Perfectionism
Perhaps,
I am sort of perfectionism who tend to get depress easily when I do not get what I wanted.
I often think that my English is merely so-so,
considered passable to those whom have an advance English.
But, contrary to what is expected,
people around me always thought I am good in English; in fact I really don't.
I am nor weak confidence or low self-esteem,
but the fact judge me I do not have a good norm in language.
Certainly,
I am good in art such as dancing but definitely not language.
Law minor essay has a due date on tomorrow,
three respective classmates look upon me and ask me to help them check their grammar errors.
I am willing to help them but I doubting my ability at the same time.
Well, another reason is I don't have the time to go through their works,
I have mine to do as well :(
While, another boy, Nero.
Based on his first message asking me
'Are you free today?'
I already knew he wants me to help him check the same thing.
Hence,
my reluctance led me replied him
'Busy assignment. Why??'
(Pretend dont know ^^)
While, Cornelia, the hyperactive roommate,
woke up in the early morning and asking me today whether I am free?
I straight answered her
"Even I am busy, but I could offer you a help, I know you want me to help you check Law minor essay right? Haha!'
She is so straight forward,
she laughed and said
'Haha! Yeap! Clever you :D'
I said
'Because due date coming, many people asking me for the same things. Checking their essays... Maybe for other people I will charge them for consuming my time, but you, roommate I charge you for free! Hehe!'
However,
'Friends are still friends, I still have to help since people are requesting'.
And,
the only thing I could do is transferred the essay file that they sent to me into Microsoft Words,
so when the grammar errors appeared,
I help them change and save down and eventually send back to them.
This is what I could do,
just hope I don't disappoint them in their final results :)
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