Give me my intellectual property

When destiny designs us to undergo traumatic experience,

then human brains will selectively choose to live in the flashback between victim and perpetrator.

Strictly speaking,

the most crucial and influential elements in a trauma is not about how painful it was nor how the invader perpetrates,

but how the bystanders perpetrates.

And unfortunately,

the worst thing in life is there's no bystanders existed and even stopped the situation,

but just the 'natural crime' that kept the actions going.

I loathe the maltreatment, both physically and emotionally; internally and externally.

I hate the way she assaulted; and even worse, the way she denied the truths and facts.

I won't forgive her in my lifetime until the day she admitted truth to me.

I don't care I wanna listen, I have my rights to know about what I should know and that is my intellectual property!

Why can't she tells me what had happened??!!

I will just continue hating her until the day I got the solid reason that why she treated me that way and what had happened!

p/s: I'll definitely ignored lies and bullshits.