Unpredictable

So unpredictably, lcl suddenly back to home,

to be frankly, 

I almost forgot the existence of her because she has been too many days wasn't at home.

Last night,

when I saw the MBM 8490 car at home,

I doubted is she at home?

I peeked through the car window to the kitchen,

a very suddenly,

a blurred image appeared, she was wearing in white,

at that time when I seen she is rushing out from kitchen,

I quickly asked Hung Kiat

'Lye Chuin Li, Lye Chuin Li ! Go go go! Go go go!!!! Go go go!!!'

Seems like I blurt out too many remaining 'Go' LOL!

I blurt out too many 'go' due to the feeling of intensely fear with the addition of being frightened out of sudden.

I didn't expect she would come back due to haven't seen her at all since I came back Australia,

I thought she already stayed at KL and won't come back until Chinese New Year.

Besides,

yesterday was Monday,

how come she would came back?

Lye Chuin Li is very fierce and scary,

I never disturb at all also she thinks of rush out,

her leg stepped forward and almost open her gate.

I think she really wait me at home as what she said !

That lye chuin li really fierce, she really wait me.

I think I better don't go a few days and let her go back KL only I continue go.

She really think of attack me,

she wanted to rush out yesterday :(

She get angry and very fierce and made me no choice.

I tell her don't come out she don't listen !

When I shouted in car

'Faster go, faster go, faster go! Lye Chuin li coming out....'

Hung Kiat even stepped the break and stopped down,

I screamed

'What you doing? Why you stopped down? Quickly go! She almost reach gate already.'

He even said

'I stopped down because I want to go down and scold her, very bu shuang ta....'

I said

'Go first only say... quickly....'

He said

'Dont want, I want get down the car and scold her... I dont scared of her ones....'

I shouted

'You dont scared, I scared ! I say go means go! Quickly! If you want to scold her, next time when I am not around only you scold, now go first, faster faster!'

After I said like that,

he accelerated his car and said

'Ok lah....'

I said

'Why you want to scold her?'

He said

'Last time lah.... When her mother around, she scolded me ben dan all those, I very wanted to slap her...'

I said

'When?'

He said

'Last time lah... when I go and find pn lye.... she sat at the doorstep scolded me ben dan all those... some more last time I still haven't scold her finish, she blocked me....'

When he said that,

I really can't stop laughing!

I said

'Hahahahaha!!!! But, she not early early already blocked you?'

He said

'No la... after that, she unblocked me already then blocked again....'

I said

'Why she blocked you....'

He said

'Forgot edi... I just very angry till now, she dont know scolded me what already then straight blocked me, I havent scold her back! That is why I want to go down scold her... si beh bu shuang lo....'

I laughed and said

'Hahaha! But for me, when she blocked me I sibeh Shuang....'

He asked

'Zo Mo leh?'

I said

'Because when she blocked me, I think she scared of me already, so I no need so scared of her since she started to scared of me already.'

Hk even said

'Haha! I think because you overly afraid of her already so only you got such feeling, that is why when you think she got a little bit scared of you already then you very happy.'

After Hk said like this,

I am pondering

'Am I really afraid of her till now? And why I afraid of her? Because of last time she put Junior at the staircase and dont let me run away?'

To be honest,

I don't know why I began to afraid of her since that time,

I can't tell myself stop afraid of her since she no longer doing that.

In fact,

I believe that is a sort of innate dog phobia which caused I am extremely afraid of Lye Chuin Li :(

Because I afraid she put dog near me,

Look at the signs below (Copied and paste from Google)

Like all phobias, the fear of dogs can vary dramatically in severity from person to person. You might fear only large breeds. You may be uncomfortable around live dogs but be perfectly content to view dogs in photographs or TV shows. Likewise, the symptoms of cynophobia can also vary.

Common reactions include running away, freezing in terror, and attempting to hide. You might shake, feel nauseated or disoriented, or even begin to cry. Anticipatory anxiety frequently occurs in the days leading up to a known confrontation.

Therefore,

I believed I really have the dog phobia (Cynophobia)!

LOL! Look! 

It wrote symptoms of dog phobia include running away, attempting to hide, feel nauseated and begin to cry.

These are all the exactly signs that what I experienced at her house!

When I get to read this, I think it's really accurate,

when pn lye trying to open the bonnet and put her dog into my bonnet,

I even crawled and rolled myself from the car bonnet and  ran in and out of the car,

now I could imagined how thin I am, seriously!

I could crawled from the bonnet to the front seat ! LOL!

Like a superman! Shiuuuuu !!!!

Or else, besides than running away,

I will attempting to hide when saw her dog is coming out,

because I would think once I hide up then her dog won't know where is me then won't bite me.

Somehow,

I got the sign of feel nauseated too!

Don't know why when I saw her dog,

I got a feeling of nauseated, daren't near and  touch the fur at all;

 especially Junior,

because it has a very smooth skin surface,

he is the most nauseated one due to its skinny and smooth skin surface,

once you look at him,

you will feel intensely geli as he got no fur at all !

The last sign is begin to cry,

this is absolutely accurate! I experienced begin to cry in every situation! LOL!

Can say each and every time when she brought her dog out also I begin to cry.

The reason is because I afraid the dog will touch until me or bite until me,

very geli and think of very painful, 

but I can't do anything because I dare not carry the dog away from me,

for her, she continued to let her dog stay at there and never carry away,

so I got no prevention and scared until begin to cry.

Besides, vividly recalled,

lim kim neo told me

'Once you come my house, I straight release Junior.'

I answered her

'If you release Junior, I can quickly hide up, so Junior dont know where I hide since he is a dog not human, he got no brain to think where I hide.'

She said

'No matter how far you hide, he can sniff where you hide.'

When she said like that,

I even think of Pn Lye!

During that chinese new year night,

when I saw she rushed out,

I quickly ran away and hide in the darkness,

she can sniffed where I hide!

I hide behind her house also she could sniffed from in front.

Once she came out, she sniffed at her house gate,

then she get to sniffed my bloody smell which came from behind her house.

Yet, finally I understand dog is just like human.

They can sniff everything just like what human could sniff.