Reread her old post

Right now,

I am seeing lcl's wall post for the very old one.

Seems like it has a lot of interesting and fresh status that I didn't seen it before.

I wondered when I started to become a crackpot whom begin to keep track her every wall post?

Since there are new status for the very long time ago - 28th January 2012,

I guessed I got a moment didn't keep track her status so I'd overlook those.

One of the most inspiring status of her made me blank in front of the computer for a few minutes,

because I felt like this is a very motivating status.

Maybe,

I should stop re-reading the last one; 

stop re-reading her status, stop re-reading the wounded pictures, stop writing the hurtful past, stop thinking the irrelevant flashbacks, stop counting how long I still need the pills, stop listening my pounding heart and start a next chapter of my life?

Nevertheless,

I pondered the question for a second

'Did I re-reading the last one?'

The answer I given to myself is

'Yes, I am still re-reading, last night I still re-read Lim Kim Neo's message and just realized I sent the wrong message to the wrong person!'