new songs updated

Besides than a word of 'hustle-bustle',
nothing to depict my recent life.

Relationship issues and academic pressure still play the two main roles,

besides than eschewing them, pretended the messages like 'unseen', I really don't know how to deal with these unwanted relationships.

I keep telling myself I'm not going back to the past, but my heart still stuck in the midst of the love-hate relationship.

Anyway, I've promised myself that I'm heading a new life soon.

I've discussed with a friend about my ex, 

he told me that I have no point to going back to a person who hurts me so much,

if I go back to him, I will still hurt myself eventually, because he wouldn't be able to change.

He suggested me to get a new one in Melbourne and forget the wrong one,

and asked me the question

"What about if you met a new one in Melbourne? And you still getting along with the old one, and you'll be in the midst of confusion. So the best thing to do is to dump the old one, not to think about him any more, he's not gonna treat you good any more. I reckon that he might dated with a few girls while texting you and ask you go back to him, so I can see there won't be a good outcome if both of us go back to each other.'

Have been burst into tears for few consequent days,

and at the end I've figure out and decided not to be moody any more.

I think that if he still loves me, and I teared for him, that's still okay,

but now if he no longer loves me, treated me badly and I still cried for him,

I'm quite a fool in love, i'm actually wasted my energy and there's no reason to weep for the one who hurt me.

Therefore,

to begin a new life cycle, just updated some new songs here.