Hectic

Just moved into a new place, David Jones apartment,

I am so tired now even all my friends were helping me to carried all stuffs.
Need some h2o element, and need some sleep.

I wondered the tiring came from stress or burnout?

But I just felt like there is a huge stone on my back to make me wanted to sit down, take a sugar coffee and rest.

However,

I felt like no matter how I buried myself into business, 

no matter how many times I went to the market, fold my own clothes, entertained with friends, keep myself busy for the assignments,

or how tired I was, how sad I was, how happy I was,

I still think about her and having the flashback of 25-11-2009 and the very last time :(

I felt so helpless towards my past.

Maybe this is so called life obstacles? 

I don't really know whether she has this feeling as how I have?

I just felt like my world is a piece of darkness,

without aids for me to construct a new life or barely a radical transformation.