Summer school

Is good to have summer school throughout a summer vacation,

at least,

I accelerate my studies and end my degree years quicker than others.

Summer school make me absorb better due to the weather :)

I love warm more than cold.

During this summer school,

I have taken a mandatory but optional subject called 'environmental politics',

you can enroll a summer school subjects, but you can't choose freely it as the courses availability are limited.

Yesterday morning,

I just purchased an expensive compulsory 'environmental politics' textbook,

despite it cost me $79.90 in a thin few pages,

but to a significant degree,

I feel that I never wasted my money in learning abundant of political knowledge.

I never have any arguments and questions throughout the readings,

 feel so agreed about all the black and white statements.

Certainly,

educators play a major role in explaining and illustrating the stories,

I feel the politics class is so bored and I'm actually waiting time to flies in class,

attended a class based on the minimum requirement of attendance,

had skipped a class due to overslept in the morning.

Obviously,

I'm really exhausted for these few weeks;

from Taiwan vacation till now,

I never have time to take a break,

have been travelling around Tai Pei for the six full days,

and straight away busy for my birthday event;

prepared desserts by my own, decorated the crucial decorations, climbing the ladders up and down and adjusted the positions of the banners, exposing myself under an extremely hot sun to hang the banner, busy serving my the endless guests during the party, running the whole house to prepared the necessity, greeting the latest party guests and putting my presents, the most busy thing was I never stop down in taking pictures when people asked me to.

After that, on the next day,

I took exact 8 hours of 'economic seat' flight,

never had a chance to sleep at all,

the economic seat is so stiff and non-inclined to let me lie down properly,

I only could lie down in a unilateral way but can't sleep at all despite I had taken my medicine.

Babies were crying randomly as loud as they could as that is their human's rights!

I can't even turn left or right to sleep,

I have ever faced a passenger who is so selfish,

she didn't allows me to adjust my seat to an inclined position.

She even told me

"Girl, please move up your seat"

After 8 hours of extreme torment,

I suffered max back pain, knee pain and dizziness on the next day.

It was like the feeling of whole body pain and almost fainted due to never sleep for one day.

My friend who took that flight complained that

"I never imagine that Air Asia could be so unbearable for 8 hours flight, when I fly from KL to Kelantan 1 hour also no rasa."

I said

'Now you just know I every time fly come and back come and back, how painful I am.'

She said

'Omg!!! Your pictures in facebook look like very enjoying, flying here and there, but I dont know this is your pain until I experienced my own.'

I said

'Sometimes I will sleep for few days until that flight, because too painful already.'

She asked

'You every time sit Air Asia Economy?'

I said

'Yes, my mum forced me to.'

She said

'So how many times you take this seat per year?'

I said

'one year three flights, so it will be around 6 times experienced this per year.'

She startled and said

"OMG!!!! You still can so tahan.'

I said

'No choice, my mum will never understands my pain, because for her, money is everything.'

She said

'Then you never tell your dad?'

I said

'Yes I did, my dad still can understands, he keep quiet and sounds like understands my pain.'

She said

'Ya, usually father loves daughters more than mother one. My father also, my mum is that type of more stingy person, like unwilling to pay money, but my dad is everything also okay one. I tell you, this time I come Australia, he wanted to give me RM5000, but I just took RM3500 only, and at home no matter what we requested sure he will get the things back immediately for us.'

I said

'Yes yes yes! Father usually more loving, my cousins also told me the same thing, she said she started working already, she gave her father money more than her mom because she said her father is better than her mom. She told me, her father got three daughters, whatever they wanted, her father will quickly buy the things they want to satisfy them, and since young, her mom is that kind of stingy person, say no more than yes, so she said her father worked at KL all the way, when she hospitalized or wanted to go clinic, her father straight drive down from KL to melaka and fetch her to anywhere she needed to go, and she told me last time when she was secondary school, still don't know how to drive, her father also can take leave drive from KL to melaka to fetch her go Dataran Pahlawan with her friends. Amazing right?'

She said

'Waaaa.... that one really speechless. Her mom dont know how to drive meh?'

I said

'Dont know, she just said her dad treated them better than her mom, she said her dad is that kind of person who willing to give everything. Then she said last time when her sis and her form 2 and form 1, wanted to straighten their hair, also their dad paid money, means she said now she paid her dad more than her mom, because her dad loves them more than a mother.'

She said

'Ya, is like that one, usually father loves daughter more and mother loves son more, this is nature.'

I said

'Ya lo ya lo, my mum also loves my younger brother and older brother more than the daughters. Like my younger brother requested anything, she will say buy buy buy, no matter what is it. Or at least more willing to spend on them, if I want to buy things, she will ask me how much first or to a significant degree, she will reject first. But it doesn't means that she won't buy, she still will buy when I insisted to want a thing. For example, when I told her I needed a phone, she will say my phone still can used and at least can used 10 or 15 years. When I say I needed a camera, she will says nowadays people seldom used camera to snapped pictures. But when I insist to get it, she straight bought it for me, so both of my parents are still love me. But if you wanna compared, I will say my father loves me more. Haha!'

She said

'How your father? You haven't tell about your father.'

I said

'My father also very good like your father and my cousin's father. Got different kind of goodness, he is that kind of person who never reject my needs, since young till now, he will just give me money whenever I need or buy something when I told him to. Or when I wanna throw party he never say dont want la, this and that, just keep quiet and do it for me. And also, my birthday, he rush down from KL to malacca just to decorate my birthday, like do the table setting. And also my birthday, he remembered, he bought me a 21st key necklace and also bought me a Prada bag. And also, since young till now when he bought me something, he never say aiyo so expensive or dont want la.... usually just pay only.... and also last time when I was 12 years old, very prevalence that kind of roller shoes, when people rolled on shopping centre, everyone also got, I told my mum to buy, my mum keep saying you roll awhile then never play d... and said something like that kind of roller shoes very dangerous, will break my backbones and so expensive... one at least RM 79.90... you also know ten years ago, RM 79.90 very expensive already, but that time we one family hang out, my father straight bought one for me and my younger brother. And also when I was 8 years old, that time we went Singapore, then I saw a mechanistic ball that a seller selling on Orchard street, when they throw the mechanistic ball on floor, it will become bigger and bigger then smaller and smaller. Then when I told my mum I wanted to buy, she said 8 years old already nobody plays this kind of baby thing one....  and that time it's quite expensive also, you also know that kind of selling on street one... I remembered it was $20 Singapore dollar per each, then when I told my dad, my dad straight bought for me and say ask me share share play with my brother, that time my brother 3 years old only. But you also know la, that time 8 years old very curious mah, everything magical or mechanistic sure very like it one.... where got say how old how old one.... And also, the best of him is last time I went US mah, then he also knows my mum pattern, more uncaring that type, like if I never get US dollars from her, she will just keep quiet and let me go US by my own... so got one day, my dad saw my face very insecure like that, I never tell him anything, he suddenly told me at food court, he said "Dont worry la, papa will change money and let you go ok??"....'



She said
'Har! He told you like that in front your mum?? hahaha! so funny!'
I said
'No la, when my mum went order foods, then he told me silently.'
She said
'Why your mom wont give you money is it?'
I said
'No, she will give, but give a very limited resources or very impossible amount to survive, need myself to pay extra that type la, and I also I dont want own her anything, because if I get something extra from her, next time sure she will says you see last time I blah blah blah, give you blah blah blah, like want me to return her like that, so I dont like that kind of feeling, I feel her thing is her thing, my thing is my thing. So I went Taiwan and US, all hotels I paid my own using salary and Taiwan flight ticket I paid. Others my dad paid me. My mum also got paid me la... both of them are really good, but if wanna compared who loves me more, I will say my dad loves me more. Haha!'

She said

'Ya, my father also like that one... since young until now, he never rejects anything from us one, you see this time I come to Australia also he fetched me to your house and paid all the expenses, my mum still told me to plan properly only go. But my dad straight say go go go like that! Haha!'

Oh yeah!

Back to mentioning how tiring I am in these days,

I even overslept till I missed one of my tutorials and two lectures. LOL!

My friend even told me that she knocked my door and called me several times but I can't heard.

She said based on this sign, I must be too tired.

I told her 

'Yes I am really tired, because usually when people called me up from sleep, I straight jumped up one. Haha!'

She laughed and said

'Hahahahaha! Really??'

I said

'Ya la, at home, when my father wake me up, I straight jumped from bed to floor, sampai my father said man man man man!!!'

She said

'Hahaha I can imagined what you said, straight jumped up that type.'

In the first place,

I feel unwanted to take politics subject but I have no choice to enrolled,

perhaps it's fate from God to let me know more about the complicated of this world.

So he makes me have had selected 'environmental politics' this subject.

I feel that self-learning is always much better than attending lectures.

We learned about complex European politics,

according to Crick (1964, p.18)

The establishment of political order is not just any order at all; it marks the birth, or the recognition, of freedom. For politics represents at least some tolerance of different truths, some recognition that government is possible, indeed best conducted, amid the open canvassing of rival interests. Politics are the public actions of free men.

The particular way in which the political system is organized has a strong impact on the scope and effectiveness of environmental politics.

The most interestingly,

we learned about dimensions of power, power is involved in environmental conflicts and policy making.

For an instance, consider the problem of air pollution in the famous Italian city of Florence.