my damn phobia

In the eyes of people who close to me,

I am famous of afraid of dog :X
Everyone had a common sense that people who afraid of dogs would have a tremendous reaction when nearby of it.

Somehow,

I afraid of every sizes,

I knew that I have to conquer the dog phobia when I am surviving overseas alone.

I have to learn to be independent, walk normally on street without behaving hyper-vigilance towards the doggies. 

Yet,

after 9 months surviving alone in Australia.

I've began to reduce the level of afraid towards dog,

I afraid the small and the medium one, and started not really afraid the big one.

Because I think the big one is too heavy and difficult to run :D
Comparatively,

I noticed that normally the smaller dogs are more active than the bigger dogs.

Because they ran really fast and keep moving :X

It just the same explanation goes to Pl's house dogs,

her old dog 'Adi' totally can't move at all,

just can lie down on floor and do nothing.

But her Junior, very fierce,

run here and there; seems like attack people anytime!

His eyes looking everywhere in a high speed,

the most dangerously is when it never take breakfast or lunch,

it will thinking to eat or bite people.

However,

I understood that if I wanted mastered fear then I have to mastered all; regardless of the sizes.

Vividly few days ago,

when there was a dog quite nearby of me and passed by me face-to-face,

my tremendous reaction started,

I bend down my eyebrow and began to 'Yi-yi-Yer-yer',

grabbed daddy's shirt and slided aside.

The main point here, in just a moment ago,

when I flipped through my instagram,

saw Nick (my elder brother) had uploaded a new picture in his instagram.

The picture had surprised and frightened me at the meanwhile,

the picture speaks that he has adopted a new female dog at home :(

To be frankly,

that's not a really cool news for me :(

Oh God!

Why in the perfect family,

I am the only one who afraid of dogs?

May I know who's and where's the hereditary I got it from?

(Besides than my good-looking got inherited from daddy & mummy! LOL)

Oh yea!

I guessed Huay Ling is a little bit afraid of it,

but not that severe as me :X
LOL !

Mummy told me before that she isn't afraid of dog,

so the answer is daddy?

HAHAHA!

I can't stop laughing right now :D
Daddy afraid of dogs?

Shouldn't be !

Because he tend to have normal reaction when dogs are around him !

Anyway,

I should stop my pen and write a full stop here.

Gonna take an endless shower,

wanna enjoy the warm water for this cold winter day :D
At the same time,

I would like to enjoy the shower cream of royal honey to unwind my heavy thoughts.

See ya !