Remorse
Now,
she has been passed away,
I am really regret and remorse that I have been treated her so indifferent when she is still survived,
when I browsed through my FACEBOOK friend requests,
saw her name 'Jolin Yen' is still waiting my friend request.
she still hadn't get my friend request approval but had been went up to heaven.
Sorry Yen, sorry for my indifferent.
I am just so indifferent to ignored others without considering a lot others feeling.
she had been leaved this world without saying 'see you later' with me :(
Yet,
even people who being disturbed by her also missed her disturb now :(
This person who being disturbed by her, Kelly Lim - Ah Li, is my another cousin,
the relationship between Ah Yen and Ah Li is just like the relationship between Lye Chuin Li and me.
Ah Yen is daddy's first sister's daughter while Ah Li is daddy's second sister's daughter.
Anyway,
their stories are kinda different from us,
I don't know why Ah Yen just wanted to disturb Ah Li before she passed away,
she disturbed Ah Li since primary school,
I asked Ah Li how come?
Ah Li claimed that Ah Yen disturbed her without any solid reasons,
unlike Lye Chuin Li and me,
I just disturbed her face to face in a harmless way,
but didn't do any harmful things behind her.
But from what Ah Li told me,
she said Ah Yen keep spreading rumors behind her to a lot people,
did a lot of bad things behind her to harmed her.
Ah Li said since primary school standard 5,
Ah Yen transferred school to the same primary school as her as well as they were in the same class,
since the day she got in the school with her,
she had been started disturbed her till secondary school (SMK Bukit Beruang),
until form 3,
Ah Yen was transferred to SMK Tun Mutahir,
despite she had been transferred to another school,
but she still disturbed Ah Li by non stop SMS and calling her,
Ah Li had changed phone number for several times,
but somehow Ah Yen still had her way to get her number,
Ah Li claimed that she dont know how Ah Yen get her number.
After high school,
Ah Li went for facial course and became a beautician while Ah Yen worked as a kindergarten teacher,
Ah Yen still want to talked bad stuffs about Ah Li to everyone around her,
and keep SMS and calling her.
I asked Ah Li
'What for she keep calling you?'
Ah Li answered me
'Dont know, she just want to disturbed only, she called for nothing ones, I didnt pick up her call.'
I said
'Next time, you straight pick up and answered lah! See what she will says!'
Ah Li said
'hahahaha! Also true! My mum asked me dont care her and dont pick up.'
I said
'Ohhhh.... then she SMS you what thing?'
Ah Li said
'She SMS me simply scolded lo... and she also SMS Ah Ting (Her sister)...'
(Ah Ting is the left hand side one, I am the center one, while Ah Li is the right hand side one)
I said
'Weird weird ones... what she scolded?'
Ah Li said
'She wrote Sampat Po all those lo...'
I said
'But why she would started disturbed you ones? What caused this happened?'
She said
'Without any reason, since the day primary school she transferred to my school, she already started disturbed me until now.'
I said
'Then without any reasons? She only disturbed you but didnt disturbed others?'
She said
'Others also got disturbed a bit, but not so often as me.'
I said
' Maybe her personalities is memang like that ones lo, my boyfriend and I went Bukit Beruang Hong Kong dim sum shop eat, we saw her worked at the shop, my boyfriend also said she weird weird ones. Hahaha! Maybe you sui lo... she aimed you! But very weird leh! Why she disturbed you for no reason?'
She said
'Dont know... really no reason ones!'
I said
'But pre Chinese New Year night, she looked like normal only, I didn't see she disturbed you also.'
Ah Li said
'Anah! She wont disturbed me in front ones, but she will keep simply said my bad things behind to my friends and her friends, and keep on SMS or called me and my sis, and harmed me behind.'
I said
'Yerrrrr! Very scary errrr this time of person....'
Below is the conversation between Ah Li and me :D
- Conversation started today
- Clarissa NgohU are Ali?I know she died alreadyPityWhy u changed your name to Kelly n I can't find u in Facebook.
- Clarissa NgohDecember loU missed her?I was shocked when my mum text meI get frightened when she suddenly diwDieHow she died ones?Everyone know already?
- Clarissa NgohHahaShe very pity lehhhh
- Clarissa NgohHow she died?Cannot breath or fainted or what
- Clarissa NgohYa my mum said high fever till lungBut how the way she died? Do u know?By the way fainted or never wake up or can't breath?
- Clarissa NgohHua!Means never wake up at all? Means sleep n never wake up?
- Clarissa NgohOr she early early already died but they don't know?I know her mum sure very sadBecause I can see out her mum very loves her
- Clarissa NgohI heard said her mum cried until faint?Who knows she is dying soon? U mean her mum or Ah Yen?
- Clarissa NgohWhy?No eat won't hungry?
- Clarissa NgohMeans her mother early early already know ah Yen going to die?
- Clarissa NgohOhhhU there what time already
- Clarissa NgohThen when her mum heard the doctor said like this already can't eat can't sleep can't bath?
- Clarissa NgohMy mum said she high fever till bacteria attack to lungThen her father?
- Clarissa NgohMeans angry?
- Clarissa NgohHer brother?HarrrrHow come
- Clarissa NgohI thought ama will know first n spread around
- Clarissa NgohYes true alsoThen until when only will tell Ama?Means everyone knows already besides than Ama?
- Clarissa NgohAma go where
- Clarissa NgohMeans my father n all his siblings also know already?Yaaa I also get frightened when my mum told me she died
- Clarissa NgohI got felt a bit sorry in my heart to her because I keep on don't bother herOhhh... then before Ah yen die she knew her own self going to die soon?
- Clarissa NgohWhat is zhu sheng?Haha my Chinese not good
- Clarissa NgohBut she never wake up how she know?
- Clarissa NgohBefore she die she got said anything?I typed English because I not used to type Chinese, I can type but very slowBecause need to find Pin yin
- Clarissa NgohHarrrSo serious?
- Clarissa NgohToday 14 right?Who said so?
- Clarissa NgohOhhhh
- Clarissa NgohAh yen or the doctor said she cannot come out anymore?Why would suddenly became so serious ones? Why she eaten?Means she sleep and never wake up?
- Clarissa NgohAh Yen before she died, she still got disturbed u?Pity her
- Clarissa NgohOhhh
- Clarissa NgohY cannot eat grapes?
- Clarissa NgohShe eaten a lot or few only?
- Clarissa NgohY she knows she cannot eat she still go buy? She wants suicide?
- Clarissa NgohOhhhh... After she eaten the grapes, she coughed non stop?Before she died, she still got disturbed u?
- Clarissa NgohYes she always coughed as usual then hospitalized after that nothing already
- Clarissa NgohWhy she would like that ones? Is since born disease or what?
- Clarissa NgohHow she disturbed u?Chocolate also will die?
- Clarissa NgohY she always find u to disturbed?
- Clarissa NgohWhy she will start disturbed u ones?
- Clarissa NgohI think her person just like to eat what she likes to eat n don't care her illnessBut how come she keep on find u to disturbed?
- Clarissa NgohShe never find others disturbed?When she started to disturbed you ones? Since primary or secondary school?
- Clarissa NgohI think she is weird. .. my boyfriend also knew her n saw her onceMy boyfriend said her person wants to attract attention lolShe worked at Bukit Beruang dim sum shop, when she saw me, she shouted me very loud Anak Datuk!Then my bf said her person weird weird ones
- Clarissa NgohHow she disturbed u? Why she disturbed u without reasons?
- Clarissa NgohYesss may God blessed her, this person no longer in our lives and she had been became a non living things
- Clarissa NgohHaha ya, my bf said her person can make people re ren tao yanOhhhh....I see... she told people bout your bad things
- Clarissa NgohBut u didn't disturbed her before why she wants talked bout your bad thing?Yes lah! She can see out very lonely; that is why she keep finding people disturbedNothing to do mah
- Clarissa NgohYes lahh don't care her lah since we know she is like that onesThen your mum know she always disturbed u?
- Clarissa NgohOhh... maybe your mum n her mum is sibling so very shy to confront each otherYes lahhh haha impossible your mum want u fight with her
- Clarissa NgohLol my mum also asked me dont bother her
- Clarissa NgohShe asked me dont approved her in FacebookBecause ah Yen keep on bothering me n ask me come out
- Clarissa NgohWho want to gaduh?
- Clarissa NgohYes lah hahaWeird lah go out with herDon't know what to talk alsoPlus not very close with her
- Clarissa NgohChinese new year, one year see her once only ...Yes la... I don't like she always keep talking n her voice very loudN I don't like she flap my shoulder
- Clarissa NgohThen now how her mum?Yes lah I don't like her character because over annoying already
- Clarissa NgohUntil now still cried?Her mum very pity lehhhh left one child onlyMy mum said her mum cried till pengsan, is true?
- Clarissa NgohOhhhHer father never cried?
- Clarissa NgohMen's tearsI think her mum need a few more days to cool down
- Clarissa NgohWhen her mum know she is going to die, her mum stay beside her or wait outside ICU?
- Clarissa NgohYes lah. ... own child die where no sad
- Clarissa NgohOhhhh then when she knew she die already, can come in?
- Clarissa NgohTake what things?Then where is Ah Yen now?Got so fast get Casket meh?
- Clarissa NgohSounds very sad. ... the saddest process is her mum get her ICBecause accepting ah Yen is dieOhhh she already buried?
- Clarissa NgohHow come my dad will know ?
- Clarissa NgohLast time my grandpa died, he put at the living room one day only got casket on tomorrow
- Clarissa NgohOhhhLast time my grandpa died at 7 somethingEvening
- Clarissa NgohMy mum told me Ah Yen died at 2:30 pmWhy make up?Who helped her make up?
- Clarissa NgohUr mum got saw Ah Yen when she died?Who helped her make up?
- Clarissa NgohLast time my grandpa didn't make uUp
- Clarissa NgohThen how come ur mum know she make up
- Clarissa NgohOh.. I don't know. .. but I remembered my grandpa never make upYanti went?Yanti saw?Hey Yanti very sayang her ones leh.... Yanti never cried.
- Clarissa NgohYanti got cried?
- Clarissa NgohSorry I blurred already typed wrong above
- Clarissa NgohYanti always bought things for her ones
- Clarissa NgohOk la my time 5 o'clock something already. ... will talk to u tomorrow....What clothes she wear?
- Clarissa NgohGo her fb seeAll her friends know already
- Clarissa NgohJust now when my mum told me she died I see her Facebook still nothing
- Clarissa NgohYesHey I saw her status wrote u ah? She said what evidence ones?
- Clarissa NgohOkkk bye


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