I must go

That night,

pl is extremely aggressive and fierce,

 ran very fast as what Lye Chuin Li said she could ran faster than me.

When she getting approached me,

she used cane knocked on floor very loud, almost beat until me and want to beat me until die!

She took cane very fierce, she wants to jump and attack!

It has been two days stop going, and today is already the third day :(
But the truth is I can't stop going,

because I only left one more month to go,

when deduct away chinese new year days,

strictly speaking,

I dont have even one full month.

Next year,

I am graduate soon and going to start working.

One year I only got few days annual leave holidays instead of few months summer holidays,

so I really dont have much time left when start counting from now onwards,

I don't care! I really want to go~!

I must overcome my own inner fear,

I not afraid of her! 

I keep bear in mind that I only left one month,

so  死就死！ (Die then die!)

I must go! I only left not more than 1 month !

I dont afraid her cane and not afraid Jerry at all !

I must go! 

I must make it even for what I lose in past to explain to myself that I already got it back my justice!

If I never go,

I will feel sorry to myself that I ignored my hurt in past,

if I never go,

I will feel remorse for one lifetime,

feel sorry to myself that I let myself injured in past and never do anything to get back my justice!

I must go!

I will felt that I let her caned me that way on add math day; dont care myself and never get back my justice!

I can't close my eyes when I die if I really never go! 

My death doesn't able to rest in peace if I never go!

I really want to go!

I not scared of her cane at all,

I want to act like a soldier to protect myself,

be brave and not afraid of hurt at all to get back my justice!

I dont care any more!

Even injured also its worthy!

I really cannot never go!

Dont because of afraid then stop going few days,

I really cannot stand for skipping these few days.

I left not more than 1 month!

Before she shift,

I must let her experience what is so called suffering!

I want to try my best to make it even!

Dont care your father my father or whose father!

I left not much time, if I am not treasure this month,

I am going to regret in my one lifetime!

Now,

daddy already lazy to care me and dont care I go at all because he knew no matter how many times I go,

I only got this month to go,

once I go back Australia and I wouldn't have any chance in future at all already.

I don't know Pn Lye still got phone him and told him or not,

he just keep quiet and act like nothing.

This made make me more afraid of the time I had now,

because I would think that even daddy also think left one month and dont care already.

Yesterday I asked Hung Kiat,

I said

'Eh, do you think even my father also think left one month only so he dont care I go Pn Lye there or not already?'

He even laughed and said

'Haha! Can say like that lo....'

I asked him

'You think one month really short?'

He said

'Anah! Dont forget still got chinese new year leh... some more your KL friends want to come down melaka find you few days... some more now you skip skip few days never go leh... strictly speaking, you only left 2 weeks or 3 weeks...'

I said

'You think my father dont care is because he knew I dont have chance to go in future already?'

He said

'Can say like that lah... because he knows if he told you not to go, you will get angry, then just let you be for this month and dont quarrel with you, I think this is his thinking or I think Pn Lye also know you left 1 month only, so she never phone your dad any more... I mean I guess lah...'

I said

'Means everybody also think I left 1 month only?'

He said

'Hahaha! can say like that lah...'

I said

'I really cannot never go any more... I really cannot because of scared of she cane me then never go any more... I left one month only... die then die! Eh wait wait wait... you think tomorrow Friday she will wait outside or not?'

He even laughed and said

'Hahahaha! Funny! You very scared but still want to go... in front say dont care already, die then die... at the back then hesitate she will come out or not... hahahaha!'

I said

'I want to go but I scared she want to cane me and wait me outside like that Tuesday... do u think tomorrow she will wait outside or not?'

He said

'Tomorrow is what day?'

I said

'Friday?'

He said

'Friday is how many days didn't come already?'

I said

'2 days never come lah....'

he said

'I think will wait lo... 2 days never come means the third day you will come... sure she wait ones...'

I said

'Ok then tomorrow Friday I dont go, Saturday she will wait or not?'

He said

'Saturday wont lah... too many days already.. siao meh? Wait you for 4 days outside?'

I laughed and said

'Hahahahaha! Also true! Then I saturday go!

Hung Kiat even laughed and said

'Hahahaha sampat ones~!!! Like this also can! Still plan which day she wont come out.... Funny!'

Yesterday,

I am just that silly and funny!

I even bet with Hung Kiat!

I bet Pn Lye wont come out on Friday and he bet Pn Lye will come out on Friday,

then I said ok if pn lye wont come out on Friday,

what you going to give me?

He said

'Anything! I am sure Friday sure she come out ones because you two days never come already...'

I said

'Ok then I bet on Saturday! Saturday you think she will come out or not?'

He said

'Wont come out....'

I even laughed at him loudly and said

'Hahahaha! Scared already.... scared lose so you quickly say Saturday wont come out before I say she saturday she wont come out...'

He laughed and said

"Hahahaha where got???... I memang think saturday she wont come out ones... because too many days already.... Hahahaha!'

I said

'Hahahaha scared lose! I dont care, I bet Saturday she wont come out and you bet she will come out! If you lose, then you kena tickled from me....'

He said

'Yerrrrr..... where got like this ones? Own self help people choose.... I said she wont come out hor....'

I said

'Dont care... bet is like that ones... how can two persons choose the same ones? Then that is not bet any more... I early early already choose she wont come out, so you definitely only have the chance of she will come out hahahaha....'

He laughed and said

'Hahaha crazy ones... where got people like that ones? Want to bet... but own self decide people's decision....'

I said

'Dont care... I know saturday she wont come out so I already won... so you owe me tickled.... because you lose the bet... yuan du fu shu! Since you already lose, pay now!'

*Then I straight tickled Hung Kiat like hell hahahaha because I assumed he lose already.

Play this video and watch how I bully him! LOL!

Look at his head shake like apunene! Funny!