The return of my dearest

When we await a good thing to comes,

it always comes really tardy and end so fast,

in the twinkling of an eye,

my dearest had return to Malaysia in this afternoon,

in this 8 hours flight,

he might misses me a lot; think of the moment we spent together and had his relaxing time in flight.

I could foresee he will misses me at the moment when we farewell to each other at airport,

I knew he will misses me through his longing sight,

when the bid-bye time arrived, I bye to him and got to go,

he hold my hand so tight and refused to goes in,

he repeated his favourite worries,

he said

'Clar dont separate with me can?'

I said

'Can.'

He looked at my eyes for around 10 seconds,

gave me a quick last kiss and went away.

This is how I could see out he loves me than anyone else in this earth.

Frankly speaking, I missed him too,

I missed the moment at the times when he spent time with me in Australia,

the entire journey are all happy despite the whole itinerary is according to mine.

We travelled the places and eaten the foods based on my liking,

this is so called an extreme feminist.

LOL! No choice! 

Because I am a kind of person who overly seeking for freedom,

I don't like people control and decide what I eat; where I go or what I do.

I want my own decision, I might be kinda overbearing and stubborn,

when says it in a positive way,

I have strong initiative or good in leading,

when says it in a negative way,

I am a little bit of dependant due to laziness.

I loved the way he treated me like a princess margaret,

I need to do nothing; just do whatever I want.

I really can't survived without him,

because I been used to living in a 'directing' life which I only direct but would not do anything,

I missed the moment he brushed teeth of mine on bed, fed me medicine on bed with I only need to closed my eyes and opened up my mouth, washed my clothes, washed dishes, cleaned my house, everyday cooked  and boiled water for me.

This is the best man I have had;

nobody can replace his chores in my heart :)

These 8 days when he stayed with me at Australia,

he helped me done a lot of miscellaneous stuffs,

but my perfectionistic character still made me scolded him a lot;

I felt regretted and shouldn't supposed to scold him,

but sometimes,

he really too stupid, LOL!

His stupidity has no boundary but appeared as cute.

He did not know how to takes a bus at all,

I asked him to return the cake stand to the bakery,

I told him bus G10, stop 6.

*We had already went there once

Surprisingly,

he even took bus B10 and stop 6 at Magill road !

I scolded him loudly

'When I asked you to stop at Magill road? We went back home so many times, did we get down the bus at magill road? Why you get down at magill road? Few days ago only, don't tell me you cannot remember which bus stop we take the bus?'

He could answered me

'Clar, sorry, I really forgot already.'

Another thing,

 the most pissed off,

I scolded him out of control and screamed in the hotel due to he has a forgetful and disorganized mind,

he can't remember things at all, 

if you tell him more than 3 things to done,

he will definitely forget one of it !

He can't organized things and always tell you

'Sorry, Clar, I dont know what to do.'

I will scolded him

'What dont know how to do? Blah blah blah like this so simple dont tell me you never think of? If blah blah blah dont have then blah blah blah lo... if you never blah blah blah then how to get blah blah blah? like this also dont know? Search excuse!

He will said

'Clar sorry I dont know.'

I very angry on the day during my birthday celebration,

because I did spent a large amount of money in buying balloons and hanging decorations,

I asked him

'After I used these hanging decorations for your birthday, tomorrow get down all these stuffs, then following day, my birthday need to use, so we can used twice.'

Surprisingly,

after he removed down the hanging decorations,

he put on table and forgot to bring to my birthday venue!

I bought the expensive balloons with printed Hollywood theme balloons,

he left at home and never bring to the hotel !

Even I already keep remind him on that day to bring, but he still forgot at the end.

You say angry or not?

I scolded him for messed up my one lifetime 21st,

I said he is the one who devastated my whole life birthday bash,

I screamed and scolded him that he can't afford to pay me this birthday bash!

He said

'I can pay you, Sorry Clar. When back to Malaysia I pay you can?'

I pushed his head and said

'Pay? You not only need to pay me the money birthday bash and you gonna pay me the memories as well.'

You see lah!

I bought everything so expensive, well prepared for so long,

now everything messed up on your hand.

I have never seen a stupid person before!

I don't know what's wrong with his brain,

he is super reckless and blur,

he everyday forget this; forget that or else lost the very important thing.

He answered me

'I dont know why I like that.'

I scolded him

'What dont know? Because you never focus what you doing, when you do things, you keep thinking other things, that is why you lost everything and forget everything. For example, you know you are going to decorate a birthday party, the main thing is balloon, without balloon how you going to decorate? So, from this point, you are totally selfish, intentionally devastated my birthday, dont give face, insincere in helping, think own self rich can pay everything, prepared own things only and never care others, never put me in heart and think without you I can all kao tim by my own. You see lah! You own self see the ceiling lah! I not supposed to celebrate your birthday, people kindly celebrated with you, used my birthday decorative accessories decorated for you, now this is what I get for my own at the end, everything is a failure when pass it to you !'

LOL!

I don't know why I am just so emotional,

just one tiny fault,

always scolded till so long like a machine gun and scold without thinking,

loud and fast enough until people starred at me and think which rural area this girl comes from?

Dress like a princess but talk loud and fast like a racing car.,

Besides,

I told mommy about that hk spoiled my one lifetime 21st birthday bash, 

mommy said

'No la, your birthday like that good enough already, I showed papa your birthday, papa also said Ah Ching organized till not bad.'

I said

'But initially still can be better than this one, that hk lah! I already remind him for many times, he still forgot to bring the most important Hollywood balloons and the hanging decorative things... I bought very expensive you know! He always keep on forgot things and blur blur ones! Very angry ones! And during my birthday, when I took picture with him, the photo snapped till I very pretty, then his bow tie sengek one side, I scolded him like hell !'

When I said like that,

don't know why mommy can't stop laughing for around 10 seconds,

after she laughed finished,

I said

'Anah! Hung Kiat always spoiled my things ones! Just like you all always say my snivel flow out already still dont know, he also! Bow tie sengek till tak boleh sengek already he still dont know! Let me scold until die! I said him spoiled the quality of picture, because I am pretty inside.'

Mommy laughed and said

'Eh! You dont say, sometimes bow tie sengek already really dont know ones... Papa also, during ama's birthday, papa's bow tie sengek till very sengek already still dont know ones, they cannot feel it ones, because the bow tie is on their collar.'

I said

'How I know? I thought he knew and dont care, then I scolded him spoiled my 21st birthday, spoiled my image and spoiled the photos.'

Mummy laughed at me and said

'Haha! Sampat!'