Too many things to remember at once

Yet, apart from anything else,

assignments play the most hectic role in life.

Oncoming due dates are killing me now!

Luckily,

my 'hyperactive' typing skills ease much of my burden,

if not I gonna type those thousands words assignments for ages!

Besides than assignments,

too many buddies's birthdays are around the corner,

it's time to prepare and keep in mind.

A few of birthday invitations have been received,

how if I really forgotten those dates?

It's really insincere embarrass if using 'abstract' thinking to imagine about it :(
Anyway,

write it down in my daily blog is the best solution,

not to forget and not to get embarrass !

Today, Malaysia teacher's day -17th May, 2013. 

Unavoidably,

 Facebook events remind me of her,

what to do?

Just let time dilute those memories of olden days,

even it's not immediately, 

but at least, it does slowly weaken and entirely fade off everything in one day.

Certainly,

I embrace the hope,

the only thing I hope now is do not being 'hurt' anymore,

I ain't thinking of revenge, but I just afraid she hurts me once again.

The feeling of exasperated is enough for me.

I wanting a path of recovery but not worsening. 

That is not 'take things too hard' as what people thinking of me,

that is just part of my desperate insecurities. 

Well, two thirty midnight right now,

I do not want to thinking anything anymore,

it's time to take pills and let my brain rest now.

Sometimes,

I feel like I am a little bit contradicted,

I will even think too far till the moment when I get into married age.

As her daughter same age with me; I expect and eager to see her future baby.

Wonder how it look like, what type of face and what type of personalities?

It's really hard to imagine. 

LOL ! Imagine Gong Gong like her? Hehe ^^

When I told Hung Kiat about that,

he even said

'Haha! I think they even more hurry to see yours first. They are even more excited about how your baby look like. Maybe another hyperactive one?'

I laughed and said

'Hahaha! No worries, once I pop out, I will immediately FACEBOOK mobile upload within that minute, you know my style! Food haven't eat also facebook upload first. Haha!'