Tried so hard

Indeed,

today is a tiring day of shopping, eating and reading.

At 12 p.m noon, had a quick dating with Syi Rui.

We went Starhouse Chinese restaurant had a very long 'wake up lunch'.

After an extremely plump meal,

we went Chatime had some hot drinks; sat down and chit-chat about everything.

Subsequently,

had a continuous date with Chin Yean at 2 p.m :D

We went State library at North Terrace to had some frictions reading.

About 5 o'clock,

we loitering all the way along Rundle mall,

my foots were really painful though from walking since the morning till afternoon.

 But to treat with courtesy; just keep quiet again.

Continued to shop and shop with her :)

About 7 o'clock,

we went Sushi Train and waiting about half hour to get a seat,

after some really delicious sushi plates,

we went out the sushi restaurant at about 8 o'clock.

Next destination,

we went Kawaii, sort of 'Daisy' store in Pavillion.

Bought a home miscellaneous; home slipper. 

8.30 p.m,

went Coles supermarket bought some home biscuits and milk.

The most ridiculously,

guess what milk I bought?

The infant milk, HAHA!

Because we had walked through the whole supermarket,

besides than full cream milk, there is no adult or children milk in powder form; there is only infant milk.

Chin Yean said

'This one also can ones la... nothing ones....'

I said

'Or buy pregnancy milk? There... here got...'

She said

'Hahahahaha! Sampat lahhhh... I think you buy baby ones better than pregnancy ones... later drink out got any problems very susah ones... but baby ones just favour only... so I think you better buy baby ones... last time which brand you drink?'

I said

'Last time I drink children ones... is Enfakids... six plus ones... honey favor, but after that my father said too sweet, he asked my mum dont buy for me d....'

She said

'Ohhhh Enfakids... last time in Malaysia I also drink enfakids... hahaha that one very sweet ones... I also like to drink at home...'

I said

'I dont like adult ones leh... adult ones very smelly, plus not sweet ones...'

She said

'Haha... here dont have adult also dont have children ones... only got baby milk... you buy the cheapest ones la... this one la... $13 dollar only,..'

when I took up the milk,

I laughed and said

'HAHAHAHAHA! From since born!!!!'

She laughed and said

'HAHAHAHAHA! Zo Mo? Never mind ones mah... drink only... better than you drink pregnancy ones.... sampat!'

I said

'YA lo... Cannot drink pregnancy ones meh? last time I told my mum I want to drink pregnancy ones my mum said cannot hahaha... she said sampat! She said you buy children ones better than pregnancy ones...'

She said

'Ya la... because pregnancy ones the ingredient different... is special ones... but baby milk just minerals and vitamin like normal drinks only... if you like the favor you just drink only... nothing ones...'

I said

'Or buy this constipation ones?'

She said

'HAHAHAHA! Dont want lah ! Later drink edi you lao sai I dont know....'

I said

'Will lao sai ones meh?'

She said

'Dont know... that is why I said dont simply drink... you awhile want pregnancy ones awhile want constipation ones? Not scared lao sai ah? haha!'

I said

'But baby ones too small edi... you see this one 6 months plus hahaha... very weird leh... children ones still ok...'

She said

'Nothing ones lah... ages only... as long as you like the favor just drink la... In Malaysia I also like that ones... you drink at home nobody know ones la....'

I said

'Also true... last time I at home also drink children ones also nobody knows... only my family know, outside people dont know ones...'

She said

'Anah... drink only mah... no need care ages ones la... I at home also like that ones... now I staying with my brother so nobody knows...'

I said

'Ok! Then I stay alone also.... nobody know also.... but you think want to buy which ones? I want sweet type ones... I like very sweet that type ones...'

She said

'Very sweet I think is Nestle brand lo.... Nestle always very sweet ones...'

I said

'Ok... just take this... $17 only.... better than last time my enfakids RM89.90 !!!!'

She said

'Anah! Enfakids very expensive ones....'

I said

'HAHAHA! Enfakids actually is Fabiola recommend me ones... she always like to recommend me to drink expensive things or buy expensive things... then I start drinking enfakids when I was form 4 like that till form 5, then form 5 the school teacher go and complaint my father said I drink sweet milk at home, then my dad asked my mum dont let me drink that milk edi sian.... but very nice to drink leh... sweet sweet ones....'

She said

'Anah I knew that ones... hahaha! Enfakids.... sweet sweet ones...'

I said

'I just think normal sweet only actually, but a lot people said Enfakids very sweet, my father drank once, he said: Yao Shi Ah ah ching? that one too sweet edi... that milk langsong cannot drink ones.... because its too sweet edi... then Tee Syi Rui's father also got drink once... she said her father also said too sweet edi that milk...'

She said

'Consider quite sweet edi la... because other milk also not sweet as this mah... so for those people who first time drank that milk, they will think very very sweet.'

I said

'Ok la... decided... buy this ones... Nestle.... 1-3 years old hahaha!'

Once I came back to home,

the first thing, I boiled hot water and tried the sweetness of the milk,

I made a big bottle for the purpose of relaxing in front of computer :D

Oh gosh! 

When I started to drink,

 it's tasteless at all even I already put 10 tablespoon of milk powder :(

I quickly poured a big amount of sugar into it and stirred....

Awwww....

luckily it still not that bad after pouring that amount of sugar :)

Yet, sitting in front of computer,

Flipping people's facebook page and listening my blog songs at the same time.

It's too terribly,

I thought made myself tired for the whole day is the best way to forget the past day by day.

I really want to forget the past.

I tried so hard and accept the suggestion of 

'Make yourself tired; so you will straight sleep after you tired, so you wont think about past any more.'

Now,

I believed that Facebook is the biggest source of problem,

I still almost see her pictures everywhere unwantedly.

I am unwanted to recalled about her, but half of my friends are all GBS-ian.

Then when there comes to any events; unwillingly I still flipped through and saw it.

Certainly,

I still followed the steps from Google,

it suggest me to take it as natural, if I see any her pictures, just flip away as usual.

Yeah! I did it just now.

But I just care so much, I will take a glance and procrastinate for a few minutes to flip away the picture.

Perhaps,

my deep down still holding grudges towards her?

when I seeing her face; her pictures, I will stop down and naturally bend down my eyebrow,

and asking her in my heart; in front of computer.

'Why I still cant forgive and forget you?'

And started thinking

'Couple of years had gone, she still unchanged, the way she dressed made me recalled the things she done to me, especially this blue baju kebaya that wearing for few years d still unwilling to buy a new one? I'd bored looking this suit... not black, then blue, not blue then yellow? But the bag.... oh I like it so much, her taste had improved previously, I loved this kind of colour as well as this kinda shape but I just disliked her super black and old handbag.'