Voice record discussion

After hk heard pl's voice record,

yesterday he even laughed and asked me

'Zha dao! Why you got that Pl's voice record ones? Since when you took it ones?'

I said

'Very long time ago already, I took it, after I went back I forgot to show you d. Until that day when I was very boring, I played all voice record and heard this. Dont you think she knew I recording so she pretend good in the voice record? Pretend return me the key unconditionally!'

He said

'No la, where got good? Like that call good ah? I think sounds like she don't know.'

I said

'Like that not good meh?'

he said

'Not good lah... very bad leh... I think she treat you like dog....'

I said

'Why?'

The most funny,

he even said

'Super bad lo.... catch catch catch! Catch her head lah!'

When he said like that,

I really can't hold back my laughters,

I straight laughed very loud in the uni car park!

Luckily in the midnight 1am,

nobody is around.

When I still can't stop laughing,

hk said

'Zo mo? Gen Ben Jiu Shi mah... catch catch catch, catch her head lah! She think she playing with dog meh? Like throwing a flying saucer and ask her dog go and catch!'

I still laughed very loud and said

'Hahaha! But very funny leh you said like that, catch catch catch! Catch her head lah! Next time when I see my brother eating, I want to disturb him and say: Eat eat eat! Eat your head lah! Go do exercise! Haha!'

He said

'Gen Ben Jiu Shi Mah... too bad already... I think her heart very bad leh... she treat you like that, you still can say pretend good =.= '

I said

'Pretend good means not good lah?'

He said

'My meaning is you will said she pretend good in this circumstance also because you assume this behavior as good only you will say she pretend good...'

I said

'But this behavior not good meh? Dont know lah... maybe for me, I think she will return me already consider very good... because normally she will find fault on me, like ask me go here go there all those... but this time straight return, so I think consider very good edi...'

He said

'Ya I knew your meaning already, means normally she treated you worst than this so you will think this as pretend good... hahahaha! But I still think your person dont know differentiate what is right and wrong... like this wrong, you think is right...'

I said

'Maybe lo... the fortune teller also said me cannot differentiate right and wrong, she said so other people want to take advantages of me very easy, because I dont know at all. Funny!'

He said

'I think she said catch catch catch like that very bad lo... you still can say her pretend good... zha dao!'

I said

'What meaning? Why cannot throw things to return something ones?'

He said

'Very bad lah.... imagine she borrow  hand phone from your father, then after she used the phone, when she return the phone to your father, she throw the phone and told your father: catch catch catch! Its the same example as you.'

I said

'Hahahaha very funny! You think how will my father react?'

He said

'Your father ah.... he will says: Miss Lye ah... you mei you gao cuo? Teruk oh!... something like that lah....Hahaha! But still impossible lah...'

I said

'Oh ya! When you said like that only I recalled, that time I already reached in front of her already leh... why she dont want straight give me? You never say I also never think of....'

He said

'I think is the feeling unwilling to return to you but still have to return....'

I said

'But why she unwilling return to me? She dont know drive my car also, the key she keep also useless... why she dont want return to me?'

He said

'That key has no benefit to her, she just want to make you suffer only.'

I said

'But I catch like that got suffer meh?'

He said

'Got lah... need to go and catch the key, squad down and stand up mah... '

I said

'Like that also consider suffer?'

He said

'Can say like that lah... because make you burden mah...'

I said

'Hmmmm.... if I never upload this voice record on blog, I also forgot this matter edi....'

He said

'Very bad errr this pn lye... she threw how many times like that to you edi?'

I said

'Oh ya! When you asked like that I recalled the second time edi... eh not... this is the second time, another time is first time. She also like that... She said catch catch catch....'

He said

'I dont need to see, I sure know she purposely throw far far ones lo....'

I said

'Ei.... yes yes yes... how u know? How u know ones? I got told you before meh?'

He said

'No need to say, I use brain to think also I know... she this kind of person purposely make people suffer ones... if she dont want make you suffer, she straight give you in front of you edi lo... still catch catch catch!'

I said

'You said like that only I think of the distance she throw... the first time is outside her gate, when I stand far away, she purposely threw near near, the second time when I just stand in front of her, she threw the key flung over my head....'

He said

'Anah! I think also knew....'

I said

'Eh! You very smart leh... If you never say I also forgot and never think of edi....'

He even said

'Of course never think of lah... you also dont know like this is wrong, how you will go and think??'

I said

'I thought is she dont know agak the force, so the key dropped overly far away from me...'

He said

'No la... when a thing is lighter, the easier to judge how far need to use the force... I think she purposely ones.... I think you just never think of this only, so you overlook this tiny detail...'

I said

'Maybe lo... I think she very baik hati want to return me wholeheartedly! You see! Actually everything also I guessed correctly d... last time when Sherryn asked me: Why you dont want go and get the key from my mum? That time I very hesitated, I asked her: You think I must how? I scared the more I go and get the key from her, the more she refused to give... But if I never get from her, she doesnt wants to give back to me....'

He laughed and said

'Hahaha! Zha dao you said like that, then what sherryn said?'

I said

'Why you also laughed? Very funny meh? when I said like that, Sherryn also laughed... she just laughed and said: How you know? Only.... '

He said

'Then what you said?'

I said

'Then I asked her: You think really can? I really go and tell her?'

he said

'Then what she said?'

I said

'Then she says nothing and walked away edi....'

He even laughed and said

'Hahaha! Maybe I think she also knows pn lye wont give back ones lo... that is why she dont know what to say when you say like that...'

I said

'Then after she went away, I  hesitate myself and said: Wait wait wait... I ask her give back me, then she give back me? Got so easy? '

He said

'Anah! I also think her person is unwilling to give back that type ones...'

I said

'Eh... if you never tell me said catch catch catch like that is very bad I also havent realized until today... I still thought she knew I press voice record edi, then pretend good....'

He said

'No la... I think she dont know... if you want to try like that is good or bad, you upload that voice record to FACEBOOK lah... I guess when your mum heard it, sure she keep on replay ones... and when she replay, she will keep saying : Heng! Shi Zai Guo Fen! Or Shi zai mei you tong qing xing....'

When he said like that,

I even non stop laughing!

I said

'Hahahaha! How you know? My mum always said like that ones! When she reading newspaper, then when I asked her what you read? Then she will said, this blah blah blah then blah blah blah! Shi Zai guo fen!'

He said

'hahaha! Anah! I knew your pattern!'

I said

'Eh... if I upload in facebook, Pn Lye also dont know since they got no accounts to see me any more...'

He said

'Anah! But scared Datin will tell her only lo... Datin sure says: Eh! I saw you told Clarissa catch catch catch ah? Si Mi Tai Chi oh? She wrote you in facebook Pretend good.... something like that lahhahaha!'

I said

'Eh! You also knew Datin! Hahaha how you know she talked like that ones?'

He said

'The way she talked to me I can sense and imagine her pattern lah....'

I said
'Hahaha! Very funny! Felt like you who also can imitate their pattern ones... Datin and my mum also you knew their pattern.'
He said
'Anah! I still knew Pn Lye's pattern leh... if after Datin tell her you upload the voice record in facebook, sure Pn Lye want to see ones... sure Pn Lye ask datin to show her ones... then after she knows, the next time you come, she will says: Give me your phone.... haha!'
I said
'Then I will say today I never bring, why?'
He said
'hahaha! Then she will says: Har! Dont think i dont know last time you recorded that catch catch catch...'
I said
'Hahahaha! Dont think I dont know.... how you know she will say like that ones? She really always said the sentence dont think I dont know....'
He said
'Anah! I heard before mah... when she talked to me, she said: Bu yao yi wei wo bu dong... then I guess when she talks to you then she will says: Dont think I dont know... haha!'
I said

'Hahaha then if Datin really show Pn Lye the voice record, what will Pn Lye say when she saw the video?'

He said

'Pn Lye ah? When she standing in front of computer, sure she says: Heng! Dont know appreciate!'

I said
'hahaha! Very funny! I can imagined she said like that! Very accurate leh your slang!'
he said
'Anah! I imagine her pattern also I can know what will happen... next time when she sees you, sure she got preparation edi...'
I said
'Haiya! So long edi.... maybe until that time, she already forget about this voice record matter... And also, I never upload in facebook also, how she knows... even I upload, I can block Datin ones mah....'
He said
'No lo... I think she very remembered things ones... especially the things harmful to her... you think everybody like you meh? next day or three five days everything also cannot remember edi... haha!'

I said

'Hahaha! How come you also knew Pn Lye will said like that ones? Her style... but you not always interact with her, how you know she will said like that ones? Very accurate leh....'

He said

'Through the way you describe about her and through the way you described her in your dream...'

I said

'So the way I describe her and the way I said her in my dream, she is what kind of person in your impression?'

He even said

'Bian Tai lo... hahaha!'

I said

'But I where got told you she bian tai?'

He said

'No la... you no need to say out the word bian tai lah... but the way you described her behavior, what she did to you and what you dreamed about her, then can knew her personality...'

I said

'Then you knew Lye Chuin Li's personality?'

He said

'Can lah!'

I said

'Also can?? Lcl oh? You dont even see her more than 5 times? You knew her person meh?'

He said

'Knew lah!'

I said

'How?'

He said

'When jiang bu guo ren, then she will says: Its up to you to believe the truth...'

When he said like that,

I really can't stop laughing!

I said

'Hahahaha! Very accurate! Say you are stupid, you are not stupid, your six sense are quite accurate!'

He even said

'This is not six sense, this is common sense.'

I said

'why common sense?'

He said

'The way you know one person is through either face-to-face interaction or even literally conversation, you can know a person... just like Su Qi... I got see her before meh? No... But I know her person is like your type ones... because through the way she chat with me in facebook, and through her facebook pictures and videos... active type ones...'

I said

'But from facebook pictures and videos how you know she is active type ones?'

he said

'Like you lo... cannot stand boring, keep on upload photos or upload those funny videos... you go see her Instagram, even go tuition also want to take videos... teacher teaching also take videos... means she cant stand boring only she will take phone out mah...'

I said

'Eh! I realized actually you very smart leh! Can knew all kind of persons.... even pl and lcl just saw few times only also everything can sense out...'

He said

'Actually I think only you cant read people's heart... normal people sure knows ones... because interaction is a way to know a person, just like why your auntie said once you talk, everybody knows you are the innocent type ones... because this is impression. Is common sense ones...'

I said

'Eh when you said like that also true! Lye Chuin Li also told me she knew your pattern! She told me if I say sky got 15 moons and you say sky got only 1 moon, if I get angry and say sky got 15 moons, sure you say sky got 15 moons ones.... When she said like that, I non stop laughing! Hahahaha because I wondered how come she knew you ones....'

He said

'Anah! Because through whatever interaction also can know one's person...'

I said

'Then you will really say sky got 15 moons if I get angry?'

He said

'Will lah...'

I said

'Why?'

He said

'Because actually nothing ones mah... 15 moons then 15 moons lo... as long as you dont get angry can edi....'

I said

'Then how she knows you will say like that?'

He said

'Maybe she think I scared you get angry and everything obey you lo... so she will think me like that....'

I said

'Then she knows me meh?'

He said

'Knew lah!'

I said

'Hahahaha why lye chuin li know me?'

He even said

'You also can dreamed of her dream till so real edi, means you already entirely know her personality, why she dont know yours?'

I said

'Lcl think me as how ones?'

He said

'Hmmm.... you ah... when you are in normal state, then good in argue, she type one sentence you rationalize ten sentences lo... when you are in abnormal state, then you will become scared scared... everything she type also you reply no, dont want... or else funny hahahaha all those lo....'

I even laughed and said

'Where got! Simply said! This is only what you said, but not what she think! Hahaha!'

He said

'Got lah! I thinks she sure think like that ones! Because you too often like that edi...'

I said

'Eh wait wait wait.... I think of a question edi, you see ah... I always dream of pn lye... you think since the day Pn Lye knew me until now, so many days already, you think she got dreamed of me before or not?'

He said

'Sure got lah!'

i said

'How many percent?'

He said

'Got 100%'

I said

'Or 70%'

He said

'No la... I think 100% sure got ones... because you consider quite close with her in her daily lives.... You consider her negative family! haha!'

I said

'Negative family means Bu Hao De Shou Ren?'

He even laughed and said

'Can say like that lah...'

I said

'How you know?'

He said

'For sure lah! As long as a person close to another person sure will dream of that person ones... what she dreamed of you, she just never say out only mah...'

I said

'Then you think what she dreamed of me? What kind of impression I gave her?'

He said

'You ah... I think she dreamed of you when get angry kick kick kick all those lo... like you shouted: Nggggg! or Shiooooo!!! All those lo.... Or maybe dreamed of you cried lo...'

When he said like that,

I said

'I where got like that? Hahaha when everybody show me my this pattern? Since when I like that?'

He said

'Every time lah.... as long as you get angry you will kick, if you are sitting then you will kick, if you are standing then you will jump....'

I said

'Some more leh... some more what she dream? I want listen funny ones....'

He said

'How I know what she dreamed? But I guess lah... she most probably dream of she chased you that type ones lo...'

I said

'Or she dreamed of I disturb her? Hahaha!'

He said

'Also got lah... but I think she dreamed of she chased you more than you disturbed her...'

I asked 

'Why?'

He said

'Because I think Pn Lye this person, she always thinking to be powerful. So her dream also mostly she is in powerful situation ones...'

I said

'You mean chase people means very powerful?'

He said

'Anah! Because powerful means you do something to others instead of others do something to you....'

I said

'Eh... then she always beat me, always chased me, always scolded me... you think I am not powerful ones ah?'

He said

'You are not powerful ones lah....'

I said

'Why?'

He said

'Your person is weak type ones lo... you can do things to others, is only the circumstance of disturbing... soft type ones... but if harsh type ones, you are not... means overall you are not powerful ones...'

I said

'Why?'

He said

'Because first you are soft hearted type ones... for example when she starred at you then you never say out already, second you dont have force to fight back, third you dont know defence yourself, fourth you will get influenced by brainwash, but you wont brainwash people... fifth you will get threaten by others but you wont threaten people... you only will say dont want all those... means everything show that you are not powerful type ones...'

I said

'Then I disturb pn lye leh... disturb pn lye not consider powerful?'

He said

'Depends on what disturb... let say if you break her car glass or break her window glass, that one powerful lah... you put few stones and raised up wiper who dont know? The meaning of powerful means need a lot of courage to do something.'

I said

'Then pl consider powerful type ones?'

HE said

'Consider lah...'

I said

'Why?'

He said

'Because she is opposite from you... first she is cruel hearted, second she has physical force to run or to fight back all those lah... third she can defence herself, for example you hit her, she catch your hand, fourth she brainwash people but not people brainwash her, fifth she wont get threaten by others....'

I said

'How you know she wont get threaten by others? I said ambulance she scared edi...'

He said

'No la... not scared... she think is not real ones...'

I said

'Eh wait... just now you not say I wont threaten people? I said ambulance not threaten others ah?'

He said

'My meaning of threaten is must successfully threaten only consider threaten, you not successfully threaten her, so you not consider powerful, means you dont have the power to threaten someone... you simply say one ambulance who scared?'

I said

'Then how to become powerful?'

He even said

'No la... powerful this thing is innate, some people since born is powerful, some people are not... I think you are since born weak type ones... very hard to change ones... for example, you think ok la... I dont want be so good any more, I want harsh a bit, so people wont take me advantage, but after a few days, you still change back to original edi, soft hearted ones... because that is your innate, you since born is innocent means innocent ones... very hard to change... You see, you since born is hyperactive character, when you grow up also hyperactive character, even you tried to change to a character not like you, but you more or less will still got a bit hyperactive character, because that is your innate, for her, she since born that type of character, she now grow until so old also like that....'

I laughed and said

'How u know she since young what type of character?'

He said

'Ya la! Mostly human is like that ones... 70% is innate, 30% is environmental factor.'

I said

'Then you mean she what type of innate character?'

He said

'Bian tai lah....'

I laughed and said

'Hahaha! Bian tai got since born ones?'

He said

'Everything 70% also since born ones....'

I said

'Means she baby also got bian tai?'

He said

'Maybe when she was baby, got other baby symptoms lah... not like now lah... Just like you hyperactive, baby got baby's symptoms, children got children symptoms, adult got adult symptoms... but more or less the symptoms are there lah...'

I said

'Maybe lo... my cousin told me when she was form 2, 1992 year, pl taught her English, she said that time pl still not discipline teacher, but already very aggressive....'

He said

'Anah! Mostly character is innate ones... unless like my mum, postnatal depression, that one different saying lah... that one is the 30% environmental factor.... But I think pl is innate ones... you see now lcl also like that, so I think pl is inherited ones.... Means want change also hard to change, like you, ok la I really want to change quiet, but still very hyperactive after wake up on the next day... hahaha!'

I said

'Then you think actually she also dont want to be like that ones?'

He said

'Of course lah! Who wants? Everybody also want to be normal ones... just like you, you want hyperactive meh?'

I said

'To be frankly, I since young, a lot people always said I very pity, then would gave me a lot of things, but I dont think I am pity, because I feel nothing on myself. I also dont feel I got any weird, but people will think me weird and pity. Last time when I stay in city, I dont know cooking... I every day eat outside, then I everyday eat chicken rice from a Singaporean food court, then that auntie asked me why you everyday came my shop eat chicken rice? Why you so funny ones? Then I said because I dont know how to cook, my mum asked me eat outside... then your chicken rice is the cheapest one... $9.90 only some more got drinks... then she asked: like that not very expensive? every day eat outside one month roughly how much? I said: If eat food court everyday for 3 meals then around $1000 lo... then she said: Aiyo! Auntie kesian you... you everyday come Auntie shop eat la... Auntie collect you $200 enough... what you want to eat just pick, dont everyday eat chicken rice lah... wont bored meh 3 meals 3 meals eat chicken rice? 

He said

'Hua! So good! Singaporean ah?'

I said

'Ah! But now I cook myself edi, because now I moved into suburb edi... most shop just open 2-3 hours then close edi... nothing to eat ones... so bo bian lo... I just bought fruits and eat... or eat something that no need to cook.... Because if I cook cabbage, the onions smell made my eyes very painful and I need to wear long sleeve to avoid the oil pop out and kena my hand! And I need to wear apron for double protection from the oil pop out!'

He said

'Yer! Very weird leh....'

I said

'Hahaha! My friends all also said I eat like that very weird, they said I am like indigenous people in the jungle, whatever can eat just eat, even is tree bark also possible for me to eat hahaha! Because sometimes when they came my house and ask me what you eat tonight? Then I said I cook soup, bought bian bian ones... one pack all throw inside ones... then they laughed at me and said: You drink soup no need to eat meh? Then I said: Inside got all these herbal dregs mah... they even laughed very loud and said: Hahahaha! Eat dregs! I think if she go jungle sure eat tree bark ones! Then everyone laughed very loud! Hahaha!'

He said

'Anah! the way you behaved will let people think you very pity?'

I said

'Why? Drink soup also pity?'

He said

'No la... because you too dont care already... is like the meaning you dont know you are suffering...'

I said

'Drink soup also suffer? What thing? This is herbal soup very expensive ones know?'

He said

'Dont know lah... because normally people sure will cook rice, dishes and soup ones... where got people drink soup, that herbal dregs also eat ones?'

I said

'Cannot eat ones meh?'

He said

'Cannot lah... very geli leh... just like you eaten the banana skin... the dregs are just for the favouring of the soup... cannot eat ones... those are plants bark.... just like what your friend said you will eat plants bark if you are staying in jungle! Hahaha! But is quite pity lah....'

I said

'Dont know... maybe I already used to eat like that edi... my mum always told other people among 5 children, I am the most not picky ones... everything I eat ones... And also just like this morning, I dont know what I do... my uni canteen auntie thought I got problem ones... she always looked at me and told her colleague I am very pity, then point at her brain (saying me that I am something wrong), then she always pity me, sometimes make sandwich for me for free, today she gave me $5 dollar because she knew I like to drink coffee.... '

He said

'So good ah... but how u know she gave you that $5?'

I said

'Because I never buy her things and she suddenly took $5 give me, not give me then what?'

He asked

'Hua! So good! Asian or Caucasian?'

I said

'Caucasian... she keep telling another seller I very pity, but I dont know what I did to make her think I am something wrong hahaha! But to be honest, I think hyperactive nothing ones... I personally wont feel myself pity, tee syi rui mother also always say I very pity... sometimes when people treat me better, I will feel sadder.'

He said

'Har! People treat you better you will feel sadder?'

I said

'yes... because I think got the feeling they treat me as abnormal so only they talked that way to me... I want an equal way of treatment... sometimes the way people treat me will harm my self-esteem....'

He said

'Tell you a truth lah... yesterday I go yam cha with lean jee, you asked me 11:50pm after fetch lean jee back then sun bian go pl house... but we talked until forgot the time edi... that time 12am edi.... I told him: Oh shit! My girlfriend asked me 11:50 go that teacher house, now 12 am edi... then no choice lo... I go pl house before fetch him back lo... means he is in car with me when I go pl house lah... then he said: Actually your gf very pity...'

I said

'Another villain who look down people!'

Hk laughed and said

'Hahaha! Lean Jee said : Actually your girl friend also very pity, got hyperactive, dont know protect own self when people doing invasion to her, now cannot forget the past already still let the teacher beat until like that...'

I said

'Beat until like that? You not told me you told him about add math only? How come he knew cny matter? What beat until like that?'

He said

'Errrr.... sorry lah.... because that time I gave him your blog and asked him to see whether you still got love me or not...'

I get angry and said

'You har! Why simply give other people my blog? You dont know this blog is only got you, me and Emily to see? Why you want to exposed my privacy? You dont know those wounds people saw it already will think me abnormal only people will treat me that way? You really dont care my image! Next time I wont trust you any more!'

He said

'No sorry Clar.... because I think since I told Lean Jee about Pn Lye before edi, so he knew edi, that I just dont care and ask him to read your blog, the latest post, ask him to read and see whether you still got love me or not...'

I said

'I got like or no like you, you own self cannot feel ah? Want to ask people ah? Last chance ah... dont give people my blog any more ah... one more time, I really create another blog silently without giving you and cannot find in Google ones...'

He said

'Ok sorry lah... Lean Jee now studying Engineering final year, he very busy, dont have time to read ones...'

I said

'How u know? My father so busy last time also read my blog? The old one that I deleted ones... I tell you, read blog very fast ones... do you know read blog only need 5-10 minutes then can read everything?'

He said

'Ok lah sorry, I really just gave him only... and I think he understand your condition already wont think you weird ones lah....'

I said

'What he said me after read my blog?'

Hk said

'Haha Lean Jee get frightened when saw the add math ones... he asked me: Har! That teacher beat her hand until like that ah??.... funny hand and leg also cannot distinguish....'

I said

'Anoh! Last time my father also! When he asked me to show him the add math pictures, then he asked me: Where is this? Is leg or is hand?.... hahaha! But not obvious meh?'

He laughed and said

'Haha! How I Know? Maybe you got a few pictures never captured till the blue skirt, only skin, so people cannot differentiate is hand or leg... maybe your leg too thin, so they thought is arm.... Got a bit look like your left arm is bend...'

I said

'Then what lean jee said?'

He said

'Lean Jee also said pn lye got bian tai....'

I said

'Which post he said?'

He said

'No la...he never go and read your other post, he just read the post I asked him to read, he said from the add math wounds pn lye got bian tai... he just said like this only....'

I said

'Then what he said about Pn Lye some more?'

He said

'I told him add math case lo... he also said Pn Lye this person is impulsive type ones...'

I said

'Eh! How he know? He very clever leh this Lean Jee... look like everything also know....'

He said

'Anah! Lean Jee very smart ones... Lean Jee now is working with KL Nuclear company as engineer, and at the same time he got scholarship to MMU study mechanical engineering.'

I said

'Anoh! Trough the way he guessed quite accurate leh... how he know pl is impulsive type ones?'

He said

'Lean jee said maybe add math day Pn Lye will beat you like that is because impulsive, he said Pn Lye is thinking: I only beat one student only, not say I beat a lot... never mind la... he said Pn Lye's thinking is she thought beat people never mind and another reason he said because Pn Lye never predict you will remember in the future. Lean Jee said because you are hyperactive so people will take advantage from you, then he said actually not only pn lye, a lot people also will ones... then he said this also cannot blame pn lye.'

I said

'Quite true from what he said... that is why I always say Pn Lye is selfish... from another point, the same meaning from lean jee... thought beat people never mind.... actually our point is the same but different sentences only... and I also always say cannot blame Pn Lye, because she never think of I will remember, because she usually beat me I dont care ones... you still remembered I told you like that?'

He said

'Remember lah... but I still think this Pn Lye heart very black lo... you wont care then can like that meh?'

I said

'Another reason is I think because she knew that time SPM, so very hard to got chance to beat me since exam all the way only, so if got chance to beat me, she want beat as more as possible.'

He said

'Is the same meaning as grasp the chance because you are not going to GBS any more la.... and also means last time already so she just zhi you fa hui only lah? hahaha!'

 I said

'Back to the point, Lean Jee will think me weird weird or not? You see ah... if Pn Lye will beat me like that on add math day, means pn lye think me something wrong? Then if Lean Jee think Pn Lye think me something wrong, lean jee also will think me something wrong?'

He said

'No... he just keep on said you very pity only... always cried until like that haha, he said your facebook pictures cant see out you are a person who got trauma...'

I said

'Aiya, actually a lot people also like that ones... because I am silent blog readers, I got read a lot and a lot of people's blog without letting them know I read, they put their crying pictures, some is friend's betrayed, some is family problem, wrote mother bias, something like that... but when I came out with them, all look like normal only... just like pn lye.... she always beat me like that, but in school she got look abnormal meh? No mah... because where got want to let others saw their most awkward side?'

He said

'Also true lah... lean jee just said after read your blog and saw those pictures and said you very pity, he said can see out is very painful that type...'

I said

'He said add math ah?'

He said

'Anah... he saw add math pictures mah... the cny pictures he never saw in your blog, but I showed him when I meet him outside.'

I said

'You think other people really can sense the pain even they are not the one who experiencing?'

He said

'Agak-agak can lah... beat until all the wounds so close and so red... can see out is struggled very hard that type...'

I said

'Eh! I think I never struggled leh... not mistaken that night lcl told me I never cried never shout, all never...'

He said

'Impossible lah! She bluffed you ones lah! You ask her sit like that and let you beat lah, see whether she will struggle or not...'

I said

'I really cannot recall very detail memory... In my memory, I just remembered she non stop caning me and I remembered the level of pain only... even until now, very long time ago edi... maybe for other people just can remember is pain, but cant remember how pain, but I still can remembered the actual pain on that day, means still can sense that actual pain in my mind... Means when I having the flashback she caning my leg on the bench, I wont feel the pain on my leg, but my mind can sense

 the level of actual pain.... Then the rest all dont remember...'

He said

'Then when Annie saw you, you never saw her meh?'

I said

'No, I just remembered the office door havent close, but I cant see who is inside because I sitting down, even through the glass frame also cant see...'

He said

'Oh... then maybe really got saw lo...'

I said

'Not Annie, is Jun... I knew who is Annie, but I dont know who is Jun... Datin said Jun just came GBS few months on 2009, and because I always walked out from class, so she knew me, but I dont know her.'

He said

'Of course lah ! Office clerk how u know? I also dont know one of them, see also never see before.'

I said

'Eh?? I really got so famous? Even office clerk knew me? Haha!'

He said

'I think sure when you pass by from far, then her colleague tell her friend : Eh tengoh! Ini budak ada hyperactive punya... something like that...'

I said

'But hyperactive also need to say meh? Very important meh? Since they are not teacher also, not their business, got then how? No then how?'

He said

'No la... is like chit-chat lah... maybe when she arrives school, she is new to the colleague mah... then the colleague just tell lo... you see last time Pn Fang, when we form 2 only she came ones... how she know you hyperactive straight away? Sure got her friends told her only she knew mah...'

I said

'Ei... you said like that, I think of Annie... last time I think she also knew I hyperactive even just came to GBS few months....'

He said

'How u know she knew you hyperactive?'

I said

'Because she will always ask me eat edi or not... talk good good like that... I think if normal students she already dont care, wont talk so much, just like you see, if she suddenly go and ask a student: You eat already or not (Even she dont know who that person is)... not very weird?'

Hk even laughed and said

'Hahaha! Zhi Dao Jiu Hao! Rumours spread always spread without your conscious!'