I am silly

Finally,

she scared of me already.

Hk is right! 

He said

'you just need to use add math case press her then she will scared and flinch already, last time she blocked me also because she cant talk win me about the add math case.'

Exactly,

she just flinched in a moment ago.

I'd successful,

now I knew how to conquered her already.

Sometimes,

I think I have to overcome her by talk back her only she will scared of me.

I have to do this even face-to-face,

I cannot scared her anymore,

 I have to display vigor,

become fiercer than her to overcome her.

To beat this shadow, I must overcome her, overcome this stage.

I really ones....

Just a few hours ago,

before chatting with her,

I was like not myself anymore, 

really don't know what to do.

Afraid of her, randomly think too much,

But after chat with her, when she blocked me,

i suddenly felt very excited because think that I am the winner as she has been afraid of me.

Sometimes,

I really think I have a really weird thinking,

why must let both of them afraid of me only i am the winner?

Why must I surely go her house to represent I never afraid of add math incident?

Why must I think I ain't afraid and flinch in add math incident?

I always told myself

'The more you evade from her, the more you are afraid of the incident. To conquer the shadow, the first step is to conquer her.'

Anyway, 

good luck in building a stronger image,

I know I can, 

I can be the winner indeed,

I won't let her think I afraid of her.

I want to become stronger.

I want to prove to her I am not afraid of her,

I want to disturb and see what can she do?

I don't believe she is not afraid of me.

Since she said she will shift for the next 2 years,

who cares her promise?

no matter what I done,

as long as for the next two years,

she has her fate to shift; that's it, that's my piece of opinion.