Horosope

Just a moment ago,

we had a dinner together - Ada, Nero and me.

Basically,

today we would met up together is because Nero need help.

He needs help in both relationship and academically,

he need my pendrive for assignment guilde, and he needs constellation advice from Ada for his relationship.

LOL !

Initially,

I laughed like hell when I heard he asking Ada bout whether his and his lover's horoscope are match or not.

But, later,

I just realized in fact Ada is a pro constellation talker.

She exactly knew what horoscope has what type of personalities,

she even could used the date and time of birth to determine someone's personalities,

the more exaggerating,

she could even knew someone's horoscope when she first met that person!

Amazing right?

I asked her how she knew?

She told me

'Based on a person character and a way he talked, I can know because I been reading astrology books since young.'

Nero is a so called 'young master' in the family,

he was born in the richness of the richness since young,

hence,

we catogorized him as 'Fu Er Dai',

his richness I could only tell you that he stay alone in a luxury apartment for $2000 Aussie per month.

this is his first time to fall a relationship on a girl,

but the girl doesn't loves him,

as a result,

he did not know what to do and felt helpless because he had used to living in a materialistic environment.

He get what he wanted,

but yet,

his troubles began on his innocent love.

He doesn't get what he wanted,

he is really impatient, frustrated and overwhelmed as how a supreme rich kid behaved.

He can't wait anything,

he just used money to solve everything,

his monthly expenses is definitely up to $3000 aussie dollar,

just now when we having dinner together,

we just ordered for a few minutes,

his impatient started,

he straight said

'I go behind ask them the foods are ready or not?'

LOL !

Ada and me were shocked by his Da Shao Ye pattern!

Its really hard to describe his richness,

when we ordering foods,

we were looking the prices and decide what to eat as one small dishes cost $19.90 aussie dollar and up.

He straight said

'Aiya... dont care d... I hungry d... Clarissa, you simply order la... Mmmm... I think you simply order 3 dishes with 1 soups and rices. I pay.'

I said

'Heyyy dont la... very expensive... '

He said

'Stomach is more important... Dont care d la... I very hungry d...'

When the bill came out was $55 aussie dollar,

he straight paid and told the waitress 'No need refund, thanks'.

I said

'heyyy why are you wasting money? You still have 5 dollar change.'

He said

'Aiya... dont care d la... i still have assignments to do later. No time wait them change money.'

Overall,

you can imagined him as how the rich kid whom act in the TV series.

All the way,

he was asking Ada about horoscope between him and his lover -Yuko.

Then when Ada told him

'If you need to know more details, you can tell me what time you born and what time she born, then I can tell you more briefly about your relationship to her whether suitable or not.'

After Ada said this (Immediately)

he straight unlocked his phone and left a voice message,

he said

'Wei, Ma... what time I born out?'

When he said like this,

both of us laughing beside like hell !

Lol ! He is impatient till the level you will never imagine,

that is why everyone of us in class called him 'Fu Er Dai' !

After that, I asked Ada,

I said

'Hey, really ah? From the time of birth, you can know someone's character or relationship?'

She said

'Dui ya... because I since young reading fortune and astrology books and do a lot of online research.'

I said

'Oh ! Then me leh me leh? I born at 3pm afternoon, 22th November.'

She said

'22th November is Sagitarius.'

Nero and me laughed like hell when she said that,

I laughed and said

'Walao! Hahaha! You what month what day also know what horoscope. Damn acccurate lehhh.... then how is my person?'

She said

'Sagitarius girl who born on 22th November is characterized by easygoing, friendly and not stingy.'

I said

'Hey true true true! I went for fortune teller, the fortune teller also said these is my first three character. Eh! You very geng lehhhh! But the fortune teller said I am really emotional ones....'

She said

'Dui ah... because you born at 3pm... people who born at afternoon 3pm normally hot temper ones... plus you are fire element.'

I said

'Ehhhh you really geng lehhhh!! The fortune teller also said I am fire ones... how u know?'

She said

'One of the reason is based on your character. Normally hot temper and impulsive ones is fire ones... plus you born in the afternoon 3pm. Plus one I know is 22th November ones is sexy type ones...'

I said

'haha sexy type the fortune teller never say, but my eldest sister also 22th November, she also sexy type ones... but why her character is totally opposite as me?'

She said

'because year born and time of birth different.'

I said

'Oh yeah eh!'

She said

'And one more thing, Sagitarious ones normally can keep secret ones. Haha! That is why I told you everything because I knew you wont say out ones...'

i said

'hey hey hey! True! I really like that ones... no matter what people told me or even my things, I also wont say ones... the fortune teller also exactly said the same thing as you, she never sayI wont tell secret ones... but she said my person is every things keep ownself ones... very geng leh you!'

She said

'Of course! Because I study all these since a very young age.'

I said

'Oh yeah! When you talk bout secretive, why I got one friend, she born on 1st November, Sagitarious as me also. Both of us have the same horoscope, but different personalities at all, how to explain this?'

She said

'1st November not sagitarious sah.... 22nd Nov onward is Sagitarious, 1st november is Scorpio.'

I said

'hahaha! Patutlahhhh.... she is different with me... Ehhhh you very geng leh... so details also can know.'

She laughed and said

'Haiz... stop praising me....'

I said

'Then my boyfriend is scorpio lo?? 21st November?'

She said

'Dui ya....'

I said

'Eh then how's scorpio personality?'

She said

'You really want me to say out?'

I said

'Yes tell me tell me... see whether we match or not? Sagitarious and Scorpio....'

She said

'Match ah.... see your facebook pictures also can know... very match, he really loves you.'

I said

'Ehhh then tell me scorpio person....'

She laughed and said

'You really want me to tell?'

I said

'Yes... quickly... please la.... scorpio how ones?'

She laughed and said

'In the relationship, Scorpio will use every methods to keep you beside. They are fragile, cry easily and sensitive.'

I said

'hey 100% accurate, the fortune teller also said my  boyfriend cry easily and very fragile like Qian Jing ones.... hahaha!'

She said

'ya... Scorpio people is like that ones...'

I said

'My boyfriend also really sensitive ones... like people say him a little bit, he very agitated ones... like I told you before about the teacher and me right? Then the teacher just slightly stimulated him, just said him encourage me only, then he became very agitated already. His emotion can 180 degree changed, eyebrow all bend down and said Na Li You?? To me also, when he mentioned about that teacher in front of me, then he would suddenly very agitated and said that pn lye simply said ones... very tao yan ones lo... I where got blah blah blah blah? Haiz... very hard to describe him, I also said him overly sensitive to critism.'

She said

'Dui.... Scorpio people are overly sensitive....'

I said

'Eiii when you said like that is quite accurate lehhhh... that teaher's daughter, the one I said just now born on 1st November, also scorpio ones... she also overly critism ones.... that time in school, I just said her hairstyle is bird shit, then she cried already... I also dont know what she cried??'

She said

'ya... this is the characteristics of Scorpio, they are fragile, cried easily and over sensitive.'

I said

'What you mean fragile?'

She said

'Means very weak... Hmmm for example, maybe weak tolerance or weak patience....'

I said

'Yes yes yes!!! My boyfriend really dont have patience ones... he a bit abit frustrated edi.... eh you damn  clever lehhhh ! Very accurate! Then how about Scorpio in relationship?'

She said

'In relationship, scorpio is passionate ones... mad lover, they will use every methods to hold you down.'

I said

'Eh true true true!!! My boyfriend is really this type of person! He can use every methods ones... like he know I am more stubborn, wants means want ones.... then he will fulfill me and everything listen me, means to hold me down, he can do everything, everything listen to me also he willing ones... and last time he pursued me for 1 years half, at that moment, I didn't reply his SMS, ignored him also he willing to wait me till I accept him.'

She said

'Dui ya... this is Scorpio people.... they really will wait ones.... they will use every methods to hold their relationship. As long as you wont leave him, he can do everything., he can everything listen to you or fulfil you or whatsoever. This is scorpio, but there is dangerous site for Scorpio too! Means if you suddenly leave him, he will very very hurt, because Scorpio is too fragile. Especially in terms of relationship.'

I said

'Exactly true!!! All my friends who knew him also said like that, they said I cant leave him, if not he will suicide because take things too hard.'

She said

'Ker Neng Hui... because Scorpio is like that ones....'

At that moment, a very suddenly,

I shifted my attention to pl again :(

I asked her

'Ada, then what about 31st December?'

She said

'31st December is Capricorn. They are very very quiet ones.... super quiet.'

I said

'Hmmm, 50% are true, she stays alone, but in someway she is noisy. She has loud voice but quiet, how to explain this?'

She said

'Dui ! Because capricorn is wild and aggressive ones... they are quiet, secretive and scary.'

I said

'Eh yes yes yes!!! Eh geng leh you! She totally is like that ones... she very secretive ones... even to those unimportant things like birthday, she still insist not to tell ones... and she really really really scary ones....'

She said

'Yea... because their scary is you will never know what they are thinking.'

I said

'Eh yes !!! When I always told my best friend fabiola or Emily about her, then pl blah blah blah... then they will say : Haiz... I really dont know what she is thinking....'

She said

'Yea... Capricorn is like that ones... they are really secretive, and also scary. You will never imagine what they will do and what they think. They are scary people.'

I said

'Eh really accurate leh.... I tell you, you remember I told you about my fathe lodged police report about her?'

She said

'Yes.'

I said

'Then I heard the police told my father, ini orang banyak suspicious oh! Semalam pun dia datang.'

She said

'Can you explain to me what are you talking about? Are you talking Malay?'

I said

'Haha! Because the police is Malay, so he spoken in Malay, the meaning is he said: This person really suspicious... yesterday also she came.... means came and lodged police... and we really dont know what she thinking ones... I tell you, that time in front my father she quiet quiet like that, then after everyone of us we went back, then she go report police.'

She said

'Yes, Capricorn people is scary, we dont know what they are thinking.'

I said

'But the police said because she afraid, so she quickly report police first.'

She said

'Ya they are very scary because their quietness....'

I said

'yes yes yes! She do things quiet quiet ones... she never tell anyone of us she report police, just silently report at the back also we dont know, then not only this, in a lot aspects, she very scary ones... last time when I already have a private blog, she read my things silently without telling, then suddenly told out the secret in my blog to my boyfriend and claimed I told her ones... Scary right?'

She said

'yea... Capricorn very very very scary ones.... Especially the last day of December, is the most scary ones... Capricorn people will also tell lies ones...'

I said

'Eiii how u know?? She really will tell lies ones.... very accurate leh.... when you said capricorn will tell lies, I recalled one of my friend Fabiola, she also very good in tell lies ones...'

She said

'Yes among 12 horoscopes, capricorn is the horoscope who number 1 in telling lies. They are really smart ones... especially smart in telling lies....'

I said

'Eh exactly true leh... the fortune teller also said my that friend very smart ones... but she never said she is smart in telling lies.'

She said

'Aiya... normally people who are smart are tend to tell lies ones... espcially Capricorn, top liar among 12 horoscopes... '

I said

'Yes yes yes! My that friend also always tell lies ones... because she knows I wont tell out ones, so she always tell me who she lies just now or what she lied... she wants more pocket money from her parents, she told her mother I got $3000 dollar monthly. Haha then she told me : if my mum ask you how much you got per month, you say 3000 ah dont say 2000.... '

She laughed and said

'Ya... Capricorn people very Jian ones... they smart in using lies and also smart is bluffing people. Then what you said?'

I said

'hahaha... I just said oh only... means ok lo... since the lies are harmless.'

She said

'Here is your personality, easygoing, people say what you just Oh only... just help and never think so much ones....People one ice cream buy your one heart. Haha!'

I said

'Yes yes yes the fortune teller also said like that, she said my person people ask me do what just do... never think so much... terus-terang ones haha! She said my person not stingy ones... she said me angry awhile then after that if you buy ice cream for her then she comes again already. Funny!'

She said

'Sagitarious like you is innocent,  capricorn is smart and clever telling lies. Capricorn and Aquarius cant trust ones...'

I said

'Haha I dont know my that friend got bluffed me or not... but sometimes she always phoned me and keep laughing then told me who she bluffed... she told me she bluffed her boyfriend, then her boyfriend believed and thought she really good, then she keep laughing, or she told me she blufed or father or mother, then her mum increased her pocket money or bluffed her mum her results improved, then buy things for her as reward. Funny! She said she simply said ones...'

Ada said

'Ya! Capricorn is like that ones... smart and cunning...'

I said

'Cunning?? My father also got said that teacher very cunning... also Capricorn ones... My father said this person very jian....'

She laughed and said

'Yea.... Capricorn, if say nicely is smart, if say awkwardly is cunning. Hahaha!'

I said

'Some more Capricorn how ones?'

She said

'Your this teacher, I think she is Capricorn with land element, very secretive and scary ones....'

I said

'But said her secretive, she is not that secretive, her personality is complicated, for her very unimportant things like maybe how old she is or whats her birthday, she just refused to tell, but if you tell her your things, you very secret, she is like very wilful to exposed. Then how to explain this?'

She laughed and said

'Hahaha! One word - Jian !'
I said
'Yes, she is cunning and smart, and her smart is smart in telling lies.'
She said
'Yes, Capricorn people are very centralized in their career, they perceive their career is more important than relationship, they think even single also they can live very well, they just want a position in their career, for the relationship they can put aside.'
I said
'Hey true  true true! Very accurate lehhh, because last time when I got add math tuition, then when fabiola asked about her husband, then that teacher told us that she never see her husband before because her husband work in KL. Means she can because of her career abandon her relationship.'
She said
'Dui.... this is capricorn.... they are more profesionalization, they think their jobs are everything, nothing is more important that their jobs.'
I said
'But my also December ones... why my mum never because of jobs abandon relationship?'
She asked
'When is your mum birthday?'
I said
'15 December, same with her another daughter. Haha!'
She said
'Oh 15 December is Saggitarious, 21st December onward is Capricorn.'
I said
'Ohhhh I see... no wonder la... her that daughter exactly dont same like her, but face got a bit look alike only, but personality different.'

She laughed and said
'Dang ran ahhh! Her daughter sure face look like her, if not how can say she give birth ones?'
I said
'Eiii? You mean her daughter 15 December is Sagitarious? Means same with me? Haha!'
She said
'Dui... Sagitarious is friendly type ones.... more sociable, warm and easygoing.'



I said
'EH true true true! Her that daughter very friendly ones... her person very nice and easygoing, not impulsive. But why we have the same horoscope, I am impulsive, but she is not impulsive?'
She said
'Because year and the birth time different... she born at what time?'
I said
'Ohhh she got told me before, she born at 9am.'
She said
'Oh 9 am is quiet type ones....'
I said
'Ehhh very accurate lehhh her person really quiet type ones....'
She said
'Yea... people who born in the morning are quiet ones....'
I said
'Maybe lo... my younger brother is morning 8am, damn quiet ones....'


She said
'Ya... afternoon ones normally are more hot temper. And they said people who born in the morning are more sleepy, they liked to sleep because they born in the morning is like havent wake up like that... then people who born in the afternoon is more energetic because they said afternoon is hot, means more hot temper.'
I said
'Wahhhh Ada, you are really like fortune teller. Haha! The things you told is what the things fortune teller told me. Exactly!'


She said
'Yea! I got always do research and observe people regarding their horoscope. Just like Kevin, the first day I saw him, I knew he is Aquarius, then when I asked him, he said he born on February ones... really Aquarius.'
I said
'How u know he is Aquarius?'
She said
'Because Aquarius are normally extrovert, is like when he seeing new people, he will automatically HI I AM KEVIN, NICE TO MEET YOU, shake hand with people. And Aquarius is always big mouth ones... they can't keep secret. From his look, can see out. Then from this two, I can see out.'


I said
'But overall the things you said, everything is so accurate, especially the teacher, even you dont know her, but the things you said is really match her personality, she is really scary.'
She said
'Yes! Capricorn is very scary ones... especially people who born on the last day of December.'
I said
'But I think among these 12 months, 12 multiply by 30 or 31 days, not many people born on 31st December bahhh?'
She said
'Yes, super less, unlike August 31 or Valentine's day... 31st December, very very less people will born on this day, that is why you can see out she is special, and not many people characterized as her.'
I said
'Yes yes yes! Since I born until now, she is the first person I seen who characterized this way, very special, and the way she dressed also totally different than other people ones...'

She said
'Yes. I got always study the astronomy demographics, a lot people who born on 1st January, but very very less people born on 31st December. Maybe one in a thousand.'
I said
'Yes yes yes! I primary school, I got one classmate born on 1st January.'
She said
'Yes damn alot! But 31st December is the least, they are really special.'
I said
'Yeahhhh! You really can become fortune teller d... damn accurate ones...'
She said
'Yea... 31st December is very cunning, very smart, very quiet, very secretive, very scary. Everything also extremely.'
I said
'Yes she is extremely scary ones... her look also extremely scarily fierce. I tell you one of the most scary things she did... I remembered till now, I never tell anyone before, and now, you are the first person I gonna tell you now.'
She said
'What? Dont worry, I dont tell people.'
I said
'Can see out, that is why I willing to tell you now, this is a very very extremely secretive and scary thing that made me unforgettable about her. Got one day, I was 15, I went into the toilet, she followed behind me silently, I dont know at all. Until when I came out, when I was washing hands, one of my friend told me, she said : Eh Ngoh! Just now that Pn Lye followed you at your back lehhh... Then I said got meh?? Then she asked me : You dont know?? I said I really dont know... she followed me at where? She said : Just now when you havent went intp the toilet, she already followed you at the back, until you closed the door, she stand outside your toilet wait for awhile, then I saw her xiao xiao zhou diao.... I said : Yer!!! You dont frightened me lehhhh... then she said: Really... I really saw... she just went away only... you havent come out she already went away, but she got wait awhile outside your toilet.... you never see her meh when you closing the door ? I said: I really never see....very scary lehhh... she said: Anah! I also dont know what she doing... that time I wondered why she walk until your door there and stop at your door.... frightened me! Then I looked at her, I saw she stand outside your toilet door for awhile then xiao xiao zhou diao...'

When Ada heard that,
Ada even said
'Yer.... too scary d bah?? You are like talking ghost stories.... haha! My skin hair is all up now!'

I said
'Ya la! And my that friend still got imitated her laughing face, my friend said laughed with closing eyes... '
She said
'Haiz.... I think no wonder you have such trauma towards her, zhen de hao ke pa....'
I said
'Yes, this is a thing that I really really never tell anyone before, I been keeping this secret for years, I knew about this, and she been keeping quiet this from me and I also never confronted her about this, maybe if one day I confront her bout this, she will never remember anymore, because it just happened once on that day, but I deep down remembered this till now. So, you never realized when I walk on the street, I will non stop looking back for every few minutes?'
She said
'Got got got... I got noticed.... But they all said your person are overly lack of securities, so just never think too much.'
I said
'Yes. Is also because after that time, then when I walk, I will keep looking at back, see whether got people follow me or not. Even last time, when I was in secondary school, I always like to round the school and walk out the class, I will always hyper-vigilance, when I walk, I will keep looking around or looking back whether got people follow at my back or not.'
She said
'I really never think of a person can cause such a big life trauma. But people who born in 31st December is just that different with others, you also can't blame her. Because the day she born in this world is also not she wanted, she cant choose and decides.'
I said
'Yes. Actually after that time, also got another tracking incident happened on me. As it happened twice, so I would keep looking back when walking on street. Got one day, I walked on the big street alone, walking back to home. When I was walking on the road, I got keep looking back every seconds, I never see anybody all the way... but a very suddenly when I turned my head back, got an Indian walking very very near to me, is like one arm length only you know?? Very very very suddenly you know, every minute I look behind also nobody, but he is just so sudden, so near behind me, and when I looked at him, he shocked you know?? I think he want to catch me ones... if not he also wont shocked when I turn my head over... then coincidence my father's company worker saw and quickly picked me up with his motor, then he told me he fetched his wife to work, on the road he already saw that man following me at the back, but still very very far.... 1KM like that, then he said he see something wrong, then he said he quickly put his wife at the workplace then quickly comes and fetch me, who knows a such short distance only, when he U-turn comes back, the man already very very very near me. So, I just could these incidents shaped me what I am today.'



She said
'Ohhhh now I could understand your dilemma and why are you behaving oddly. I just understand what you been experienced in your past. Actually you cant blame the teacher also, because after all that is not she wanted, she just born that way.'
I said
'Yea... actually I early early already got realized that teacher is like that already, because the school so many teachers, through the daily interactions with her, after a period can know she is different. Then I think since is not her fault then that is why I keeping quiet all the way and never tell anything to my father.'


She shouted
'Shen mer??!! Ni papa bu zhi dao??'

I said
'Yea... my father really dont know... until he noticed I got trauma after few years...'
She said
'Actually, you cant say because she since born ones then keep quiet all the way... because at least your father can know what's happening and can understand your dilemma and situation...'
I said
'No... because at that time, I think want to say also very difficult, because dont know how to describe, because her person is really really odd till you dont know how to describe, and I think even I tell,  my father also wont understand ones as I think he never see such a person before.'

She said
'Bu Hui ah... your father older than you, life experience also more than you, live longer than you, you seen before such a person why he never seen such a person before?'
I said
'Ya lo ya lo! When I told my father about her in school, my father also said he really got seen such a person before, he said actually a lot people like that ones... but I havent seen before only.'
She said
'Of course! Because you are so young, your life experience is little, many people and many things you still dont experience.'
I said
'Actually, I dont hate her, but I just feel that she owe me an explanation only. Thats all.'
She said
'Haizz.... now when hearing your past, I felt like formerly you are so pity, since young until become teenage, and from teenage until now, you repetitively experienced so many oncoming traumas without protective, but still so strong standing here and talking about those to me. Really admired you, for me, I always thought my parents divorced is the most terrible in the world. But I will never imagine your life experience is worst than me so much!!!'
I said
'Yes. Actually said pity, I am not pity, I am just experienced much more incidents than the rest. That's fate.'
She said
'But if I am your parents and  when I knew all these, I will feel very touching.'
I said
'Touching? Touching of what?'
She said
'Dont know... I dont know how to describe the feeling, I will feel my child is very pity, since so young, a few years old until so big, own self bear it everything and keep quiet from me for overall more than 10 years, then at the end, when she grow into almost adult already, I just realized actually so many incidents my child had gone through under my negligence, and all those incidents to her already shaped her a shadow, then I will think its too late already, I will cry and rush over and hug my child! Hahaha! Am I too dramatic?? Maybe I am overly emotional??'
I said
'Mmmm.... actually not dramatic lah... my dad also did the same thing as you mention, when he heard that, the first time he hugged my whole body and rubbed my head, he never cry, but eyes look like almost cry. Very red that type.'
She said
'Dang rang ah! Your dad a big man, how dare he cries?? No matter how sad also cant cry out, must withstand.'


I said
'But my mum got cried before because of this.'
She said
'Dang rang ah... If I am your mum, I also will cry, when I imagine my child gone through all these incidents, it just like cutting my skin. I will think all these happen on me is better than happen on my child.'
I said
'Ehhhh! Same with me same with me! I also got this type of thinking... I dont know why... I will think haiz... when I got children already, I already old already... suffer what also never mind already... since my children are still young, more important than me.'
She said
'Definitely, everyone also think like that...'
I said
'I felt like after all these incidents, I will become very very protective towards my future children, because I dont want let them become the second me, I dont want them to go through all these sufferings. I will let them home-schooling to avoid all these.'
She said
'Really?? Are you thinking like this??'
I said
'Yes, I have decided my future and my children, I will very protect them, wont let them suffer under my negligence. Since they everyday at home, then they wont face all these like me already.'
She said
'Har.... I think not good bahhh??'
I said
'Very good ah... why not good?? Now, my only desire is not to let my future children have traumas like me only... if can dont let them suffer, I willing to do anything.'
She said
'Haiz... dont know why people who have traumas always have odd thinking...'
I said
'What odd thinking? You mean I think this way is odd?'
She said
'Quite lo... because dont let your future children go to school is quite odd already....'
I said
'But if I let them go to school, if they face the same problem, same people and same incidents as me how?'
She said
'Har.... I think wont be so coincidence bahhh?? It just your trauma, but you cant think that way that you suffered before, and your children will suffer the same things as you. Haiz... I only can say people who got traumas will only think strangely.'
I said
'Maybe? My boyfriend's father also, he because since young being bullied by other people, he walked on the road and being pushed into the river. Then now he became very protective towards his child, dont let my boyfriend go out, everyday let him stayed at home, and also let his youngest child learn swimming because of the previous incident.'
She said
'Dui... a lot people also like that, will because of past incident then over-protective to their child.'
I said
'haha! I think I am the one in future.'
She said
'To be honest, outwardly, you dont look like a person who experienced all these, you look very innocent like never suffer anything before ones.'



I said
'Haha! Everyone said so, that is why we said we cant judge a person by the face, a lot people also think that I am really innocent, but in fact, I am not; I am inner matured, a lot of things I know, but never say out only, just like for an example, that teacher also thought me very innocent, everything dont know, but that is just apparently, because she never think of so many things that she had done, i been keeping quiet, in fact, she thought I did not know. If one day I suddenly say out all these to her, I think she will frighten by me. And another reason people think I am innocent is because my physical behavior behaved like a small kid, so people think I am innocent, maybe I am hyperactive, that is not I wanted, I cant control the way I behaved like a kid, but that is just behaviorally. In mentally, I have been grown into a wisdom age.'