She told me when Pn Lye beat her behind bengkel, she know use fist to punched Pn lye's hand leh... she said use fist punch to released Pn Lye caught her hand... this one not defend ah?'

Hk even laughed very loud and said
'hahaha! This call defend? got any difference with what you did to your driver? When your driver molest you, he caught your hand, you also punched his watch that way as how Emily punched Pn lye hand, but both of them got released both of you meh? So you got no different with Emily haha! laugh die me!'

I said
'You dare to laughed me?!'
(Then straight hang up the call)



Funny!
Hk thought I really get angry him even I just disturbed him.
he keep calling me and I refused to picked up his call,
he keep texting me
'Sorry clar, you knew defend yourself can?'
Surprisingly,
I even replied him
'Ok.'
Don't you think is really funny?
I text me that way and I replied him that way?
LOL!
 

Somehow, last night,
after hang up the call,
I had a sort of anxiety, until 9am I still couldn't fall asleep,
I keep afraid that person will be Pn Lye's next target and become victim like me.
I undergo that type of experience, that type of trauma, that road of dark shadow.
Honestly,
I really afraid there is people who gonna be like me,
I knew this recovery journey isn't a piece of cake.
Hence, for the best outcome,
don't let her fall into this trap like how I fell in my past.
I started observed this girl and see whether her FACEBOOK status will post about Pn Lye like how I posted or not.
Certainly, I doubted; I really read something from her status.
I felt like she is describing Pn Lye as how I described Pn lye usually.



Look! She wrote like that!



*Second status - See me painful you very happy?
(This is what I wrote the exactly same thing as her, but mine is in English, I wrote in my status before: If establishing happiness on others suffering is your pleasure, then I admitted, I lose.)



* Middle status - "REN SHAN BEI REN QI" - If this sentence you realized today, you are stronger than someone else, fierce than someone else then no one will climb on top your head. When dealing with such awful person, need to use awful method.

(This is what I wrote the exactly same thing as her, mine is in English, I wrote "REN SHAN BEI REN QI" TOO! I said normally people who overly kind usually will being climed on top of head)



Look! A sign of she is falling into my 'road'.
She must be writing about Pn lye!
And I could get mad in the midnight 4am something and seek help from Datin.


I told Datin that Pn Lye want to harm another person already.
And because of worrying of next victim, I even can't sleep till morning 9 am.
I knew, I am always a good person who trying to help others,
but I don't really know why I will because of worry others and own self can't sleep.
This is my biggest problem.
Perhaps,
this is the definition of genuine anxiety disorder?