Palmistry

Just a moment ago,

I had submitted my assignments and finally there's a few seconds of time for me to loosen tension.

Guess what I would do if I have a spare time in the circumstance when I had done my house chores?

I love reading, particularly about facts rather than fictions. 

I would browsed the net and do some life reading.

I am reading about palmistry right now,

and when I looked at the complicated lines on my palm.

I get to know both myself and my life more. 

My gosh!! I think life is already destined by God,

When I am trying to figure out who I am, what kind of person and what kind of prospective fate I have had,

I did a quick browsed through Google Palmistry and I feel like OMG it's damn accurate.

the visual illustration in Google drawn the exactly same lines as my palm,

perhaps that's my damn true fate?

Lemme introduce myself through Palmistry....

Based on my left hand, 

I'm the kind of person who

In part 2,

 from length of palms and fingers evaluation,

I'm the attribution of fire element - exactly the same as what the psychic classified me last time,

In the deeper information of palmistry,

I slightly curved my palm and observed the fleshy amount at the opposite of my knuckle,

I got the most fleshy part between my thumb and first finger,

as a result I'm being categorized as 'Venus' fate.

LOL! Exactly the fate that I having now.

Venus symbolized 'hedonism' and 'instant gratification'.

Yeah! I'm not only feminism but hedonism too.

I want go America, I want go Taiwan, I want go Thailand too, I wanna go wherever places which can bring fun to me.

I need instant gratification too,

when I said I want means I want now no matter how costly is that thing!!

I would throw hot temper if someone refused to listen to me.

I just can't wait,

to be frankly,

I don't know whether it's my own nature or some bad experience which shaped me into this kind of 'instant gratification' personality,

vividly recalled when I was form 3,

I wanna buy a high school musical 3 sling bag,

mummy said

'Wait until next monday only buy, because next 3 days got discount 10%.'

Due to the negative childhood experience which mommy always break promise,

I don't trust her any more,

it means I just wanna get it immediately regardless what the price is.

Because last time when I told her I wanna buy ice-cream or something else,

she said next week I buy for you or next time only I buy,

but when next week arrives, 

she said here is expensive, I go where where where buy.

When she reached that destination,

she would pop out another excuse saying this is too expensive.

Thus,

this is my childhood experience which cause me no longer trust anyone's words and I need instant gratification so that there's no excuse in future or there's no loss for me.

If you get it for me now then I don't have any disappointment.

Whereas, my second fleshy part turn out to be the 'Jupiter',

Jupiter indicates dominant, possibly self-centred, and aggressive (I might have these traits, but still the second. Haha!)

And if the least fleshy part is Jupiter,

then that person would be a person who lack of confidence.

And inversely,

it prove that I'm a person who full of confidence because my least fleshy side is 'Sun'.

LOL!!! Exactly.

The least fleshy side on 'Sun' means lack of imagination that is why I got a poor art skill,

I can't even draw a simplest figure based on my imagination.

I have to learn from Google step by step!

The last part is to examine the hand and fingers size,

my small hand indicates active and don't dwell on thinking about what to do.

but I got long fingers, haha!

It mentioned I got indicator of anxiety but good looking.

Hmm!! I agreed it in some way,

I'm in fear all the time but I feel that I'm considered good looking. Haha!

Today,

chapter of palmistry done at this point.

Bye! Gonna get into bed soon.

Feel so tired after a long weep.