Her school academic calender

Yet,

I don't really know I am considered getting better or getting a lot better?

My nightmare slightly reduced and the contents are no longer so scary;

I think this is the positive transformation of my trauma,

a very good news.

Last night, I got dreamed of lcl and pl again,

I don't really remembered what I dreamed actually,

but just remembered I dreamed of pl put up her toxic smile when she saw lcl scolded me in class,

lcl looked at me and asked me in a very fierce but light voice,

she said

'You want or not?'

(Forgot what the content, but just remember its the manner of threatening)

*I keep quiet and shook my head.

After this dream,

I still can't grasp my own real feeling,

I am asking myself that am I still afraid of her?

What should I do now?

going back soon and how to deal with her?

Just hope she will afraid of me when I am back,

then everything will be fine or goes smoothly if she afraid of me.

However,

the best way is still shifting their house,

because once they shifted then I will be very safe and unhurt. 

I believed she is busy now and hope she won't come back when I am back,

I even went Google browsed "Brickfields Asia College KL academic calender" and checked her holidays!

LOL!

*If she comes back then don't go, wait she goes back already only continue go!

Look this! Her school academic calender!

http://www.bac.edu.my//images/BACFiles/academiccalendar2013to14.pdf

seems like I do not worry this highlighted date,

Term Break : 21 December – 1 January 2013 

because so coincidence, this period I am going to Korea!

But going to be a little aware of these date

25 Dec (Tue) Christmas 

1 Jan (Tue) New Year

Term Break : 28 January 2014 – 4 February 2014 

But still, overall,

she has too many holidays!