Thunderstorm tantrum

This evening,

I been throw a thunderstorm tantrum to Jess, my house owner.

I was damn angry with her today.

Her dog refused to take dinner, she blamed me and said I simply fed her dog.

What fucking shit now?

Today - the first time I scolded her like hell.

I have the habits of can't stop scolding once my emotions outburst.

I used to scold non stop when I been provoked.

Just like last time,

the mobile shop worker lost my Iphone memory card tray,

he was still so lack of accountability and claimed that he did returned to me.

I straight scolded him and said

'Since when you returned to me? If you returned to me d why don't have here? I did not open and touch inside at all after that. Its you the one who lost my thing, you gonna return, or else you have to pay it. *Blah blah blah non stop till 5 minutes.'

He said

'I never take it, I take it for what?'

I said

'I knew you never take it, but you lost it, and since you lost it you have to pay! That's your accountability.'

He said

'I really never take it, I already put it inside your phone and return to you.'

I said

'You did not, or else it will be inside, I have the witness here to saw it you did not put and pass the phone to me. And at that time, I did not aware it and went out the shop. Until few days ago only I realized the tray wasn't inside, and I knew the services was with you.'

He said

'So are you trying to blame me now?'

I said

'Of course! Sure I blamed you! Not blame you, who I gonna blame? Blame the boss? Or blame any other one else? Because you are the shopkeeper, you have the accountability to return my thing since you lost it, I give you three options now, one, you get a new tray for me, second, you return my old tray, third, you pay me a new Iphone.'

He said

'I cannot do anything since I did not lost it.'

I straight said

'Are you avoiding responsibility? You cannot do anything right? Because you dont have the money, well, ask your boss come out!'

Once I said like that,

the most funny is the boss just beside him only!

The boss also get frightened by me so he just keep quiet beside all the way.

At the end,

when I said "Ask your boss come out!"

the boss even daren't talk anything and straight put a new tray on the table and continued do this thing.

Funny! 

I don't know why I react that way at that time :D

To be frankly,

I was fierce and neurotic enough to frightened everyone in the shop.

All the customers kept quiet once my voice is raised, the rest shopkeepers also keep quiet and do their things, my friends were starring at me.

After I got the tray and leaved the shop,

my friends all laughing and teasing at me and said I was the so called "Sleeping Lion" !

Normally seems quiet when walk along them,

suddenly get angry whole shop got shocked !

Even boss also diam diam beside :(

What a pathetic uncontrollable emotion !

Today,

when I told Hung Kiat about how I scolded Jess,

I told him once I get angry,

I scolded her non stop, even when she is talking back, but I still can't stop scolding and continued talked my things.....

At the end,

I scolded until too harsh and too long till she speechless and walked away.

And I slammed my door room and after she went away.

Hung Kiat even laughed and said

'Hahaha! You got inherited from your father.'

I said

'My father got like that?'

He said

'Got la... that day scolded Pn Lye... when he get angry, he can't stop scolding, even Pn Lye already start talking, he still don't care and continued talk his things... funny!'

I said

'HAHA! If you never say about this I also never realized I got such a gene from him....'

He said

'Anah! Funny! He continued talk his things non stop even Pn Lye already start talking... And normally quiet quiet Hmm Hmm Hmm only, suddenly get angry like a sleeping lion haha totally like you!'

I said

'Actually my younger brother also like that ones... that time we three sisters got talked about him at the back, then my eldest sister said don't see Ah Zern quiet quiet like that, when he get angry very fierce ones lo... '

He said

'Haha! Can't see out your younger brother is fierce ones...'

I said

'Yea... his perangai totally like my father ones... my father said when he was young, also everyday walked until where read book like him ones... and the baju he pakai also cin cai cin cai like my brother ones... then when I recalled back their behavior also quiet similar lo... I remembered last time my brother quarreled with Huay Ling... actually that time I also got witnessed, memang is Huay Ling's fault la... she keep seize the PS2, chasing movie mah.... then my brother wants to play game... then my brother want it from her, she said ok afternoon give you, then afternoon d she said at night give you, then at night d she said wait the next morning I give you, until the next night, that time we were in the hotel, my brother knocked our room door and wanted the PS2 from Huay Ling, then Huay Ling said ok ok ok really tomorrow morning, then my brother straight scolded non stop and very fierce, scolded bad words all those...'

He said

'Then huay ling how?'

I said

'Aiya... Huay ling's person you also know... the most need face ones... even she knew is her fault, but still nge nge want to talk back and scold like that... siao ones... haha... they quarreled at the hotel corridor, even my eldest sister also told me inside the room, she said huay ling SHEN JING DE... but also la... I think Huay Ling too much already... if is me, the most I will say 20 minutes only... then 20 minutes really give already...'

He said

'How your brother scold?'

I said

'That time very loud la... like very fast and non stop scolding like my father like that... even Huay Ling talked already, he still talked his own thing.... haha... but the only difference between them is when my brother scolding, he used his second finger to point at my sis.... for my father, used five fingers point at Pn lye... that's the only difference... the rest all same haha...'

Hung Kiat even laughed and said

'Yours is no hand, but your eyes will open very big... scold very fast like hyperactive! Haha!'

I laughed and said

'Hyperactive scold sure fast la... got which hyperactive people scold very slow ones?? I scold people consider polite already... Emily even worst, when she scolds, damn fast... damn long... damn loud, and always will accompany with screamed ones haha! Make Randy suddenly terkerjut like you.... head suddenly turn to immobility... shocked eyes like robot like that haha!'